It felt like the morning hours would never end as I waited for lunchtime to arrive. If one more idiot here made jokes about the fact that I must have gotten lucky last night, I would have been tempted to tell them to go to hell. As it is, I don't know how I'll manage to work the rest of the afternoon. I got up early with more energy then I've had in a long time. I can't really concentrate. I can't stop smiling. I don't feel like eating. I've waited all morning just to write this journal entry. I have to write it down. I don't want to forget a second of last night.
Robin was working again. Turning off the lamp, I settled onto the couch in the living room and hit the button on the remote to fast-forward the tape in the VCR for about 4 minutes. By now, I know well enough how boring the movie beginnings can be. I'm not sure which was louder, the sound of my zipper coming down as I took off my pants or my groan of frustration.
I never thought that after seven years of marriage I'd be living almost a single lifestyle. Maybe it would be easier if I couldn't remember how Robin used to enjoy the feel of my cock. The way she would arch into me as I spread her legs and slid into her. Feeling her concentrate on nothing but me. Knowing she liked it when I could feel her wet and hot around my 6 ½ inch cock as her nails raked my back. There's no comparing the feel of my hand stroking my cock to fucking her. Since she shut me out, stroking my cock to movies, stories, and magazines is the only relief I get. I've cycled through everything I have until I'm so bored it takes me forever to cum. It pisses me off that now all I get are the bills and her work schedule. At least when I was single I could spend the night with Crystal once in a while.
Crystal. Just typing her name gets me hard. I was on the couch stroking my cock so I could cum, and all I could do was think of Crystal. How had I managed to go for almost nine and a half years without being around her? Letting our friendship slide to keep Robin happy was the stupidest thing I've done in a long time. Emailing her two weeks ago to say hello has turned my life upside down. Talking to her on the phone, it was like when we met the first time. I could talk to her about anything. I didn't want to put the phone down. God, how awful it was to tell her the truth about things between Robin and I. How wonderful it was to hear her laugh. Her voice just flowed over me and through me.
I've been isolated and without my best friend for too long. Hearing Crystal tell me about her life, about trying out some of her fantasies, made me envy everyone she spent her time with. I sat there on the couch and pretty much ignored the movie playing. I put my head back and closed my eyes envisioning Crystal in some of the situations she'd mentioned. God what I wouldn't give to watch her be with another woman. I could even imagine Crystal being with those three men at once. I was horny as hell thinking about her doing all of these things, but I couldn't get past knowing that it was my fault these weren't my own memories but fantasies. I didn't want to get myself off. I wanted Crystal.
I started to take my hand off of my cock at that point and call it a night, but I got the surprise of my life.
"I want to see some enthusiasm in that stroke. I like my cocks hard and ready."
I looked up to see Crystal standing in the doorway watching me, smirking at me in amusement. I was so stunned I couldn't say anything. The only sound in the apartment was from the movie no one was watching.
She took off her coat placing it on the chair and removed the heels she had been wearing. All she had left on was a black lacy bra and a pair of low cut black panties. She was absolutely gorgeous. I couldn't even breathe.
"I'm going to make your night, but you're going to do everything I tell you to."
In a sterner voice she said, "Finish stripping and kneel in front of the couch. I want to see if you still know how to please a woman."
I did as she told me to and didn't stop to wonder why. I had to ask myself if this was really happening. She was quiet for a minute or two after I knelt there. I just stared at her not believing my eyes. She had changed slightly over the years. She had gotten heavier by about 20 pounds, but her 40C tits were definitely a benefit. Her auburn hair was shorter but still hung down part of her back. Kneeling this way looking up at her, she seemed much taller than her 5'3" height.
"Stroke your cock again." She said as she moved to stand in front of me. She took my head and positioned my mouth close to her tits as my right hand wrapped around my hardening cock. My mouth was dry at the thought of what she wanted me to do as I watched her slowly remove her bra and cup her hard dusty pink nipples in both of her hands.
"Suck them nicely, and I might suck you later." Crystal said in a matter of fact tone though her hazel green eyes sparkled at me.
I didn't need to be told twice. I straightened up on my knees and tentatively put my left hand upon her hip for balance. I immediately started licking the right nipple still held in her hand. I could feel it harden under my tongue as I took the entire nipple into my mouth. She arched her back slightly to push her tit further into my mouth. I was overcome with pride at the pleasure I was giving to her as I heard her moaning low in the back of her throat. I stroked my cock harder and suckled her tit more fiercely as I felt her free hand trace its way through my hair slowly putting more pressure on my head. I felt her hand urging me closer to her so I started sliding my mouth and tongue firmly against the underside of her tit. I moved my mouth as fast as I could to completely cover her tit with my saliva. I swirled my tongue in circles around her nipple before finally recapturing it in my mouth and slightly biting it with my teeth. I wanted to make her as hot as possible. God knows I was hard as a rock and starting to drip precum everywhere.
"Oh yeah, I like that… Ooo, it's been too long." She said between breaths.
The only reminder of the movie playing was the flickering light playing upon her skin. I couldn't even hear the moans in the background. I was completely focused on Crystal. She shifted slightly to one side and presented me with the other nipple.
"Oh, there's no doubting your cock's enthusiasm now Rex." She said as she stared down to see my cock completely hard and glistening within my hand as I stroked it up and down teasing the head.
