It is Friday night. I am with the girls enjoying a much needed evening out. The five of us are perched on stools at a tall table by the bar. This is always a good time- lots of laughs, great conversation and a couple of drinks to help erase the week.
Tonight I am especially relaxed, not just from the delicious pint of Guinness I just finished, but because I don't have to rush home. I am alone tonight. My husband is out of town and the kids are happy and safe at a sleepover. Whatever time I drag myself home is fine- no one is waiting for me.
I am half listening to a friend complain about someone at work when I glance up.
Holy Fuck! What the Hell Are You Doing Here? I can't believe it!
There you are walking through the dining area heading for a table- and you are alone! You see me too. Our eyes lock for just a second -- immediately I gauge the intensity in your expression and then you are gone.
SHIT!
What was that?
In an instant I have butterflies in my stomach, my heart is racing and this smoldering warmth ignites and is spreading deep inside me. I nearly fall off of my stool.
Yes, this is what you do to me. I am surrounded by people but now I just want you... You knew I would be here. What is going on? Did I do something wrong? Did something happen? I think I am about to find out if I don't pass out first.
I quickly make my excuses to my girlfriends, grab my bag and go on wobbly legs to follow you.
I am a mess!
Without any trouble I find you. I stay behind and a little to the side of the booth where you are sitting. I can't believe you are really alone. I am being careful.
This could be very bad or it could be very, very good.
You know I am there- flushed, excited, squirming, waiting.
This silence is killing me!
Then you say softly over your shoulder without meeting my eyes "Relax. Sit."
Sure easy for you to say...
I slide in to your booth seated across from you, breathless.
Holy Hell- this must be serious.
Clearly you have something to say. My mind is racing. My heart is pounding.
Please Just Say It!
The next words from your lips shock and amaze me...
"I am yours for the whole night. I got a room. I need you. I don't want to fight it anymore."
Oh my God! Is this for real? This must be what it feels like to win the lottery. It is like Christmas morning, New Year's Eve, Easter baskets with the best chocolate and 4
th
of July fireworks in one moment.
You are really giving yourself to me?
I gasp, look up and meet your gaze searching for the truth. Now you are smiling- one of your huge beaming megawatt smiles I am so fond of but don't see too often. Your eyes are suddenly seductive with that dangerous twinkle.
We are actually going to happen. You mean what you say.
WOW! Who knew? I thought that this was just another normal Friday...
We basically sprint for the door.
Did you even order?
I am beaming and my legs are mush but carry me outside with you just the same.
The next minutes are a blur. In our separate cars we travel to a room where we won't have to be separate at all. For hours....
I have dreamt of being with you, fantasized about you, touched myself at least 100 times thinking about only you. My longing and desire has been so great. Now I get to have you.
I am going to spontaneously combust!
We are falling through the door, a tangle of arms and legs, pawing at each other and laughing. I can't keep my hands off of you. You keep grabbing my ass and rolling your hips into me. It makes it hard to walk. I love how playful you can be. It puts me more at ease. This room has already become one of my favorite places on earth. Here in this room we will kiss. We will connect. We will taste. We will touch. Things will be shared, desires satisfied for the first time.
You have a firm hold on me and steer me back against the wall caging me in with your tall frame. O
h, I love this feeling. I love the power that your body possesses. I want you to unleash it on me, lose control a little- let go .I can take it.
I have spent hours thinking about what I would like to do to you if I ever had the chance. Now here you are pressed hard against me, devouring me, wanting me too. I don't have to hold back. I don't know where to touch you first. I want it all. My hands fly up to your face to harden our kiss then down your chest so I can feel your heart pounding. I caress your arms with my hands. How strong they are.
Oh! You feel so good. I knew you would. You smell great too. It is intoxicating. I have to touch you- all of you. I can't wait any longer.
I slide my hands lower to the front of your jeans to lightly tease the hard length of your growing erection. Your cock jumps for me a little.
Oh, this is just right... I can't wait to have you in my hands.
You moan for me.
I could listen to that all night. I love your voice. It is so sexy and your moan is a sound I want to hear over and over.
It is a throaty soft sound vibrating from deep within your chest. It is such a turn-on for me to know I can make you feel like this.
You trust me, you are letting me in.
You need this. You have been neglected for too long. I need this. We both have to move past our ache and replace it with joy. This is one of the best parts of being alive, feeling this way. All of the longing, anticipation, desire, and passion will not be denied anymore.
I begin to fumble with the fly of your jeans to free you.
In an instant you grab my hands by my wrists and pin them up on the wall behind my head while pushing your erection into my belly.
HEY! I was just getting started!
"Not yet. I have been wanting to taste you for months and it is going to happen- NOW" you growl.
OH MY...I just melted. I am a puddle...
You lead me over to the edge of the bed, sit me down and walk away.
Huh?
You are back in a second with two fluffy towels from the bath. You walk over to a comfy chair by the window and lay the towels over the seat.
Oh, I see... There? You have a plan.