We start Chapter 10 where we left off...Jill leaving Andy completely spent after a movie night with the three of them snuggled up together, going upstairs to check up on Ashley.
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Jill knocks on the bedroom door, rap, rap, rap, "Honey, you still up?"
Muted, "Uh...Yea mom, just a minute," a few seconds pass, "It's unlocked!"
Jill opens and enters, "Honey, are you ok?" walking in and around the bed, Ashley in her Cami, dotted with little cherries, sitting up with the cover over her lap, just the light of her bedside lamp, her panties lay on the floor.
"Thought you might want to talk?" sitting down on the edge of her bed.
"I know you were trying to help like I asked mom, but I didn't know what to do once the movie ended." looking at Jill with disappointment." Andy probably thinks I'm just a tease or a kid or something."
She takes another glance down assuming Ashley doesn't realize her panties ended up on the floor. Jill has a pretty good idea she's been masturbating, after all she does every night after taking care of Andy and with the excitement and wonder on her face just 30 minutes ago that doesn't come as a surprise.
"No, no, it's no big deal honey," leaning in on one elbow, reaching to push Ashley's hair back. "I think Andy was a little embarrassed too."
"You think so?" Looking at her mom.
"Well, you and I have talked about this," Jill's eyebrows raised, in a gentle, concerned voice. "So probably more unexpected for Andy don't you think?"
"I guess you're right. What did he do, what did Andy say after I left?" her eyes full of curiosity.
Jill stands to pull the cover back, sits again and slides her way under the cover to get comfy with her daughter for some girl talk.
"Oh, not so much what he said,'' adjusting herself to get comfy facing Ashley, rubbing her leg, "I think Andy was pretty excited and more than curious, me being so free with you there."
"Really?" Ashley snuggles up to her mom, laying her head on Jill's shoulder. ""And what did he say?
"Oh, He asked me a couple of things...Did it excite me playing with his cock with you there." Jill takes a nervous breath," Was that the sort of thing I wanted to do more often, you know, with you around. He was curious, just like you are."
"Yeah? Is that something we could do, I mean...Would you, would Andy?" Ashley raises up, her face filled with excitement.
"I don't see why not." Jill has a soft smile, "But Ashley, I can do only so much, honey. Mom wants us all to be comfortable, and I think Andy would be ok with it," stroking her cheek with a look only a mother can give. "If you're this curious, you'll need to take some initiative at some point."
"You know, Andy just isn't the sort of man that would come on to you first honey. He told me he thinks of you more like a daughter, and that's...Well, this would be considered very taboo for most people." Jill's eyebrows are raised, reinforcing how discrete this needs to be.
"What did you say?" Ashley's imagination is running wild.
Jill strokes her hair, "I'll tell you what I told Andy. I just want you both to be happy," with a soft, understanding, and very loving smile.
"Mom...Um, his penis looked a lot bigger than I thought it would!" a little giggle.
Jill grins, "Honey, you should call it what it is, that's his cock," flashing her a little wink.
"Ok, but wow, it looks too big to fit, mom," laying her head back on Jill's shoulder, staring off into nowhere, "I mean, do you have trouble getting his...His cock to fit in there?"
Jill has a half smile, realizing Ashley is old enough to delve into areas the two have yet to venture.
"Honey, your dad is the only man I've been with until Andy, but I can tell you this, Andy's cock is a little larger around and quite a bit longer than your dads," sporting a little grin as Ashley looks up surprised at that.
"And you know he had me pregnant with you at 17, but your dad is still the only one to enter me. I fool around with Andy's, um, manhood, but we haven't engaged in intercourse," letting out a little sigh. "Are you surprised at that?"
"Well, sort of." Looking puzzled at her mom. "I know you've been lonely for a long-time mom, and Andy doesn't have a girlfriend. I mean the way you two flirt and stuff, I just assumed."
"I know Andy really wants to, but I've resisted, and I'm going to tell you something I'm not sure Andy understands about me." pulling Ashley back to lay against her shoulder, softly stroking her hair.
"You see, your dad didn't really want to get married. I'll give him credit for doing the right thing, but he never really showed me love, that I was important in his life. It always felt like I owed him and that made me feel very insignificant" her voice, a little shaky.
"It's hard for me to tell you this, but your dad was terrible as a lover. He would demand sex and always on his terms, he took care of his needs and was done, leaving me frustrated and I eventually lost interest in having sex at all."
Ashley's head still snuggled in her mom's shoulder, listening contently as Jill strokes her hair, "And then Andy happened, and it's like a new world opened up, like I could start over at 18 again, like where you are now."
"Sometimes I could hear you two argue at night," running her fingers along her mom's arm. "A lot of times I could hear you telling him no and he would get mad...I didn't know that's what it was about."
"I'm sorry you had to experience that honey...That's why I promised myself once away from your dad that I would save myself for the right man, no matter how long it took." Jill pauses a few seconds, getting her emotions in check.
"The next man I share myself with will be one that loves me the way I need to be loved, you know," Ashleys looks up, her eyes fixated on her mom. "A man who wants me for me and not what HE wants me to be."
Ashley can see her mom getting misty eyed, "I'm almost 36 and I have lost so much time honey...I want a man who can't do without me, a man that will make love to me, not just a wham bam for himself anymore."
"I understand mom, you really tried to impress that on me too, and I get it," Snuggling back into Jill's shoulder. "So, you don't think Andy is that man?"
"Oh, Ashley, I do think he could be...Honey, I have fallen so head over heels for Andy. He is everything I have dreamed of for so long. I'm hoping he has similar feelings, but I want to be sure, I need to hear him say the words."
"I understand mom," laying against Jill's shoulder, "I just thought, you know, you two were already going all the way."
She strokes Ashley's hair some more, "I'm glad we can share so much together honey, is it ok if mom sleeps with you tonight? I would love to hold you like when you were still my little girl."
"Yeah, I would like that mom," a soft sigh escapes, Ashley is feeling so close to her mom, snuggled against her, the way they have communicated over the past few days, sharing everything.
Jill reaches over to turn out the lamp, slides further under the covers to find Ashley on her side and spoons in behind her, bumping against her naked cheeks, wrapping her arm around her. Jill has so much inside she wants to share, and the setting is so perfect she continues to confide in Ashley while they lay spooned together in the dark.
