In a single, irretrievable moment of sanity you can hear your own voice inside your head asking yourself how in the hell you got here, to this point, to this place. Alone, with this man, this tall, dark, handsome, magnetic man that you hardly know.
But that moment disappears like a wisp of smoke on a windy day, and you are carried with the current of that wind as you open your eyes to look into his deep, dark, searching eyes. You feel yourself shake a little as the door behind you closes and shuts out everything of the outside world. There is only here, and now.
Not a word is said as your hair falls from itās perch and fingers that have never, should never do such a thing are spreading the locks around your face and down past your shoulders. You feel feel that shake again and a that little twinge of nervous fear deep down insideā¦you shouldnāt be hereā¦
You close your eyes and try to retrieve that sane moment, but all your hear is the deep, passionate, shaky, reluctant sigh of a woman. It occurs to you that you never thought the simple sigh of a woman could sound so deeply moving to you, that the sound of a woman could so make you feel so erotic and passionate, and your are surprised to realize that the sigh was your own self, lost in the moment.
You can feel the warmth of his body close to yours, not yet against you, but the anticipation of contact is almost agonizing in so many conflicting waysā¦desire, betrayal, fulfillment, guilt⦠itās too much and you surrender to it as you feel his cheek brush yours, his lips lightly touching you where your ear joins your face, his breath in your ear, his hands lightly on your shoulders, the front of your bodies barely brushing against each other, still clothed, but you know with a certainty that they wonāt be clothed for long.
With a shock you realize that your arms are around him and your hands are on his wide, strong back. You canāt think of when or how that happened, and you hesitate, with a last gasp the sane mind tries one more time. You distantly hear your own voice telling you that you should not be here, that you have a husband and a home, that you have seen this man you are with in the company a beautiful woman that could only be his wife, that this is wrong!