"Later can be whatever we want it to be."
Those had been his words, but clearly the fates had conspired to make "later" more of a concept than a definitive time. After their meeting that night in his apartment, they had not gotten to see each other again for quite some time. He had made sure to get her number, however, and their brief messages to each other, usually promptly deleted on Dom's part, were all that kept him stable. His marriage wobbled along, and his minor successes at work were quickly deflated by yet more work. He went for walks more and more often, his way of reducing stress, and the miles washed past his consciousness as he thought more and more about Anne. Why could she not have appeared before, he thought as he hurried across an intersection. What was going to happen now? He had promised another time, but so far that was not going to happen. In the meantime, he felt like he was going to explode with all the stuff happening in his life. His parents would not let him forget that he was now an outcast, and would often send him letters berating him about his supposedly poor life decisions. He didn't open the letters anymore, but they sat on top of his closet, annoying him with their very presence. Something had to be done, or he was going to snap.
The coming week did not fill him with a sense of hope, either. It was his company's scheduled get together week, wherein much slapping of backs and fake grins were to be had. To make it out there, one had to be a very good (read: overwhelmed) employee who played ball. Once again, Dom had made it on the list, and it was with difficulty that he smiled and thanked his manager for the 'wonderful opportunity'. A stay in a luxurious hotel one state over was nothing to sneeze at, but his reluctance stemmed from the fact that his wife would have to come with him. As he came back from outside, he slammed the door, sending the glasses sitting atop the microwave into a clinking, chiming frenzy. Leann, his wife, was of course sprawled on the couch, a rerun of Grey's Anatomy on the television as she devoured a German chocolate cake.
"Maybe we should get packed? The trip is pretty soon," he ventured.
"Oh, it can wait. We have time."
He rolled his eyes, sure that she would not see them, which of course she did.
"What the hell was that?"
"We always 'have time' until the morning of the trip. I just want to get out ahead of this."
"Don't roll your eyes at me, you're not my father..."
Twenty minutes of high volume later, he went back out into the cold and sat in the car, staring at his reflection in the rear view mirror. His phone sang the first chords of the Mad Men theme, and he jumped involuntarily. It was her.
Across town, Anne had deliberated, tossing the phone up and down in her hand. Should she just go over there? It wasn't that far, and they definitely had some stuff to talk about. They had fallen for impulsive emotion the first time, and there were a lot of factors involved, but how would it happen the second time? If, in fact, it happened at all? Who knew what his brain had decided on in the weeks since they had spoken?
He's married.
I want him, and he wants me.
Is that true?
It has to be, unless...
I must have him.
He's not mine.
I want him to be mine.
I WANT HIM.
As her thoughts did their dizzy eagle spirals inside her mind, her hand moved on its own, and she was as surprised as he was when the phone started ringing. She whipped it up to her ear, partly hoping that it would hang up of its own accord.
"Hello?"
"Hey Dom, it's me.''
"Oh hey, what's going on?"
She allowed herself a small giggle. He always said those exact words without fail at the start of every phone conversation. The same intonation, as well. She figured it would be a while before she clued him into another one of his unconscious habits.
"Just calling to see how you're doing, and to see if you're going to have any time free," she said. Outside her window, a stray cat stalked a plastic bag being whipped around by the breeze.
"Well.....not this weekend. I have to go on a business trip..." As he detailed the plans for the weekend, she could sense his hidden annoyance like the buzzing of bees obscuring everything said. After he described the supposedly awesome bar and buffet, there was a brief silence.
"You're not going to be alone, are you?" she pressed gently.
There was a long, defeated sigh from the other end of the line. Outside, the cat's neck spun as the bag was caught in a dust devil and spiraled endlessly around the tom.
"No, spouses have to come along. Company regulations. Besides, how could she miss an open bar. It's too bad, I'm going to be pretty close to you."
"I know, that hotel is..."[Over on my side of this town] she thought. "Pretty good," she finished. The germ of an idea started pushing at her resolve to do this.
"Well I got a corner room on the first floor so if I need to get out of there I can just run," he laughed
"You might need to," her mouth agreed while her mind came to a decision.
"Well, Ill talk to you soon....I miss you."
"I miss you too."
In the void of the dial tone, the cat finally sprang up and was able to snag the bag off a nearby bush, and Anne started planning.
The Friday pushed its way into everyone's life, and with it came the trip. Much as he had expected, packing had been staved off in favor of TV watching, so their last minute bustle was a hurricane of annoyed accusations and belligerent personal defenses. By the time they made it out to the hotel, Dom was tired, physically and mentally. Headphones cranked as loud as possible, he let Filter and Sia bring his temper down from boiling point as they struggled through the door with their bags. A loud argument at the staircase with the manager of the hotel barely caught his attention, as he was looking forward to just getting out of the clothes he was in. At their room, he opened the door and stood for a second, smiling appreciatively. This....was not bad. The room was of a decent size, with furnishings commensurate with the room cost, and afforded a view that could not be ignored. The housekeeping staff had left the windows open for maximum stun value to whoever had opened the door, and so far, it was working. Then they turned to unpacking, and the moment disappeared.
As he made his way over to the bed, he let his wife go wild with her picture taking, and she stepped out onto the balcony. He stayed in and sat down hard on the bed, a loud sigh escaping his lungs. What a day. He would be happy enough to just have the damn conference now and bail out. He would lose face in such an event though, and perish that thought. He sneered inwardly. These guys were not even likable.....but they had the money and right now that was what he needed. He placed a call for room service for some baked chicken and lay down on the bed fully dressed. Sia's "Numb" came on, and he closed his eyes and swam in the notes for an all too brief couple of minutes before the inevitable knock came at the door.
"Room service," the voice sang, and his subconscious started clanging a bell immediately. He silenced it quickly. [ Have to be someone I know who got a job out here I guess] he thought dismissively as he opened the door. Then all thought fell away into the abyss of shock.
A cart with a silver dome on top sat in the hallway, and behind it was Anne.
Now, at the first moment of truth, she faltered. She had worked so hard to get to this point, and she relished the look on his face so hard. She had always been proud of her ability to silence such a glib individual who had an answer for everyone, and now was no exception. In his eyes she read a commingling of reactions; delight, dismay, pleasure, confusion, panic and hope all steeped in one moment of realization. Then she realized that the "room service lady" was standing in the hallways staring at the customer who was standing in the door. She had to do something. She mouthed 'back' as she pushed the cart into the room and nervously adjusted her skirts. [Do not fuck this up now!] she yelled at herself mentally.
"Dinner is served. Baked chicken with black bean salad for the gentleman, and chicken tenders with ranch for the lady," she said with a forced nature only Dom was able to pick up. His wife picked up her plate absently and went back to the balcony, chatting merrily away at her phone. Dom stared holes into Anne as he turned away, food now inconsequential.
"How?" he whispered, stepping closer.