I was able to experience sex in a different way with Veeru, I felt my needs satisfied in a way they had not been during my marriage.
I was due soon and I was shopping for some items that we needed. Veeru had asked me to rest but I was adamant that I was able to do it. It was at the market that my water broke. I was rushed to the hospital in a taxi and upon arriving I gave my details. I wanted to tell Veeru but everything was happening so fast and I went into labour suddenly. It was a long draining delivery and I woke up to find my husband holding the baby. I had not had the time to tell Veeru I was at the hospital but my file still had my husband's contact details.
My husband passed the baby back to me and said, "We have made a beautiful boy. I want to do the right thing by you and my boy. Please forgive me for my mistakes."
As I saw him with our baby and holding it for the first time I knew I had to stay with him. I text Veeru to tell him I was going back to my husband. Veeru opened my eyes sexually but I had to put the interests of my child first. I was a mother first and a woman second.
I took back my husband on the condition that I returned to work. I did not want to be in the position I was before. I wanted to be independent and able to support myself should my husband abandon me again.
It was 6 months after the pregnancy that I was able to find another job. I began work in a growing company. I entered at a low level as I had been out of work for so long.
It took some time for me to be able to trust my husband again but I finally invited him back to my bed again. I tried to lose my pregnancy fat and with the help of dieting I was able to get a reasonable shape.
My husband was still vanilla in bed and would only try missionary with me. It affected my confidence as I saw the visceral sex he had with his colleague. Did he not see me as a sexual object? Was he just fulfilling his duty with me?
After my sexual experiences with Veeru my eyes had been opened sexually and I was not happy to settle for the missionary sex I was being offered.
I decided to buy sexy lingerie to try and excite his passion. I hoped it would have the effect it had on Veeru. I wore a black demi bra that pushed up my breasts and an almost see through thong.
He still only did missionary. I expected him to ravish my breasts but he gave them little or no attention. When I put myself in the doggy position he made me feel silly and asked me to stop playing around. A sexual frustration was growing inside me.
I would sometimes stare off into space thinking about a man that would ravish my body. It was on one of these days the CEO of the company, Anand Chaggar called me in for a meeting. It was unprompted and I was afraid I had done something wrong.
I was wearing a skirt that went below my knee, tights, white blouse and a blazer. It was around the end of the day and I was feeling the weight of the day.
His secretary ushered me in. The CEO was sat behind a large desk and he nodded towards a chair inviting me to sit down. He was an older gentleman in his 60's I guessed. He had a stern demeanour and was overweight.
I took a seat and politely asked, "Sir, I was told that you wanted to see me. How can I be of service?"
I was nervous as I was new to the office environment but I felt I had done well so far but I was now nervous I would lose my job and my husband would be proven right.
He was looking over some papers and he did not immediately acknowledge or respond to my question which added to my nerves. He then looked up and looked me up and down taking a full scan of my body. The way he looked at me sent a thrill through my body as I had not been viewed in such a lustful way in some time. There was a sexual intent in his eyes and I could feel myself grow moist between my legs.
He opened, "I have received your reports following your first 3 months with us. I wanted to discuss these with you."
My nerves kicked in again, maybe he was just assessing me and he seemed to pour over the papers in detail, "Sir, I have worked really hard but this is my first job in a couple of years. I hope you can trust in me and give me time."
His demeanour softened recognising my nerves, "I do not usually ask to speak to low level employees but I have been keeping an eye on you. When you were hired you were over qualified and I wanted reports on your work. I am impressed. I called you in as I have an opportunity for you to move up in the company."
A relief went over me as I heard his words. It did not escape my attention that his eyes were on my legs and without thinking I lifted one leg over the other causing my skirt to rise just above my knee. Was my sexual frustration leading me to tease this old man?
I asked, "Sir that means a lot to me. I want to rise in the company. What is the opportunity?"
I wondered about the choice of the word "rise" as my skirt had just risen and I wondered if his dick was rising from seeing more of my leg. My mind was being clouded with lust and his eyes only encouraged these thoughts. Did I have a thing for older bosses?
I began to play with my shoe as I dangled it off my foot on my raised leg. His eyes were distracted by my pantyhose covered feet and my legs and I wondered if he had a fetish for pantyhose. I let the shoe fall and he seemed to enjoy this.
His eyes returned to me and he answered, "A new position has only recently become available. I am in need of a Personal Assistant. It will be a significant pay rise and you will move much higher in the company than where you currently are. Are you interested?"
I was overjoyed internally as I said, "I would love the opportunity. Thank you for considering me."
His demeanour became sterner all of a sudden, "I was reading your file earlier and I just wondered if you would be suitable. Is it true that you gave birth 9 months ago?"
I became nervous again. Why was he offering me the job if he was unsure? I put my leg down and allowed the skirt to drop down and there was disappointment in his eyes, "I did give birth. But I am committed to this new job if you give me the opportunity."
I wanted to please him and lifted my other leg this time and allowed my skirt to come slightly higher revealing some thigh and his eyes lit up. His attention was lighting a fire inside me that had been neglected by my husband.
He then asked to my surprise, "It has only been 9 months and I wonder about the practicalities. I often travel abroad or across the country and need my assistant with me. Are you still breast feeding? How will you manage with the extra burden?"
As I thought about this he added, "It is really hot in here. You can take off your blazer."
It was hot and I did not want to offend him as he held my future in his hands. I stood up to take off my blazer. It had been a sweaty day and it was causing my blouse to stick to my body which made my bra visible through my blouse. I had worn the blazer during the day.
I had the blazer on my lap but he came around the desk and offered to hang it up for me. As he picked it up from my lap he used it as an opportunity to grope my pantyhose covered leg. His movement was quick and I could not react.
His intentions were becoming clear and I wondered about the implications of travelling with such a man, "I am breastfeeding but I pump extra for the baby when I work longer hours. If I need to travel away on business then I will pump extra for the baby. I am able to manage my personal life and my career."
He then shocked me as he asked, "What about your husband?"
I was insulted by the question and answered it impudently, "My husband does not feed on my breasts."
Maybe the answer was more revealing than it should have been. He raised his eyebrow and said, "I think you misunderstand the question. I was simply asking if your husband will be ok with you travelling with another man. I am sorry for the confusion."
I felt like a complete idiot, "Sir I am so sorry. Please forgive me. He will not have a problem. We have an agreement that he will not stand in the way of my career. It is just work travel."
He smiled cheekily as though there was more to his plans and he then said to my surprise, "Only a fool would not feed on those luscious tits."
That comment sent a sexual thrill through me. I should have complained of sexual harassment but I felt my cheeks go red and my breathing sharpened as I imagined this dirty old man feeding at my breasts. What was wrong with me?
I was stuck for words when he asked, "So you do not have a problem travelling alone on a plane with me?"
I tried to regain my composure and said, "Sir it would be a part of my job to accompany you on business trips. I do not see a problem."
He leaned back in his seat openly staring at my breasts through my blouse, "I think this can work. How good are you at taking dictation?"
There was a fire inside me with the suggestive nature of the interview and it informed my answer to this suggestive question, "I can take dictation. But if you ask whether I enjoy it then that depends on the quality of the dictation. Some dictation is mumbled and not clear whereas other dictation can be detailed and clear. If it is detailed and clear then I like it to be long."
He almost choked at my answer, not expecting me to play his game. I let my second shoe fall off my foot and I could see his attention on my feet, "My dictation is detailed and clear. I like to give long dictation and make it HARD. I hope you don't mind HARD dictation."
His emphasis on the word hard sent a jolt of excitement through my body and straight to my nether regions. I unbuttoned the top 2 buttons on my blouse and leaned forward giving him a better view of my cleavage and bra as I answered, "I like hard dictation. The harder the better."
I was playing with fire. He had already groped my leg and I was going to be his personal assistant. Was my sexual frustration leading him on knowing full well the consequences?
The ambiguity was getting less and less obvious as he asked, "How often do you milk your breasts? I do not mean to offend but I only ask as we will be spending a lot of time together."
I answered honestly, "I milk them once at night and once in the morning. I use a breast pump and throw away any milk the baby does not need."
He answered quickly, "You shouldn't need a pump but I digress. You may need to change your dress sense."
I wasn't going to allow anymore ambiguity, "Why do I not need a breast pump? What is wrong with my dress sense?"
He looked me in the eyes as he said, "Firstly a real man would not let your milk go to waste. He would feed on those breasts until they were dry. Secondly stand up so I can tell you what is wrong with your dress sense."