I am so nervous, I need to pay more attention to my driving. We've been talking about this meeting for so long, I just hope he likes me up close and personal. "Fuck buddy," I can do that. Been looking for someone that doesn't want anything more for a while myself. Wish he was closer. But, Houston's not that far, wish I could do him all weekend though. I have time, he doesn't. If we get through this first time and we like each other enough, the next time will be better. Hope I hold up to his standards.
Glad it's a nice day today. With the top down I feel more in control. Need to feel like it when I meet him for lunch. Damn this shyness. If I get tongue tied I'm gonna hate myself, he thinks I have everything under control!. Deep breaths Jackie, deep breaths. The miles go by fast. Wow, it's time to meet him.
I pull into the restaurants parking lot, people are getting out of their cars. One guy says "nice car." I say "thanks, I get that all the time at home. I walk into the restaurant, wishing I had time to go to the bathroom and freshen up. I'm sure I need to tame this hair, oh well hell, I am what I am. Let's do it. I stand there, probably looking lost, till I hear this voice "Hi Jackie, glad you could make it." He's standing behind me, without looking around I just drink in his voice, waiting for the shaking to stop. "Thank you baby" I say as I turn around, "for being here to meet me." I look into his eyes. It's going to be ok I'm thinking. I take a deep breathe, showing him one of my shy smiles.
"Sure could use a glass of iced tea, it's been a long drive, have you been waiting long?" I say as I look up into his eyes. "Baby I've been waiting a lifetime for this" he says with a grin. He takes my arm and leads me to the table he had been waiting at. He sits me next to him, putting his arm over the back of the seat and turns towards me. "What would you like to eat baby?" he drawls. I can not pass up an opportunity like that. I look into his eyes, always did have a smart ass mouth, and say "You baby, just you." His eyes light up as he laughs. "I think we might need a little snack before the big meal, let's order a little something."
It's gonna be alright, he's making me act like I've known him forever. Making me comfortable, I appreciate it, although right now the only appetite I have is to take those tight ass jeans off of him and start licking and sucking on him. Woa...slow down Jackie, slow down. Take a deep breath, drink, smile...ha, ha, ha.
We order food, I nibble, he eats good. When finished we pay the tab. He leans over to me and asks "Would you like to go somewhere to eat now?" laughing as he says it, cause he knows I barely ate my food. I look into his eyes and say "Yes Mike I would." We both stand up and walk outside. Unfortunately we have two cars, but he leans over to me, kissing me on the lips and says "Follow me baby." Oh god yes I'm wet and ready for him, I hope it's not far.