Writer's note:
Unlike the rest of the series, this chapter requires reading the previous installment to make sense. Of course, I'd recommend reading the entire thing.
"Hey," Paige grumbles as I plop down beside her at the kitchen table.
"Rough morning?" I keep the chuckle in check when I see how wrecked my little sister looks.
"My head hurts," she says, hunched over a steaming mug of coffee. "Also, I'm pretty sure I caught you necking with my best friend of fifteen years in your car last night."
I freeze. That's it. I'm done for.
I don't breathe, don't move, waiting for the fallout. But Paige just takes a slow sip of her coffee, like she's waiting for me to explain. There's no accusation in her voice, no immediate anger. Just exhaustion and quiet expectation.
I could try to lie. Come up with some half-baked excuse. But after Maddie's late-night love confession, I just don't have it in me. I've already fucked up enough.
I exhale, rub my face, and finally say, "Yeah. I wanted to tell you..."
Paige starts to giggle. Then, without warning, she breaks into a full-blown fit of laughter, doubling over the kitchen table as I stare, baffled.
"Dude," she hiccups, wiping a tear from her eye. "You should see your face."
What the fuck.
The fear that has constantly gripped my gut during the vacation is fading quickly. Replaced by an unparalleled level of annoyance.
"You knew?" I ask, incredulous.
"Well, duh." She has the worst arrogant smirk on her lips. "I'm the one who set up your little road trip in the first place. Granted, the fact that you had to stop at the motel was just plain luck on Maddie's side, but come on."
She drinks the confusion on my face like it's ambrosia. "Besides, Maddie and I tell each other
everything
."
"Why would you do that?"
"Maddie was really bummed out you didn't talk to her even though she moved to your own city. To your own freaking alma mater. She wasn't really enjoying college life. Still she dated a guy but wasn't really into him and told me she was flirting with a married professor."
I blink.
"A professor?" My voice comes out hoarse. "A married professor? Jesus, Maddie."
Paige grimaces, rubbing her temple. "Yeah, I know, yikes. Then, right in time, Naomi dumped you. I figured the both of you could enjoy a fun little vacation fling. She gets the older guy thrill out of her system, and you get a rebound."
She states all this in the calmest manner, making hand gestures like she was connecting dots in the air.
"Also, I'm sorry," she continues, unphased. "But you two just suck at sneaking around."
I should feel relieved, but at this point, I'm just peeved at her self-satisfied tone beyond imagining.
"So yeah, you guys are basically glorified guinea pigs, enjoying a sanctioned affair provided by your benevolent mastermind," she curtsies. "Little old me."
"You couldn't tell me before?" My voice is somewhere between a shout and a whisper. The rest of the household is still sleeping, and I can't risk waking my parents up. "I've been agonizing over you finding out for a week!"
"Serves you right for dodging her for an entire
year
. A little week of anguish is nothing in comparison," she says, vindictive.
That's the last straw.
All of my scruples are swept away by a single-minded, brotherly instinct to wipe the smugness off my younger sibling's face.
"Oh," I begin in a casual tone. "So she told you about blowing me when I was driving? You know, so I couldn't get away."
My words have the effect of a bomb, resetting Paige's entire demeanor.
"Or that time she jerked me off under the blanket when you were sitting next to us. We also got caught fucking on the garden table. But you knew about all that, right?"
Okay, I'm being a bit selective when it comes to revealing my responsibility in all this, leaving the most damning instances out.
Still, I go for the kill shot.
"By the way, she told me she was in love last night. So, great job on setting us up for a quick fling."
Paige's smirk dies instantly. Her face is now a mask of distress.
"Are you serious?" She can't believe me.
I nod.
Paige takes her head in her hands, rubbing her face like she's trying to wake up from a bad dream. "No, Madeline Whitmore, what the fuck are you doing?"
Seeing her expression, my taste for revenge quickly turns back into guilt.
"You have to end things, right?" She asks, raising her head back. "This is unhinged..."
I'm about to answer, but she cuts me off.
"You can't actually date Maddie, it would be like some sort of incest shit."
"Yeah. Of course. I know." I say automatically.
But I could date her.
I won't, though.
It would look really bad.
"Fuck me," she mutters. "I thought she was just mad that you were ignoring her. Instead, she
still
has her stupid crush on you." She leans back in her chair, rubbing her temple. "And I just... threw you two together like a dumbass."
"She used to be really weird about you," she adds carefully. "I really thought she'd grown past that."
"Hey, come on. This is not on you. We're adults," I try to comfort her. "I'll do the right thing."
She nods and goes back to staring at the volutes of steam coming from her coffee.
I pour myself a mug and sit next to her when I hear footsteps in the living room.
Right on time, Maddie appears at the kitchen door.
"Hey," she calls weakly, probably from the hangxiety of her alcohol induced confession last night. Still, she has a shy smile on as she meets my eyes.
Do I ambush her before she even gets to eat breakfast?
Paige doesn't say a word, but when I glance at her, she gives me a single, firm nod. This gets me over the line.
"Morning, Maddie," I say. "Do you mind stepping out with me for a second?"
I clear my throat. Why do I sound like a school counselor?
"We need to talk."
Her face falls, and she follows me out the kitchen door to the garden. Paige squeezes her forearm as she passes her.
We walk silently to the outdoor table, away from prying ears. Somehow, it feels like I'm taking a beloved family pet behind the barn.
"So about last night..." I begin.
"We don't need to talk about it," Maddie cuts in, urgently.
"Yes, we do," I sigh. I look at her crestfallen face. "I guess we never discussed what we were doing. But it was supposed to be fun. You know, casual."