I closed the door to he bathroom and leaned against the wall trying to get my strength back. What was I even doing here? I was a decent respectable woman admired for my virtue and here I was in the home of a total stranger being sexually used by him. I was naked and my body felt sore and abused.
The weird part was, I never felt more alive in my life. I did not even know his name, but I submitted myself to his wonton desire. I had been tied up humiliated, and used by him for his own pleasure. It was completely degrading and I loved every minute, even the pain. It was hanging over the toilet; I recognized it from my husband’s Office, it was a degree “Master of Divinity”.
My God this devil who had dominated and degraded me was a Pastor. I guessed the fact that his degree hung over the toilet was probably significant. I would not be likely to find him at our church on Sunday. Peering closer, I read the name ‘Lance MacMasters’. I stumbled back and almost fell. That was my name, or at least my married name.
I could hear him in the kitchen; he was singing or at least humming as he cooked. “Go take a shower,” he ordered with a smile, and a slap my bottom. It was light and playful slap. I loved how the mood could change. He was stern, hard and cruel one minute and the next, he was gentle and playful. The whole experience confused and excited me. I did not know how to deal with it and it frightened me and invigorated me. I turned on the shower and got under the warm soothing spray.
My bottom stung as the water hit my spanked cheeks; it had been a long time since I had felt the sting of a good spanking. My father had done it to me up until I was fifteen. My mother had found more effective punishment and it had been discontinued to my regret. I had only been twelve when I discovered the incredible warm tingly feeling it gave me between my legs the wetness and desire, and later in my room in the dark, my fingers would go down and rub hard until I would explode my voice muffled in my pillow. I found out later it was wrong to touch myself like that and tried to stop, and mostly I did.
But sometimes I would awake, my fingers rubbing, my mind reeling from the lust. Always there was a large man, dominating me, using me, and humiliating me. I washed my body thinking of how today I had not had any responsibility all I had to do was submit to him.