Laura was apprehensive as she paced back and forth outside the door of Jack's apartment. It had been three days since they fought about moving in together, and she was missing him terribly. She finally couldn't take it anymore, and after an hour driving aimlessly around town to try to clear her head, she had ended up there. Every time she nearly mustered up the courage to knock on his door, she found an excuse not to. At one point, she wondered if he could hear her out there; the soft sounds of her sneakers on the worn-down carpet, her gentle crying, her intake of breath every time she backed away from his door once again.
She didn't even know why she had thought of going there in the first place. Her dark blonde hair was disheveled, she had no makeup on, her hazel eyes were swollen from crying, and she was wearing her pajamas. Jack surely wouldn't want to see her. She resigned herself to her fate of being without him, and right as she turned around to leave, she heard the tell-tale click of his door opening.
"Laura? What are you doing here?" There stood Jack, looking naturally handsome as always. His glasses were slightly down his nose, his black hair was tousled, and his bright green eyes were bright. He sounded confused but not angry. Laura froze and took a deep, steadying breath, and she wrung her hands in front of her, twisting them in her sweater as she turned to face him.
"Hi, Jack." She cautiously stepped forward and looked down at her feet. "I missed you," she admitted softly.
"I miss you, too," he breathed as he closed the distance between them in one single step and took her face in his hands, gently prodding her to look at him. "But we can't have a disagreement over something that big and expect to just be okay."
Despite herself, Laura felt fresh tears starting to fall. "I know. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to react that way. I do want to live with you; in fact, nothing would make me happier." She smiled up at him, her first genuine smile in days.
"You do?" His voice sounded strained, as if he was holding back tears of his own.
"Yes, Jack, I do. I really do." Her lips tingled as she longed to kiss him, longed to touch him in the way she needed to. "I hate being away from you."
"I do too, these last few days have been torture."
"They have for me too, as you can probably tell," Laura laughed softly.
"You're still the most beautiful girl I've ever seen." Jack pressed his forehead to Laura's and gently rubbed his thumbs over her cheeks as he gave her the smile that made her melt. "Do you want to come inside and talk?"
Laura's face flushed as she bit her lip and nodded. "I would love to."
Jack smiled and gently slid his hand down to take hers, clasping it tightly as he led her into his apartment; the apartment she had been in so many times before, but tonight it seemed different somehow. The atmosphere was charged; maybe it was because they had been apart for the last three days and there was sexual tension between the two of them. Jack looked like he was about to make a move, but he suddenly backed up a step, letting her hand go and running one of his hands through his hair.
"Would you like anything to drink? I have wine and beer; not the god stuff, though. My roommate drank it all before he moved out yesterday." Jack rolled his eyes as he walked to the kitchen area and opened the fridge. She stepped out of her shoes and kicked them gently out of the way as she considered her answer.
"Beer sounds good; I'm sort of burned out on wine for the moment. My girlfriends and I drank a pretty sizable amount of it this weekend. We also ate a lot of ice cream." Laura self-consciously crossed her arms over her stomach and looked up at Jack, who looked like he was trying not to laugh. "And what is so funny? I'm all gross!"
"You're not gross." He stepped forward and handed her a beer, which she accepted gratefully and took a swig. Jack continued, "I just find it almost funny that you acted like we were broken up, since that couldn't be farther from the truth." The look on his face turned more serious as he took a sip of his own beer and ran his fingers through her hair.
"You really mean that?" Laura's eyes welled up with tears.
"Of course I do." Jack took her beer from her hand and set them both down on the coffee table, turning his back to her for a moment.