A little something about me first: I was a big introvert up until my early adult life. It has its own set of problems, and it influenced my life. As such, it takes time for me to open up to new people, but once I do, it's a blast!
I never had a proper girlfriend, just a few casual flings. I lost my virginity to an escort. And later, I caved into the wishes of my family to have an arranged marriage.
My wife is a good person. She's loving and caring, but we each have our reservations about our sex life. We aren't sexually compatible because she's a prude: No kinks, no dark fantasies, just plain old missionary sex. It's so frustrating that just to get off, I think about my past flings or indulge in endless quantities of porn.
Now, around four years back, I joined a start-up as a tech developer in another city. My wife and I both shifted and got ourselves a good apartment. The company was fine, with nice little projects, but not much of a work culture. People mostly kept to themselves. I didn't open up socially there. But the silver lining was the UX designer on my neighboring desk, Susie.
Susie is a tomboyish dusky girl of average height, with a devilish smile, lovely eyes, short red-streaked hair, and a nice body! She is a lovely girl, good to talk to, and a free spirit through and through. She's pretty vocal on social issues and on controversial sexual topics.
I even dared brave a few chances of helping her on her desk while standing just to catch a glimpse of the valleys of her lovely bosom hidden underneath her shirt. I admit she became the object of my fantasies to get off sometimes.
When I joined, Susie was in a live-in relationship with her boyfriend of a few years. Months later, she sheepishly tells me that she's getting married.
Interestingly, after her announcement, Susie became pretty vocal about her dislike for monogamy. She used to say she loves her man but could hardly digest the fact that she'll have to live (and lay) only with him now. She even talked to him about it and her unwillingness to get married. But somehow, he and all their families convinced her to tie the knot. Although, she did say that her guy promised her that their sex life would be as kinky as she wants!
Susie got married a few weeks after I left the company, but not before I casually passed on to her that I admired her. Shockingly, she replied, she spoke of me as an interesting guy to her friends and admired me too, but it ended there. I left the company, she got married, and we lost touch.
After the start-up, I joined a corporate in my city and pretty soon climbed ladders. Around a year or so later, the company selected a few of us to attend a three-day tech conference in Singapore. Each one of us got a gorgeous room in a four-star hotel for ourselves. The rooms were great: nice cozy bed, with some of the best alcohol for room service, and a smart TV to see whatever you wanted (sadly no porn).
On the first day of the conference, a few of my ex-colleagues from the start-up approached me. Along with them was the lovely Susie! We were all surprised to see each other and shared a lot of pleasantries. I found out that we were staying in the same hotel. My seniors later invited me to dinner at a restaurant to catch up. I excused myself from my present colleagues and joined them, mainly because I wanted to be with Susie a bit more.
We were all sitting at a big dinner table. Susie was wearing a nice short and revealing blue dress, casually chose to sit beside me. Everyone seemed surprised and praised my newfound outward behavior. The truth was I never opened up to them ever. Susie seemed very interested in hearing whatever I had to say and made a point to laugh at all my jokes. After some starters, chit-chat about catching up, and the goings in our lives, our friends decided to have a cigarette in the smoking zone before the main course and more drinks, leaving Susie and me alone. We were the only non-smokers on that team.
I suddenly got an idea to rile her up with her anti-monogamy rant: "So Susie, how's your life going? Work, personal?" I casually asked to start a conversation.
"Hmph!," she quickly shrugged. "It's fine you know, just not too interesting. Work-wise I am slowly looking for a change, but I can't do much about my personal life."
I asked her what she meant, to which she replied: "Nothing dude, just no fun. But I signed up for it even though I was never a fan of monogamy anyway. So, gotta deal with it."
It was going the way I wanted. " Oh yea, I never got to talk to you about that topic as I was always engrossed in work. You're not a monogamist, right? "
She said no. I continued digging in, "But your husband promised you a kinky sex life right?"
She replied, "Yea dude, but it's not as open and kinky as I want. He freezes at even the thought of seeing me with another guy. Drop it. Tell me about your life, how is it going? Pretty sure the cool guy's married life is pretty awesome?".
This conversation was taking the exact turn as I expected. I relayed my sob story: an arranged marriage after giving into family wishes, a good but very prudish wife, even though I'm not really a monogamist. I told her she was luckier than me to even have kinks in her sex life, even if it is just with one partner.
Her eyes seemed to brighten, but her words were filled with sympathy. She joked that she always thought I had some sex dungeon for myself and was sad to hear this.
We discussed how the morals of different cultures and societies work, and how our society's morals aren't helpful at all for a while. Soon we saw our friends coming out of the smoking zone,
Susie quickly had an idea: "Hey, we have an interesting conversation going on! I don't wanna talk about this stuff in front of these 'bores'. Why not skip out of here soon and meet up in one of our rooms?"
I felt a strange rush but I kept calm. "Yeah sure. Maybe you leave first, then I'll follow ten minutes after you and we'll meet in my room. I have a wine bottle I ordered for myself there. Let's share it."
She happily agreed and said that she'll quickly change into comfy clothes and knock on my door.
As planned, we left one by one citing random reasons. I reached my room, changed into something loose, and casually removed my undies as I usually do. Soon, Susie knocked and quickly entered my room. I looked around and locked the door quickly. She was now wearing shorts and a loose t-shirt without a bra. Her bosom's curves and the slight outline of her nipples were all clearly visible. She sat relaxed on my bed, while I took the chair nearby.
I tried to keep it together. I poured us both a drink and we exchanged small talk about what I was watching on TV or Netflix, blah blah. Susie re-initiated our conversation, "So, how prude is your wife really? I mean, what does she allow or not?"
I replied with my whole list of it, "Well, Long answer! For starters, she doesn't even let me lick her down there."
Visibly shocked, Susie exclaimed a bit loudly, "What?! Dude why? How can any girl not like that? Do you not do it nicely? Haha!"
I said whenever I lick her down there she has shivers of orgasm but she just doesn't enjoy the idea of her great husband doing such "nasty" things.
I continued, "She does happily give me a blowjob, but I won't call it that. She just puts my cock in her mouth and licks it a little. I've never even tried anal with her. I once got carried away and by mistake, I was trying to put my cock in her back door. She firmly told me I was doing it wrong!"
Susie was shocked and disappointed. She casually mentioned, "I do like anal once in a while, and my husband gives it to me...".
In the end, I continued that when I was working at the start-up in the other city, away from everyone we knew, my wife kept suggesting that we should spice it up a little. I started reading about it; and there were many suggestions of soft swinging, a type of swinging where you have sex with only your partner but in the same room with another couple. Maybe a little bit of voyeurism, or soft touching, but even that is optional, and it would be really helpful in "spicing it up". She quickly shot me down saying she isn't comfortable getting naked in front of strangers. She even declined my multiple attempts of buying her a dildo saying I was enough for her.
Susie started arguing in my favor. "Yea that's what dude, these morals always get in the way. Even my husband! I offered him to have a threesome with me and another girl. He even declined saying, "it's a sin'!"
I laughed, "LOL! Which guy in his right mind would deny such an offer from his own wife?!"
"Yea man!", she continued, "He's good in sex, satisfies me good, uses the dildo on me some times, but I have other urges too! I want to be able to see other men, experiment. And we talked about this before marriage, but now it's all for naught! It's like your mom asking you not to eat fast food..hahaha!".
We were both a bit tipsier from all the drinks we had. I tried to take the topic up a notch to see where it goes.
"Screw it, no sense talking about all this. We're like-minded, and we're chatting here now. Let's talk about ourselves. So, I'll ask you this, what are your fantasies? And it can go as dark as it could, so don't worry."
Susie took a long sip from her wine glass and almost emptied it before answering as if she needed the liquid courage to open up.
"Hmmm. Well, first of all, I wanna do it with an older man. Like 45+ or something. And not just like normal sex, but you know.... hard, rough.," she said with lust visible on her face.
"Oh, like making you his bitch? Hehe...", I asked.
"Haha, yea! I love rough sex! But again, my husband? He says he can't be cruel to his precious and delicate wife!". She continued "Then, I wanna do it with multiple partners, you know: It could be threesomes, foursomes, orgies, anything! Yea, that's about it. What about you?".
I told her about my fantasies that one or two of mine can be dark. "So, yea well, some of our fantasies match. I also wanna be a part of threesomes, orgies, and stuff. And frankly, I wanna have rough sex as well. Also, I have a fantasy of deflowering a young virgin..... obviously legal age!
"Hmmm...", she sheepishly smiled. "I lost my virginity at 16..."
Just a 'Wow' came out of my mouth. I got it together, "Wow, well that's sweet. I lost mine at 25 to an escort...... Another thing I wanna do is to take a mother and daughter on the same bed."
She gasped and replied, "Oh God, you're one of those Mother-Daughter thing fans?!"
I replied, "Yea, I mean, obviously no real mother is gonna have her real daughter on the same bed..... I think! It can very well be a stepmother or even roleplay. You know, an older woman and a younger girl. The cherry on the cake would be that the young girl is a virgin, and the older woman teaches her bedroom tricks on my cock."
I noticed that as I talked freely about my fantasies, Susie was biting her lips, lust dripping on her face.
