Author's Note: Thanks once again to Pearl for her editing. Thanks to Sus for his support. This is a second chapter and continues the budding relationship between a younger woman and an older guy. It starts out a little slow but heats up.
When I awoke she was sleeping next to me her mouth slightly agape, her hair a tangled mess over her face, her naked body warm beneath the covers. The picture child of comfort, hidden beauty and for some reason I couldnât quite figure out, of trust. I wondered how she could be so disheveled but still look so appealing, with that country beauty I find so alluring.
I slid slowly and quietly from under the arm draped over me, grabbed a pair of boxers and padded silently down the hall to the kitchen. I needed three things in the worst way, to get that foul taste, and the resulting breath, out of my mouth, to relieve my screaming bladder, and I needed coffee, not necessarily in that order. Life does not begin for me until after Iâve had at least one cup of coffee and of course I was slightly distracted the preceding night and hadnât set the automatic pot.
As quietly as I could, I got the fixinsâ out and started the pot, staring out of the floor-to-ceiling window, out over the bay, at the rising sun. She had worn me out to the point that I figured I wouldnât have woken until well after noon, but here I was, sitting quietly. As my mind replayed the previous night, all the sensations, the emotions, the vulnerabilities and self doubts that I always seem to wake up with flaring before my eyes, I heard a soft sound in the hallway. Not quite a noise, more like a soft rustle and turned to find her standing there, leaning against the door frame. She had her arms folded over her chest with one leg bent a little so the ankle kind of tucks behind the other leg, I find that it highlights the calf, a weakness of mine. She had grabbed one of my shirts, a white one with little maroon pinstripes that you could barely see, and it barely but effectively reached the top of her thighs.
The look on her face showed self-doubt and concern, her little pixie nose slightly crinkled, her brow slightly furrowed.
âAre you ok?â she whispered quietly
âof courseâ I tried to respond with the happiness that I felt but only managed a croak.
âfeeling guilty?â
âNo! are you?â my voice finally starting to work at the exactly wrong time. I was horrified that it came out almost as a shout. Shit, this wasnât going well.
Her head fell, following her gaze as her eyes seemed to focus on the individual tiles of the kitchen floor. ânoâŠâ almost a whisper. I felt as if I had kicked a puppy, smashed my car, and bumped my head on the corner of the cabinet door that I knew I shouldâve closed when I opened it. That combination of anger, at myself, for knowing better but still fucking up by the numbers. It seems to me when the situation calls for me to be silent is when I talk the most. I needed to say something brilliant, witty and caring to rescue this situation.
âWant some coffee?â
I slid the chair back as I started to the coffee pot but as I neared her I just couldnât help myself. I slid my arms up her back, slowly and tenderly laid my head on her shoulder and whispered in her ear, âyou are the most beautiful thing Iâve seen all dayâ and as I hugged her tighter her hands slid up my back and she sighed into my neck, little butterfly kisses trailing down my neck to my shoulder.
âKiss me,â she whispered.
âIâm pretty sure you donât want to do that yet sweetheartâ was my reply, thinking of my toothbrush lying in wait and the cotton flavor of my mouth. I pulled back and looked at her my smile dying on my lips. Her eyes were full of water, her bottom lip starting to quiver. âhey, heyâ I whispered, âwhatâs wrong?â and I softly pushed her hair from her face so I could look her in the eye. She just shook her head in response.
âCome on babydoll, whatâs wrong?â well of course I knew what was wrong, Iâm a fucking idiot is whatâs wrong. I softly kissed her cheek, her nose and when her head turned, yes I kissed her. On the lips and I realized yet another unfairness of life. Women wake up smelling wonderful, with fresh breath and complete alertness. Men? Well, we donât stand a chance.
Iâd love to tell you that she melted in my arms and we had wild sex right there on the floor but truth be told, the kiss was a little strained. I pulled back and walked to the counter pulling two cups out and pouring coffee for both of us. Walked to the fridge, pulled the cream out and opened the cupboard where the sugar is stored in an old peanut butter jar, to fight the moisture at the beach that makes everything clump. I put my normal, intense amount of sugar, and just a twitch of cream in my cup and turned to face her.
She was staring out the window at the sunrise. The sun had not fully cleared the horizon yet and the both the water and the clouds were tinged with the red/orange color of the new sun. The reeds on the opposite shore breaking up the normally white sands, the darker shades of the water, a streaking trail behind a mother duck and her chicks. I watched the reflection of the sun in her eyes.
âyep, definitely the most beautiful thing Iâve seen todayâŠâ I whispered quietly in the almost silent room. A smile started slowly at the corners of her mouth and grew as the realization of what I was trying to tell her finally clicked up there somewhere. Almost instantly everything seemed ok again.
âIâm uhh⊠Going to go brush my teethâ I said in response to the almost sharp pain I was feeling in my yet to be voided bladder and walked out of the room.
When I came back to the breakfast room she was seated at the table her coffee sitting in front of her with a single wisp of steam rising to disappear in the glare of the strengthening sun, staring off into the distance. âPenny for your thoughts?â I asked.
âI was just thinking that I want to have fun with you so badly, I want you to enjoy our time togetherâŠâ she said without looking at me once. âmaybe Iâm ⊠Maybe Iâm trying too hardâŠâ
âwell, last night was surely a hell of a lot of fun!â I said and I knew my eyes had to be twinkling.
âyou enjoyed that did you?â she asked with that mysterious woman smile returning to her face, you know the one, where you think sheâs laughing with you not at you but youâre really not totally sure type of smile.
âThat was the most amazing experience Iâve ever had with or without clothes onâ I said laughing, warming to any smile I could get from her. I realized I had totally lost control of this situation. I had originally thought I could stay in control. I was confident, I had a plan, couldnât remember for the life of me what the fuck it was, but dammit, I did! I had a plan yesterday anyway. I walked up behind her and kissed the top of her head. âWhat do you want to do today?â I asked her, âwanna to go to the beach?â I asked lightly.
Her hands came up to grab mine at her shoulders, pulling on them gently, holding me, keeping me close to her. âCan we stay here awhile?â she asked looking at me with that childish expression all women can turn on and turn off, the look that there is absolutely no defense for.
âSure! We can waterski, or just take a ride for a while, whatever you want. I have some odds and ends I have to get done this weekend but theyâll only take me an hour or two.â Thinking about the minor painting I had to get done, the window screens that needed to be cleaned. I always seem to have a list of shit I have to get done. Perhaps its my workaholic nature, my uncontrollable desire for order in my mostly out of control life. âYou wanna help? Or just relax in the hot tub?â
âooh! You have a hot tub too? Iâd love to relax in the hot tub a while, will you join me?â she asked excitedly.
âIâve gotta paint the front door jamb and the eave behind the hot tub room so once Iâm done that Iâll join you⊠Iâll be 40 minutes, an hour tops, I promise. Itâll probably take the tub an half hour to warm up anyway, let me get it started for you.â
We walked to the hot tub room âwow!â she said as we walked in. âThat is gorgeousâ she said pointing out of the floor to ceiling windows looking out over the bay.
âIâll be back in a little while sweetsâ I said as the tub made its starting noises and I walked out to start the painting.
Fuck I hate to paint! I hate the smell, I hate the fact that the paint is attracted to my hands and clothes like a 16 year old boy is to a playboy centerfold, I hate having to paint with the grain of the wood and how the fuck do you know how the grain goes when the woodâs covered with paint anyway. The front door done I started on the eave of the hot tub room. I looked through the semi steamy windows as I slathered the paint. No finesse in painting, just slap it on. I could see Cathy through the window, lying back, bubbles rushing around her. She seemed so content lying there head back, eyes closed. The only part of her bikini that was visible were the strings wrapped around the back of her neck. The string brought attention to her slim long neck and her fine featured shoulders, the rise of her breasts disappeared into the bubbling water.
I looked at the paint brush in my hands, thought âwhat the fuck are you doing?â and climbed down off the ladder. Iâve always known that my priorities are slightly fucked up but I never knew that they were this fucked up! She looked up as I walked in the hot tub room, and slid into the tub. I leaned over and kissed her gently, much more comfortable and natural this time, as I sat next to her. The water was warm but not hot, comfortable enough that you could almost sit in the tub forever without getting either cold or too hot. I wondered how she found that temperature as it had always been an achievement to which I aspired but was never able to obtain.
âfeel good?â I asked.
âyes, this feels greatâ she said in a voice I could barely hear over the rushing noise of the water. âThereâs a spot over there that feels almost too goodâ she said with a twinkle in her eyes as she pointed to the other side.
âReally?â I asked. âWhere?â and I moved over to where she pointed. It was the section of hot tub that was molded almost like a lazy boy, where you could lay back and it had a pad for your head and a cup holder and everything. I could feel a jet of water strumming my legs. I opened my legs and felt the water go right between them sneaking up the leg of my swim trunks.
I started to laugh and said âIâve never noticed that before! Enjoyed that did you?â
âI didnât want to enjoy it without youâ she said shyly blushing slightly. And she slid over to me. As her head neared mine I realized I had never wanted to kiss anyone that badly before. Our lips met softly and I felt hers open our tongues wrestling passionately. She slid down beside me and I wrapped an arm around her shoulder her head laying down on my shoulder. âThis feels good tooâ she said and purred quietly. She was sitting on the bench next to the lazy boy mold and I tugged on her gently until she slid up between my legs to lie back against me. I wrapped my arms around her just beneath her breasts and held her close to me, her head laying back against my shoulder I gently kissed her cheek.
She shifted slightly and I thought about the jet of water, now effectively blocked by her. âStill feel good?â I asked her quietly.
âmmmm, yes it feels greatâ she whispered softly in return. My hand slipped up to cup her breast, and I felt her nipple pressing against my palm through the fabric of her suit. I felt her ass wiggling a little, it felt great against my rising cock. Soft and slightly yielding but firm.
âOh god! Be careful when you do that!â I Laughed. âWhatâs the matter sweets?â