The God's may mock me, but sometimes, you get to pay them back.
I have no idea how these things happen. The fates of the universe seem to take perverse pleasure in things they can do to me to drive me insane. Life had not being going well until The Princess entered my life. She had no idea how much she had helped me. I had been suffering from depression for a while and had just about given up on life and everything in it.
My wife and I had separated a few years back and I had been feeling alone since. I had custody of our daughter, but I had hit on bad financial time and as such, I had to give custody over to my ex. This had lead to long bouts of drinking and that lead into a further depression that I could not get out of.
Things had changed and I found what I thought was love. An old friend from my past came into my life and over the course of several months, it blossomed into something more. We were separated by the distance of a couple of thousand miles, but she had planned to come down for a long time and the day finally came. Four weeks before she came down, we were both giddy with anticipation. We were in love. Nothing could stand in our way.
Or so we thought.
Three weeks before she came down, the great love of her life came back into her life. They met up before her and I could be together and the sparks between them had fired into a flurry of passion. I was tossed aside like an unwanted tissue. I was devastated. I saw no place for me in the universe anymore. I just wanted to crawl into bed for a thousand years and never see anyone again.
But my loneliness kicked in and I joined one of those chat rooms just for the company. I considered it a fair trade. I was talking with people, yet never had to go anywhere.
Then I met my Princess.
She was not a real princess, of course, but that is what I called her.
It started up innocently enough. We met on a chat room and had fun talking to each other. We had fun with each other's company, and so we became good friends. Then we became best friends. I found myself logging in daily, just to see if she was online. I wanted to be with her, hang out with her, laugh with her, and so much more.
It got the point where we were comfortable telling each other our real names. We traded email addresses for instant messaging and things went forward from there. We found out that we lived far away from each other, but not so far that a visit one day would be out of the question.
And one day, it happened. My job had been going well, and I had worked so hard that I received a bonus. I took my bonus and poured it into my gas tank and took off on a drive to her place. She had no idea it was coming.
I had asked for her actual mailing address one day because I wanted to send her a small gift. Just to say thank you for pulling me out of my funk. Good friends should always be appreciated, and so I had wanted to send the card to let her know how much I appreciated it. It was a lazy afternoon when I got into town; I sent her a text on my phone asking what she was doing. I was in luck. She was simply hanging out at home. Her classes had been cancelled and so she was just watching flicks on the TV.
I walked up to her door and knocked. Her face was a combination of surprise, confusion and happiness all at once. It was priceless. She ushered me in and I simply sat on the couch while she got her bearings straight mentally.
She sat down beside me and could not wipe the smile off of her face. She asked what I was doing here and I told her that I had been saving up for a visit for sometime and knowing that she was going to be alone this week, decided that I had saved enough for my trip, and so I was there to keep her company. I figured that I could see the sights of Philadelphia while she was in class. As luck would have it, she had been told that all her classes for the week had been cancelled. She had gotten the phone call merely 15 minutes before I showed up.
I told her that was fantastic in my books and told her to go grab a shower and get dressed so we could start. She did so and came back later in a nice little skirt and blouse that made things stir a little in my pants.
I took her out to dinner, then a movie and we finished the night up with some karaoke. We had discovered, while talking online, that we both loved to sing. We got back to her place and I told her that I was going to head out because I had been so excited about seeing her that I had forgotten to find a hotel to stay at.
A sly smirk appeared on her face. She said nothing, but grabbed me by the lapels and pulled me inside. "You are going nowhere but to Pleasure land with me my Prince."
She pulled my head towards hers and we kissed. The magic was almost too much to bear. We had all the electricity in person that we had online as well. She was afire with excitement as she pulled my jacket and shirt off. My hands fumbled at first because I could not believe this was happening, but they found the buttons to her blouse and proceeded to undo them, exposing a lacy white bra.