I woke up thinking the events of the night before were just a dream but then I turned and saw a naked Aamir in the bed beside me. He looked so cute with bed head. He began to stir as I was next to him just lost in the moment admiring him.
He woke up slowly and his first words, "You are the most beautiful sight I have ever seen in the morning." He cupped my face and we kissed, the passion from the night before returning.
His hands began to explore my naked body as our kiss grew more passionate.
I could not believe that I lost my virginity to a Muslim boy and I was now completely naked with him. I wondered what my mother would think. But I had to admit that I had never been happier and to hell with my mother.
His hands caressed my body as our tongues intertwined. I loved kissing him and I ran my hands through his hair as I felt the passion grow inside me.
He was already hard and I pushed him back on the bed and climbed on top of him. He looked at me admiringly, "You are a thing of absolute beauty."
I began to ride him and I felt a thrill through my body. I could not believe sex could be so good. He began to feel my breasts as I rode him faster. He quickly grabbed a hold of me and turned me around so that he was on top.
He bit my neck hard leaving his lovers mark on me as he thrust into me faster. I whispered in his ear, "I love you more than anything in this world. My heart is yours."
He whispered back, "It will always be safe with me. I will never break it."
I felt him cum inside me and an orgasm take over my body.
I had never been happier in my life. We agreed to keep our relationship a secret from our friends as there were already problems in the friends group and we did not want to complicate it.
We met secretly on weekends and during the week. It was hard to act normal around our friends. We would often share glances and smiles and I wondered if Smita would notice. She was the closest to both of us from the group.
There was one occasion when we were just talking amongst each other and Aamir was stood next to me. Aamir snaked his hand behind me and grabbed my ass. I looked at him annoyed but he carried on as though nothing had happened.
I thought I would tease him back later and while we were all sat eating our lunch I reached out under the table with my feet and put them in his lap. I slowly began to massage his cock until I felt it go hard.
It was a few weeks later and I was drinking with the girls when Smita in her usual way made a joke about me being a virgin. This time I had something to say back, "Well I am not anymore."
She looked at me in shock, "I knew it. I knew it. You and Aamir. I knew there was something going on."
I had fallen into her little trap and she had got the better of me again as she planted another jibe, "I hope you used protection."
This was something we had never thought of as we were young and in love. I went red at the thought of this. She tried to push for more details but I refused to give anymore and left early. I heard Rohini say to Smita, "Why do you always have to be such a bitch?"
I could not agree with her more. I went to the local drug store and picked up a pregnancy kit. I went home and urinated on it and wait for the lines to show up.
Luckily it showed I was not pregnant. I took a big sigh of relief. But it made me think about the long term. Would we marry in the end? How? My mother would kill me.
The next night Aamir came over and we were watching a movie. I had the same doubts going through my mind and it was obvious as Aamir stopped the movie and turned to me, "You need to tell me what has gotten you so worried?"
I tried to brush it off but he knew me so well, "I know something is on your mind and I want you to know you can trust me with it. No matter what it is we will get through it."
He was so sincere and nice I could not keep anything from him, "It was just Smita getting under my skin. She got it out of me that we were dating in her usual manipulative way. She then mentioned something about safe sex. I realised we had not thought about those things but I took a pregnancy test. It has just gotten me thinking about our future and our different backgrounds."
He put brushed my hair out of my face and said, "You are my soul mate and my future is with you. Nothing will stand in our way. It is good that Smita and the others know. I am proud to be in love with the most beautiful, the most intelligent, and the kindest natured..."
I cut him off and kissed him. I was so in love with this boy and he made all of my insecurities and worries disappear. We were in a bubble and I was going to enjoy it.
We did not make it back to the bed as we both had sex on the sofa. I loved being on top of him and riding him.
The strange thing was I was still receiving the anonymous calls but I never bothered to answer them. They were simply no longer a factor in my life.
Our friends were happy for us but Smita seemed a little bitter and would often make jibes about first loves never lasting and that he could do better. She began to irritate me and I tried to keep my distance.
I then came down with a bout of sickness. It happened for a week and I was sick all week. Despite trying to keep away from Smita we were always close and we would always be close. I was not in work for a couple of days due to my sickness and she came over to see me. She had resentment about me and Aamir but she still cared about me. She came over to see me and she checked me over and said I seem fine and I need to see the doctor. She came with me to the doctor and the doctor ran another pregnancy test that confirmed I was in fact pregnant. He said drug store tests can be unreliable but it was good news.
Smita and I both knew this was not good news because Aamir was Muslim. Smita's parents were liberal and accepting but my mother was traditional and strict. She would never accept a Muslim in the family or a Muslim baby.
Aamir came over that night like he had done every night since he heard about my sickness. I was nervous and I tried to keep the news from him but he always saw through me. I had to tell him and I told him, "I went to the doctor and he said my sickness is due to pregnancy. I am sorry if this ruined it."
He had the biggest smile I have ever seen, "This is the best news ever and I have never been happier."
I looked at him surprised, "Aamir we are not married. We have not even told our families about each other."
He seemed unconcerned, "I am speaking to my parents today about you. Please speak to your mother. No one will care once the baby is born. I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you Sunita."
As I heard him say that I felt an ease come over me but the fear of speaking to my mother was real.
I spoke to my mother and I told her I wanted to marry a boy who was working with me and he was from Delhi. She was happy to hear this but then she asked what caste he was and I honestly did not know. Was Muslim a caste or a religion? She then asked if he was a good Hindu boy and what temple his family went to. My heart sank as I knew I had to tell her he was Muslim.
Her response was, "No no no no. Do you not know about love jihad? My daughter will never marry a Muslim."
In desperation I said, "I am pregnant and it is his baby. Please agree to this."
I heard something shatter on the other end of the phone, "What? Pregnant? My daughter is a Muslim whore."
After a pause she said, "If you still want a mother you will abort the baby and return to India. I knew it was a mistake sending you to America."
She disconnected the phone. I was dejected. I could not lose my mother and I could not lose Aamir.
The next day I met Aamir at his apartment and I told him about my mother's news. He hugged me and I felt a warmth from him and I asked, "Did your family understand?"
He explained, "My parents have agreed to the marriage but they need to save face in the community. I knew it was trouble when my father said, 'log kya kahenge'. You know religion does not matter to me. I love you for you. But my family is different and they need you to convert to Islam even if it is only superficial conversion."
I looked at him shocked. How could he ask me to do this? I could not lie to myself and his family and pretend to be Muslim, "Aamir, what are you saying? You know I cannot betray my family like that."
I was heartbroken and angry with him. I left in a flood of tears back to my apartment. Aamir tried to call me but I ignored his calls. I was too angry with everyone and I felt rejected by the people closest to me.
It was that night that I heard my phone vibrate waking me from my sleep. I checked my phone thinking it was my mother or Aamir but it was private number.
I had avoided these calls for the past months as my relationship with Aamir blossomed but as my world was falling apart I needed a distraction.
I answered the phone and put it to my ear. I did not speak a word and I could hear heavy breathing on the other end.
He then started, "You must be horny tonight. Your cunt has been thinking lf my cock for the longest time and tonight you want to hear how it will bend you over like the bitch you are and fuck your horny wet cunt."