Just an accumulation of thoughts/memories that may evolve into a story to publish.
Mostly it is just figments of my Imagination, of so I tell myself.
No names, as names have power.
Real or Not, it was memorable or will be if it ever happens.
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As I walked up the stairs, the butterflies appeared like normal. Apprehension, anticipation, nerves...no idea what causes them, but they help remind me I am still alive...
A brief backstory, I am late 40's (sigh 50 very soon), Married with a loving wife, two great kids, and a solid but unconventional business that keeps me busy. A few health scares, and a lack of comforting attention at home due to the pressures in life has lead me to trying to resolve my needs for attention, that despite my best efforts I was no longer getting at home. It would crush my wife if she ever found out, but it was destroying me as I felt like I was spiraling out of control into a deep metal abyss of loneliness. No excuses, I am doing wrong, but at the same time it has saved my sanity. I keep trying to find ways to awaken the fire my wife once felt for me, but it still remains a work in progress, with very little to show for my considerable efforts.
The lead up to this visit with one of my new "friends", starting with brief discussions last visit, to a few texts whilst arranging the booking for this evening, a few of which I hesitated before sending, held my breath over the reply. Even though I was pretty sure of the answer and the acceptability of what I proposed, it still was a leap of faith.
So I find myself knocking on the familiar door, one part of my brain really feels like this place was becoming my "Happy Place". Dammit heart back in my mouth as I hear the lady inside take what must be just one or two steps to the door...had she been hovering awaiting my arrival, as I too had been counting down the minutes in the car outside till the agreed time to arrive.
Door opens...my company for the evening greets me with what I want to call a "wicked smile". I pause briefly to take in the sight... Black mesh long sleeve top, Tiny black panties, her nipples show she is aroused too... oops time to get inside before the neighbours notice this... I shift forward, close the door behind me, and then move to give her our customary hug and kiss, but this time it is different, there is a noticeable fire in her eyes. As my arms envelope her for our hug, my hands naturally drift downward to cup her young firm butt cheeks. But something is different...one of my fingers brushes against something firm. Even though it was part of our pre meeting discussions, it still takes me a little by surprise. Discussions by text, and the reality of encountering it in person are two different things. She has met me at the door wearing a butt plug...and when my fingers brush against it, it shifts enough inside her that she knows I have found it, and then her body just seems to hug me harder, she moans and then just smiles at me in such a way as to say "surprise, now what are you going to do about it".