I apologize for the long delay. I finished the remaining chapters and am now submitting them. They should be up in the coming days. I hope you enjoy unraveling the mystery.
---Saturday---
Josh passed by Emma's house in the afternoon. She had sent him a message saying she wanted to know how the date had gone. Her parents were away, so they could talk in private. She opened the door and her natural beauty stunned him once again. He knew she was off limits, but the way her pretty face broke out in a smile made his heart stop for a moment. Josh followed her to the den. She wore a yellow T-shirt with a wide neck. A white bra strap was visible on her bare shoulder where the shirt had slid away. After she brought them glasses of water, he told her about the date and how Liz didn't want to say anything about Brian. He felt it better not to mention anything about Liz saying she and Emma were no longer close. When he got to the part where Liz suggested Wolf Creek he hesitated. He decided he would better just confront her about the accusations Liz had made.
"Liz thought you set up the date so she would sleep with me," he said.
Emma's eyes widened. "Why would she think that, I never suggested anything like that!"
"She kinda assumed I was blackmailing you with something."
Josh hesitated for a moment before continuing.
"She thought I wanted to sleep with you, and you were trying to get out of it."
His eyes studied her face. She had turned a little red at that last suggestion.
"So, did you sleep with her?" Emma asked. She leaned over to him and seemed mesmerized by the idea. His eyes slipped down to where her T-shirt was hanging dangerously low and her cleavage came in view. He swallowed hard.
"No, off course not!" he replied, "I explained it wasn't like that, it was just a date." He thought it best to leave out the whole making out for the moment.
"Oh, I see." She sounded a little disappointed.
"But why would Liz think I blackmailed you?"
Emma blushed a little and bit her lip; it only made her look sexier.
"I don't know, Liz is a little wild, she often gets weird ideas," Emma said. She averted her eyes, her fingers fidgeting a blonde strand of hair. Josh felt there was something she wasn't telling him.
"Are you seeing someone else?" he asked.
Emma's eyes shot fire at the suggestion. "Off course not, why would you think that?"
"I'm sorry, but it would make sense if someone else was involved, he would have a good motive to hurt Darryl. And it would explain why Liz thought I was blackmailing you. That's all," Josh said.
"Well there's no one else!"
He was hesitating; he was probably pushing his luck by continuing. "And there never was. You never cheated on Darryl, right?"
She looked away in silence for a few seconds. When she looked back at him a tear rolled down her cheek.
"Josh, that has nothing to do with what's going on with Darryl!" her voice trembled.
"Maybe, but I think I can only figure this out when I know stuff like that," he said.
She looked away again. "It was nothing," she said, "nothing but a big mistake."
Josh wanted to get up and put an arm around the shoulder of the beautiful girl, but he couldn't muster the courage. Emma drank from her water. She looked like she was lost in thoughts.
"No one can ever know this. Most of all not Darryl, it would kill him."
"Off course," Josh replied.
"A few months ago, Darryl's older brother Chris was home for a week. He's a senior at Florida State University. He and Darryl never got along well. According to Darryl he was kind of a dick, a real womanizer at college, but I had never really met him. That afternoon I was there, and Chris was also around. We were hanging out and Chris was telling all his stories about college life and I loved it. I can't wait to get out of this little town and go to college myself. But you have to know this is a really sore point between Darryl and me. I received the news that I got admitted into Florida state a few weeks ago. But Darryl doesn't have the grades for that. He is hoping he will get into a local college with a Football scholarship and he wants me to go with him. He said we might as well break up now if I'll go to Florida in a few month. I don't want to lose Darryl, but I don't want to give up my dream either."
Her eyes looked at him as if she was searching for confirmation.
"We already fought about it a few times, so all the talk about Florida state and his brother got on his nerves and he went to his room to prepare for his football training. I went to talk with him, but it just became another big fight. He was demanding that I stay here because he wouldn't get into college and then accused me of flirting with his douchebag brother. We were basically just screaming at each other, and in the end he grabbed his stuff for practice and stormed out, leaving me and Chris alone in the house. So yeah, I was shaken and sad, Chris was there to tell me what a selfish asshole his brother was, and he was very good looking."
She hesitated and was chewing her lip again. She looked at him.
"Have you ever had sex?" she asked him.
Her blue eyes gazed deep in his. His face went red, but he couldn't lie.
"No," he confessed.
"But you're curious right?"
"Who isn't?" he shrugged.
"I was too, before I did it. But I only wanted to do that with someone who really loved me. There were more than enough boys who wanted me, and Liz thought I was crazy for waiting so long, telling me all these stories about her fabulous sex-live," Emma sighed.
She stared into nowhere for a few seconds with a melancholic look. Josh wondered where she was going with this.
"When Darryl and I got together I instantly knew he would be the one. We were crazy about each other. It still took a couple of weeks of getting to know each other better, fooling around and all that, but then we did it. The perfect night, the perfect place, so romantic. Everything I dreamed of for so long. And you know what? It was awful!"
"I'm sorry," he muttered, not knowing what else to say.
"I know I shouldn't tell you this and you probably don't want to hear it, but I just want you to understand why I did it."
"It's OK, I don't mind. I want to understand," Josh said.
Emma shot him a grateful look.
"I, I have never been able to tell this to anyone. Not even Liz. I really appreciate you listening to this. Promise me you will never tell anybody about this!"
"I promise."
"The first time with Darryl it was uncomfortable, a little painful, a lot of trying to figure out what we were doing, and once we were doing it, it was over before I felt much. Afterwards we kept doing it regularly and it got somewhat better, but it never was what I fantasized about all these years. We had sweet sex and I liked the feeling of being intimate with Darryl, but when I read women's magazines they talked about sex that made you lose your mind, made fireworks go off. I thought maybe that was just nonsense, but I heard the stories Liz told me about sex with Brian, and it seemed like it was incredible for her."
"Did you talk with Darryl about that?" Josh asked.
She shook her head. "I really couldn't tell him. I almost did a few times, but I couldn't find a way of saying it without making it sound as if he was bad in bed."
"And you thought Chris would be better," he said.
She jerked her head up and looked at him with big eyes. She squirmed a little in her seat.
"I always heard he had all these hookups in college, he was the typical frat boy. And in all the stories he told there were hints that he had lots of sex. So yeah, I thought this guy must really know how to make a girl feel good."
She paused for a moment. He cleared his throat.
"Did he?"
"I hate to admit it, but he knew what he was doing. I'm not gonna go in details but he made me feel things I never felt before. And at the same time I was ashamed when it was over. I felt so guilty and made Chris promise he would never tell anyone. Off course afterwards he acted like the prick Darryl warned me about. But it was my own idea. I can blame Chris for being a douchebag and all, but it's not like he forced me, I felt more like I forced myself," she said with a hollow laugh.
Her eyes locked on his.
"What Liz said, about you wanting to have sex with me, was it true?"
He blushed and didn't know what to say.
"Oh, wait it was?" She seemed very amused.
"No! I mean yes! I don't know...," he mumbled, his face red as a beet.
"Well what is it?" she smirked.
He took a deep breath.
"What I meant is, yes, I have fantasized about you, and if it was possible, yes, I would like to have sex with you, as would any sane man, it's just nature. But I don't want to in reality, if only because I can see what Darryl and you have is very special. Off course that's' not considering that you and I having sex is extremely unlikely in the first place."
"It's okay, it's not like I hadn't expected you to," she said with a satisfied grin.
He desperately wanted to change the topic.
"So, the thing with Chris when was it?" he asked.
"A few weeks ago."