Author's note:
This is a spinoff series of The Siren Sisters, but is more like my John and Suzan series than The bulk of the Siren Sisters.
I started this in August. August is always a difficult month for me. Many deaths of people near and dear to me. August is a runup to the equinox and rapidly vanishing daylight that reaches a nadir at the winter solstice. This year was particularly difficult as the weather added to the mood by being wet and gloomy. At this time of year my thoughts grow dark. My darker self that is normally well buried, gains strength. Feeding on the gloom. Ideas, characters and plots turn dark and less sunny than my normal self and usual writings. This year my darker self, made friends on the internet with a couple who have a story to tell but don't know how to properly translate it into a narrative. I listened to them, and Lilith was born. Lilith and her Husband William. Initially I thought about introducing them to my world of Jade and the Siren Sisters. After rejecting much material, I decided that a parallel series sharing some characters, events, and locales was the way to go. This series will reference (But not retell) events from later chapters of the Siren Sisters, particularly SS ch 10 and 11. We will start off with Alice and Ned and ease into Lilith and her cuckold husband William.
Conventions
. Italic text. Sometimes I use Italic in a quote to indicate emphasis. Whole sentences in Italic indicate someone's inner unspoken thoughts. I have tried to keep it clear through context whose thoughts they are. I hope this doesn't cause my readers any undue confusion.
Ancient Lilith was a succubus and possibly a mother of demons, Adam being her husband.
Fair warning. Fans of my previous work may find this series disturbing and possibly unreadable for more sensitive souls. Given the lack of an appropriate category for this kind of filth I have elected to keep on in non-consent or erotic couplings. Be warned it contains elements of Loving wives, cuckolding, exhibitionism, interracial, fetish and non-consent as well as adultery, prostitution, S&M and hard recreational drug use. And Anal. Plenty of anal sex. If this warning hasn't put you off, read on and let me know what you think.
In the unlikely event that my wife reads this and somehow associates me with this work.
Honey, don't leave me, please. Don't become afraid of me. This is a work of fiction loosely based on people I know.
I do not need therapy or need to be committed to a mantal hospital, this is my catharsis and my way of exorcising demons from a dark corner of my soul.
Lilith, Ch.1
Alice and Ned.
Alice and Ned were long-term friends and neighbors of Becky and Rex. The couple had been trying for kids for years but failing sought professional help. They then received a near death blow to their relationship. They had found out a year ago that Alice couldn't conceive, some rare genetic thing, hostile some shit or other. The doctors explained it all, but the medical garble went over both their heads. It wasn't that they were not smart enough or educated enough to understand, the finality of the news hit them like a sledgehammer, stunning them both. Alice took it the worst since it was all her fault, her sister's both had kids, and she adored five nieces and two nephews. She was defective and barren.
It was just that when she saw other happy families, she felt cheated, robbed, inadequate, useless. Barren. She fell into a deep depression for months. She and Ned barely touched each other,
I mean, what's the point
. She was a failure as a woman, as a human being. On the one hand she intellectualized that a woman's, a wife's, worth was more than her ability to breed and provide her husband with offspring. A woman's right to self-determination, independence and self-worth were concepts that went against her breeder background. A woman remained chaste until she married and then produced children for her husband and only her one husband. The light and meaning of her life. Never mind that a woman's ability to build an entire human in her body from just a couple of tiny cells was an amazing and miraculous feat. Alice wasn't able to accomplish that miracle, so why go on living? She was a drain on society, a drain on Ned, a body without a purpose, she had nothing to contribute.
Maybe she should give Ned a divorce or end it all. She thought about the least painful way to do it. Would she burn in hell for all eternity as the church says suicides must? Ned owned several guns. She could stick one in her mouth, but that was too messy. And she was a coward. Perhaps poison? She bought a book on mushroom hunting and while she found some delicious mushrooms to enhance their home dining, she never found anything quick enough and deadly enough to do the job. That left death by misadventure, possibly an auto accident. She spent a month speeding everywhere she went and while it was exhilarating the speed camera tickets in the mail were becoming a burden. She carried Ned's smallest pistol in her purse hoping to be present at a mass shooting, praying to go down defending some mother and her precious children, but nothing came of it.
Then Becky, one of her neighbors and friends, who had already been blessed with 2 wonderful children, unknowingly sent her a message. A sign. Becky and Rex were done having children but not done with enjoying sex. Becky had gone away with her sister -in-law on a cruise where she fucked her way through the entire week. When she got home she started satisfying her new urges by seducing her husband and stripping for him and screwing him in front of their patio windows with the drapes fully open. The message sent was sex could be wonderful and fun even if a woman wasn't going to make a baby.
At first Alice was angry at her neighbor for her extra good fortune. Envy and jealousy consumed her for a while. But then,
Becky has always been kind to me, we never told anyone about our issue and unlike others, Becky never asked why we didn't have children
. 'Yes, we do want them but it's not the right time.' They would explain if pressed.
Maybe Becky could see it in my eyes. Maybe she knew without being told. Right. I have no reason to look down on her or let jealousy ruin a good friendship
. Alice started to pay close attention. Becky's enthusiasm was infectious.