New Therapy

I just barely made it in the door and could only think of one thing: when Josh gets home I'm going to jump his bones and fuck him all night.

This idea of turning him into a bi or gay cocksucking stud, seeing him become addicted to cock, has completely taken over my entire sex drive. Suddenly it is all I can think of.

I tend to go in phases when it comes to sex. There have been years where I had no interest in men at all, strictly girls. I can still remember that first kiss with another girl, that first sweet delicious taste of pussy. It blew my mind. I couldn't believe anything could be so euphoric, so deeply satisfying. The ecstasy of an evening or long weekend filled with orgasms from sex with girls seemed like it had to be the ultimate in sexual experiences.

My plunge into open-relationship lesbianism started long before I got to college and continued pretty much through grad school. But at some point, as if a switch flipped in my brain, I suddenly felt like I'd had my fill of teen pussy -- at least for a while, at least enough to take a break -- and began to have an ever more intense craving, a deep hunger, for penis. Suddenly my pendulum swung in that direction and I could not get enough cock! I mean it. Yeah, I would even call myself a total cockslut.

My husband, Josh, definitely has a beautiful, if average sized cock. But he sure knows how to use it! Whether he's fucking my very sensitive, shaved, perfectly smooth pussy, or pile-driving my tight, tiny firm ass, he knows how to fuck and I get endless hours of pleasure from that cock.

I've even had moments where I think I could be obsessed with cock. Josh and I both enjoy a pretty fair amount of porn. I've looked at hundreds of pictures and videos of big thick juicy cocks, rock hard and ready for fun. I love seeing two cocks touching, and I love videos and pictures that show huge, steely hard cocks even being a little bit tortured. You know, some of those BDSM videos where the beautiful mistress is pushing a long shiny stainless steel sounding rod down through the head and into the shaft and then fucking that cock from the inside out. That always makes me cum. Or she might start pushing long sharp needles straight through the middle of the cock shaft and swollen head. I think it's probably harmless, but it is so kinky and so exciting to see a fully erect 12 inch cock with 15 or 20 long needles pushed through the center of the shaft and crisscrossing all the way up and through the head. I don't know why, but I just think that imagery is extremely erotic. Josh says he'd be willing to try it someday, but he has yet to actually let me do it. Still, I think just the idea is fun and it feeds our cock torture fantasies as well as our otherwise "normal" sex, if you can call it that!

So not always, but often enough porn complements our sex life. It is not a replacement, but an enhancer of our sex. We'll watch different kinds of fetishes or read stories that inspire us to try new things. I've always definitely been the much more adventurous one, and my own bisexuality stands in contrast to Josh who is classically heterosexual. He's not "toxically masculine", which seems to be the popular thing to say when people have a problem with men. But he definitely fits the description of a "guys guy" who is completely straight. And once I get him in our bedroom he is devoted to feeding my sexual hunger. Even if I lead him down some strange and kinky pathways.

As for my work in pharmaceutical research, recent test results have certainly had a strong impact on me personally. Since Dr Hollie Griffiths launched this new drug and therapy trial I feel like the results have caused me to feel even more obsessed than ever with cock. Even more, I can only wonder if I can really turn Josh into somebody obsessed with cock? Could I really convert him into a bisexual blowjob artist? When I imagine him on his knees sucking a huge beautiful throbbing cock, I get so wet. I picture him with his pants pulled down to his knees as he's kneeling, his own cock raging hard, with one hand stroking it passionately, jacking off as he sucks that monster cock, right in front of me as I watch and stroke my wet aching cunt.

I imagine how hot that show would be, my sexy, straight, masculine husband sucking a huge beautiful rock hard penis all the way down his throat as he jacks off and cums in a massive explosion. And when that long thick hard cock in his mouth explodes, shooting down his throat and filling his stomach with white, hot, creamy honey cum, I almost cum just watching Josh gulping it all down, every drop. Maybe that beautiful throbbing cock buried halfway down his throat unleashes a nice hot piss chaser, a piss torrent thundering into his stomach, filling him all the way up. I imagine that I would then probably faint from ecstasy. It would be so fucking sexy. I think I cannot imagine a man being sexier than when he is bobbing up and down, sucking cock. Lots of cocks! And I think I really want to see that happen.

Okay, slow down. I've really got to get ahold of myself. I love Josh! I'm getting way too carried away with a fantasy. Right? I mean, yeah, I really do love watching porn studs giving blowjobs. So hot!

BUT... I don't want to lose him! I want to keep him "hetero", at least a little, keep him in love with me and with pussy and especially MY pussy! I want him to never stop loving how good it feels to plunge his hard cock deep into my ass and pussy.

At the same time I really do think I want to get him into cock. The results from the study so far seem to show that while the volunteers had been turned from completely straight to bisexual or even almost "completely gay", at the same time they still seemed to love their wives and girlfriends and did not lose interest in sex with them. So you would think that means bisexual, right? Except their new attraction to cock had become profound. They really loved cock. So I don't know exactly how you would define that. "Bisexual", "Bi but leaning toward cock"? They showed no romantic interest in men. Didn't want to kiss men. They just wanted to suck cock. A LOT!

I heard the garage door open, so I realized Josh had made it home. He had no idea what was about to hit him, like a pussy tsunami in our bed. Very soon I'd be fucking his brains out. And I suspect our combined fuck and porn session would go on for hours as we explore fantasies and achieve multiple orgasms.

I think that means I just need to wait until i can get him into a state of sexual agony, get him edging and closer and closer to cumming, but don't let him cum. Not until I begin to introduce the idea of him participating in this study, challenging him, daring him, and even admitting to him how hot it would be if it worked.

My best chance at wearing down his resistance is by keeping him really really hard and keeping him edging, close to the edge but not letting him cum. And getting him thinking about cock, watching big cock porn while we fuck and confessing to him how hot it is when women see men sucking cock. How it drives women crazy watching their man sucking a huge cock. I think if I can just get him dizzy with lust, in a kind of sexual euphoria, I can get him to at least say he'd be open to participating in the drug and sensory therapy. He'll insist it won't make a difference, he's straight and that's all there is to it. No way he'd ever go gay! So I'll tell him he has nothing to worry about. But it'll be fun, let's just see how the therapy and the drug work on him.

I'll tell him the main side effect he'll love is that it will cause his penis to grow. He can probably expect to see it exceed 8 or 9 inches. Who knows, maybe more! And even if nothing else did happen, that would be amazing. But for him to have a massive cock AND become bisexual or even totally gay!! A cock loving, cock sucking, homo sexy husband!! I mean, just for me, I think that would just be so fucking hot. I can't wait to get him into bed!!