I hesitate. I'm losing time because each stripper is only on stage for 2 songs at a time. So, I take a swig of 'reinforcement' beer and a deep breath while walking forward. I settle down, put my purse on the small bar-like table in front of me and take another swig. Why am I so nervous? I have been to a strip club Once or twice before with Theo. We found it to be erotic foreplay and couldn't wait to get home. Those first experiences lead to fantastic sex and therefore we definitely wanted to repeat them. But tonite is strangely different. Because... she's here, Shelby's here. Damn, she's gorgeous.
Shelby sees me and flashes this heavenly smile. I melt. She's on all fours slowly writhing, grinding for all to enjoy in perfect time with the sensual beat. I'm perfectly happy that the DJ chose a slower melody for her to dance to on this set. I realize she's crawling towards me. Oh god, my heart races and I get wetter, soaking my new black lace panties. Shelby is just 3 feet away now. I think, if I reach out and lean over just a bit... so that my breasts would press into the metal bar encircling the stage...then I could touch her flesh. I realize, with a spark, that I WANT to feel how soft she is; but, of course I don't do it. I'm too damn shy, why am I so timid? I'm never this shy in my "day-life" but she has me all discombobulated.
I turn toward Theo again and smile. I need him to give me moral support. He does so by smiling back. No, actually he is smirking at me, enjoying my discomfort. He takes a gulp of his beer to hide his forthcoming chuckle. Theo knows me all too well and knows how nervous I am, but also ho strangely excited too. He had lovingly watched me change my undergarments and clothes multiple times before deciding on one my final choice at home. He waves his hand at me flippantly, gesturing to me to go on and enjoy the sights, sounds, smells and maybe even the touch. I turn back around.
Shelby is right there. She slowly turns over with her legs spread wide and begins to girate. She is just inches away from me and I can even smell her musky sweet aroma. She is working hard so her skin glistens with sweat. My hand shakes as I lift it to place some some dollars next to her thigh flesh. I brush the skin and sigh as I register it's velvety softness.
Another smile curves at her lips, so sincere and genuine. Shelby moves her body so elegantly that it's mesmerizing. I don't even remember her moving and now I have to shake my head a bit to clear it because she's waiting for me to respond. She had asked me a question. Shelby realizes that I haven't heard her and says again, "I like your purse." Girl talk. Simple, easy. No pressure, so why can't I respond?
I make a quick smile and gulp before responding, "Thanks." Nothing else comes out. Really, is that all I've got? I take a deep breath and slowly place some dollars in her g-string around her hip. Her eyes drop and they land on my cleavage, which I'm Now glad that I've purposely displayed. She's still moving, changing, shifting...I notice a small splatter of freckles across her chest. It makes her more real to me for some strange reason. My chest is right at the metal barrier bar and her hand is now there too. She lifts her eyebrows and looks deep into me as if asking, "May I?"
I blush but lift my breasts slightly so they are within her reach and she does touch, actually squeezes. Electricity runs through me and out my toes. I sigh and she moves again. This time, gently caressing down my shoulder and arm while holding her hand over mine for a few more seconds. Brief moments, but they are powerful, wonderful. Shelby turns again but as she removes her hand it seems like she flicks her finger over my ring, my wedding band. She moves to the customer near me, always smiling while still seemingly connected to me through her, albeit less direct, stare.