It all started with a simple message to you. I had seen your profile and read through it several times. I was intrigued and decided to take a chance, which is something very not like me, and I sent you a message saying hi. I'm really glad I did...and I'm really glad you responded because that one simple message has turned into text messages, marathon phone calls, and 1 brief meeting. Our short meeting before was the continuation of the previous texts and chats but after we met, the intensity of those texts and calls were increased because you found out a few things during that time. You found out a few things about what gives me goosebumps and turns me on...which you have used in texts and calls since then to drive me crazy. Just the memories of that short time together has been enough to sustain things but it has always kept me wanting more...more of your kisses, more of your hands on my body...just more. And all of that has been leading up to today...leading up to this...
You call to tell me that you are here...and lord, the sound of your voice, makes my heart beat faster with excitement, anticipation and yes...nerves. The wait for this has been terrible sometimes. It's been a very long 6 months. We text and/or talk almost every day. The anticipation has been building for months and finally the day is here that I get to see you again, but today will be different than before. Today will be about everything that we have talked about and fantasized about all these months.
I go down the stairs to let you in...in only a long shirt....the look on your face when you see me in just that is priceless. I open the big door with a shy "Hi," and look up at you.
"Hey," you say back to me. I quickly turn around to walk back up the stairs knowing you are staring at my ass the whole way up. I get to the door to my apartment and I stop. I put my hand on the doorknob and take a deep breath. I can feel you standing behind me.