Lucinda (Lulu) Bolger lay back in the bath, luxuriating in the hot soapy water caressing her body, sipping from a glass of ice-cold champagne as she reflected on her time at Girton College: a time that was all too soon coming to an end. She knew she was hogging the bathroom and that the other girls wanted to use the facility but heck, this was her time to prepare for The May Ball, or one of them anyway, and the fun she intended to have that evening.
Although Lucinda was a rural vicar's daughter, a trust fund from her maternal grandmother paid for her education. Her grandmother had been a striking but forbidding woman in her past. A woman of independent means, both before and after her marriage. A friend and confidant of Emmeline Pankhurst, and one of the original suffragettes in Manchester, taking a prominent part in the disruption and civil disobedience campaigns they organised.
Lucinda had inherited her spark, rebelliousness and joie de vivre from her grandmother; while her caring and sensitive side unsurprisingly came from her father. A kind, gentle man, who would have been shocked and scandalised by many of his daughter's antics if he knew of them.
Her grandmother had called Lucinda to her one day when Lucinda was in her early teens and had shown how academically gifted she was, saying. "Lucinda dear, times are changing; the world is changing, and not always for the better I fear. We are going to need intelligent and talented women again in the near future. I sense that not only do you have the intelligence to be part of this new movement, but also the drive and independence as well. Think about it as carrying on my work with Emmeline if you wish, but it will be in a different way.
"That being the case, I'm going to give you part of your inheritance early to pay for your on-going education. All your college fees and things like that I will pay for unreservedly. But Lucinda, there is a separate amount that I want you to use to have fun with. Don't waste this time of your youth, enjoy yourself, but I also admonish you that you must always work hard at your studies. If you don't, then I shall have to rethink this arrangement." This was all said with a little sparkle in her eyes.
"I don't know if you've thought of going up to Cambridge, but I suggest you think about it, and I feel that Girton would be the place for you to shine. I've had a word with a friend of mine you thinks you would fit in really well. I know you'll easily pass the common entrance exam.
"Lucinda, I pray that you don't ever lose the compassionate and caring side of your personality that you get from your father, but also don't forget that adventurous and rebellious side that you have, but keep hidden too much. And your joie-de-vivre."
Lucinda was struck speechless and couldn't thank her Grandmother enough, so was determined to not only get the best education she could, but also to enjoy herself. Lucinda was questioned intensely over how she was doing whenever she met her Grandmother. Not only about her studies, but about how she was enjoying life at Cambridge. Yes, Granny was truly a woman before her time Lucinda acknowledged gratefully.
Lucinda would graduate later this year, but not receive her degree. Cambridge University, wouldn't issue those to women until much later, in 1948 to be exact, but this was 1930. Although nothing could be considered an absolute certainty, Lucinda's graduation in Modern Languages and Literature was as sure as it could be; not only was she an exceptionally intelligent woman, she worked extremely hard at her studies.
Lucinda had not only thrived at college, she'd positively blossomed, turning from the pretty, but shy and reserved rural vicar's daughter she was when she 'came up,' into a confident, vivacious and outgoing young woman of her time.
Yes, it had been a great few years of her life, she'd been diligent in attending lectures and worked hard, but she had partied hard as well, and that is where she had blossomed. Lucinda went up to Girton in 1927 and knew she was fortunate to be there in time to attend the first-ever Founders Memorial Lecture in March 1928 in her first year, even though the subject wasn't in her field of study. A year that also saw Virginia Woolf, accompanied by Vita Sackville-West visit the college and speak to the ODTAA
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society; a club Lucinda was a member of, and she was lucky to have a quick word with the woman, whom many of Lucinda's contemporaries described after their encounter as goddess-like.
Lucinda was simply in awe to be in the presence of such a literary luminary, falling under her spell at once and grateful to have the chance to tap her mind, if only for a few moments.
Lucinda had 'lost' her virginity, if such a thing could ever be 'lost', Lulu philosophised, during her first few weeks at college. The experience was neither good nor bad; the boy was as equally inexperienced as she was. She found it a sweaty, fumbling, unfulfilling and painful experience. But she didn't let that put her off and viewed the encounter as an opening to more pleasurable experiences still to come. Once she was non-virgo intacta there was no reason not to experiment and enjoy her social life to the full, and she did. Although not overly promiscuous, she entertained her share of lovers in the three years she was at Girton.
Lucinda eschewed the tweeds and brogues of the time, even those of her favourite couturier, Gabrielle 'Coco' Chanel, favouring lighter, more floating styles of clothes, revelling in the flapper style that suited her so well. Especially dresses with a handkerchief hemline. Daringly she wore trousers, not only socially but to lectures as well. During the summer months, she enjoyed tennis and wore scandalously short skirts when she played.
"Come on Lulu, you're hogging the bathroom and will have used up all the hot water." Lucinda's best friend and confidant, Ethel Pickford-Jones shouted through the bathroom door.
"No I'm not. Anyway the doors not locked, grab a bottle of bubbly and join me. Maude's daddy delivered a case for her earlier and she said to help ourselves."
Ethel didn't baulk at this seemingly strange request, but quickly found a glass and bottle of the chilling champagne and joined Lucinda in the bathroom, where she unhesitatingly undressed and slid into the bath with her friend, who was just topping up the hot water in anticipation of Ethel joining her.
Ethel didn't sit at the opposite end of the bath facing Lucinda as might be expected, but snuggled in at the same end, lying back into her best friend, feeling Lucinda's breasts pressing into her back as she let her head fall back and smiled. Lucinda lowered her face to meet the parted and inviting lips of her friend. The kiss that followed was loving and confident; open-mouthed, filled with longing, but also with restrained passion. It was a kiss filled with the confidence of past lovers. Lovers who are no longer together, but still share a deep affection for one another.
"What you thinking about, Lulu?"
"Nothing important. Well, yes it is important to me, but not an earth shattering or world changing moral thesis. I'm reflecting on my time here and the fun I've had, and now it's all coming to an end."
"Does that fun include me?"
"How could it not, I mean..." Lucinda didn't finish the sentence; both knew what she was intimating.
"Do you remember our first time together?" Ethel asked.
"Should I?" Lucinda teased, playing the flirt to her friend, who pouted in mock displeasure.
"God you were so annoyed."
"And why not, that bloody old dyke Agatha had propositioned me again."