It started with a text message. "Have you seen her yet?"
My name is Leon, 30 year old guy, decent career but stuck in a loveless marriage. Not too bad, my wife and I were more-so best friends than anything nowadays, but we married young (my family thought she was best for me) and got along well, but sadly, that young love spark had long faded. I pottered along like any other good guy, just accepting what was and living as best I could. I still had a great group of friends that I grew up with, and like most red blooded males, was always part of one WhatsApp group or another. You know the one, where the guys all send dirty pics, checking out chicks and just generally being laddish idiots.
So when my best friend Chris had text me out with the group to ask "Have you seen her yet?" I just assumed some smoking hot girl had been shared and the guys were all drooling over her. In hindsight......fuck I wish that were the case. I checked the group chat. The usual jokes and girls I had already seen, nothing out of the ordinary....maybe I hadn't got it yet. "Seen who??" I text him back, nonchalantly....
"Red"
"FUCK" I muttered to myself.
Before settling with my wife, my girlfriend Jill was....exhilarating. My folks hated her right off the bat. 5'11" (6'5" to my 6'3" in THOSE heels....fuck.) porcelain skin, dark, wide eyes that never quite approved of you staring too hard (couldn't help it) and lips Hoban Washburne would have been proud to call his own. She wore dark, thick rimmed glasses, I don't know why but these were my kryptonite. Every look she threw me was amplified in those fucking glasses. Her hairstyle changed from one day to the next (as did her clothes) Up, down, straight, curly, high ponytail (oh..) low pigtails.....she never ceased to blow me away. But that colour. Could spot her from a mile away (and within half a mile that intoxicating perfume just sealed your fate) such was that gorgeous colour. Red. (Fuck)
She had me. From day one she had me. I was infatuated. And she knew it. She wore very little, flirted with everyone, pushed all my buttons and almost pushed me to the brink.....because all she ever wanted......in bed.....was to be punished.
Hook, line and sinker. I was fucking enamoured. On the outside, everyone hated what we had. It was toxic, abusive, loud, in your face......unhappy even?
But when that door closed.....we became one. My gorgeous, gorgeous Red.
It wasn't to last. I needed stability, love and affection. More than just unadulterated lust. I needed more. So she needed away from me. It almost broke me knowing she was leaving. She wanted to leave her family home and see the world. I guess building a life with me in our small town just didn't cut it.
We would still text here and there, uneasy smiles and small glances passing in the street, but nothing more. I ached for her and she knew it. The day before she left, I had to see her.....none of this fairytale "stay with me" bullshit, I just needed her close if it was going to be over forever. Close one last time.... My Red.
Having not been with you in forever, knowing you were going, and with my incessant texting and pleading, you finally agree for me to come see you. I doubt I'd sleep the night before from both the excitement of finally being with you again, and the excruciating torture of abstaining from touching my rock hard cock in anticipation of your touch.....and mouth. That mouth...... Fuck.
We are being good. We have been good. We were being good......I've not been good....
I can't go half a day without thinking about what once was.....what we once had. Shared......and making myself cum. I can be walking through town and catch not even a note of a scent that vaguely resembles you....and have to run to the Gents bathroom to relieve the ever increasing pressure in my boxers. Fuck. Its an addiction. You are an addiction. Red.
We text late most nights, you being the usual, trying to be sweet and innocent, trying to save my heart from breaking again, and me, pawing at your resolve, pushing for a glimpse of the girl I once knew. My gorgeous, GORGEOUS girl. My Red. This morning though, we text early....and we know where this is going.....waiting for the house to clear. I'm walking fast, waiting on a bus would just prolong my pain. I text, asking what you will be wearing at the door, always hoping for that one answer....which I finally get...."Nothing but my glasses"
My dick twitches hard.