I have always been attracted to Lisa. Right from the time my wife asked if I wanted to come and meet her brother Stephen's new girlfriend. I accepted, and my initial impression was one of a fantastically realistic body (you know, not the ultra skinny form that seems to have become societies 'ideal', but rather a curvy, shapely, classically feminine form that you just want to hold) and of beautiful blue eyes forming the centre-piece of a gorgeously cute face framed by brunette hair. There was also an aloofness, or as I gradually learnt, a hard shell of self-protection surrounding her that was vaguely troubling.
This kept our relationship through the early years quite cool, as I am also fairly reserved and struggled with her barriers. In many ways, we are actually quite similar, with a lack of self confidence often coming across as arrogance. Of course, it was something that, at that point, I simply did not have the self-awareness to know. One thing I did know, however, was that I found her remoteness vaguely alluring though I had no idea why. I even found myself going out of my way to draw positive reactions from her whenever we met.
I became really conscious of my slowly increasing interest the day she and Stephen called in at our house. They had been swimming, and Lisa was still in her bikini with a towel wrapped around her waist. They stayed for several hours, even though my wife Rachael had had to go out, and Lisa was clearly uncomfortable with her state of dress, or lack of. For such a proud and yet insecure young lady it was always going to be difficult. She maintained a rigid and stoic manner, but the awkward periodic adjusting of the bikini top simply drew my attention to her, and I realized with some embarrassment that I had been taking in the curve of her wonderfully formed breasts and porcelain-skinned tummy with growing desire.
Stephen seemed oblivious to my ogling of his future wife, so after they left I tried to convince myself that it had only been a fleeting glance and had gone unnoticed. Not so, apparently. Even though she had only been there during the early part of the visit, my wife had clearly recognized my interest too. We were in bed that night when she brought it up.
"So, who's attracted to their possible sister-in-law, then?"
"Huh, sorry? What are you talking about?"
"Lisa. You couldn't stop admiring her."
"No way!" I blustered. "Even if they get married, she isn't technically my sister-in-law anyway." I was trying to divert the thrust of the conversation. All to no avail.
"You couldn't help yourself! I'm not surprised, she does have a lovely body."
"Does she? I didn't notice.... Well... yeah, I guess so. But she's a cold one, in any case. I never feel comfortable around her, and I'm pretty damn sure she can't stand me anyway." I was on the defensive.
"Maybe she does like you, but is uncomfortable with that attraction and puts up the walls as protection? She's told me before that she thinks you are very handsome. Did you ever think of that?"
"Really!? No, no way. Things are just too awkward, too uncomfortable, for that to be true." I felt myself going red, and my heart rate rise, at the thought that Lisa may be attracted to me.
"Well, you may be uncomfortable, but it seems you are also aroused by it." She raised an eyebrow and gave an impish little smile in the direction of my groin, where indeed there were some signs that blood flow to my face was not the only happening. She then turned out the light before I could respond.
I lay there in a state of confusion. The realization that I had become aroused only served to increase the feeling! Then I felt a hand on my leg, slowly working its way upwards. The initial touch took my breath away.
"I don't mind, you know," she whispered. "You're a man, and you'll find other women attractive, it's natural. And she is gorgeous. Just don't do anything with them, ok?"
"Sure." I could only manage a gasped reply as I struggled to answer, my focus torn to shreds between her voice and that gloriously soft hand that had reached my balls and was gently cupping and kneading my still relaxed sack.
"Mmm, I love your balls when they are still hanging slack like this". Her hand felt wonderful, and I thought I was now fully erect. "Tell me, who else are you attracted to? Any of my friends?" The hand had moved on by this time, lightly caressing the shaft of my manhood, then wrapping the fingers around its girth and gently rubbing back and forth. "Do you want to fuck any of my friends?" She hardly ever swore during sex, and there was a huskiness in her tone that was intoxicating.