As much as I'd worried about Emma and her kinkiness when we were together, and I had wanted to get away from her mostly because of my worry that we would be found out. It was mostly out of fear our perversions would get back to my mother. Now a few months had gone by with no real plans to see her again, at least until I would be going home on leave. I found I was thinking of her and our relationship more and more. Of course in her weekly letters she kept reminding me of the times we were together, how satisfying they had been for both of us, and at that I had to agree.
The most time Ray and I spent together would be on Saturdays when we would go for a few drinks, and on occasion the odd time he would take me to the pictures. Other than that it was usually just a short time we would meet in the canteen, after we would go for a walk and have a quickie. When he was working nights and he would take me for a drive in his vehicle, I didn't mind so much as I quite enjoyed having him mount me from behind as I was bent over the seat. I loved the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of me, but the frustration was he would usually cum too quick for me to have an orgasm. Sometimes I would reach down with one hand and Jill myself as he fucked me and could have one that way, other than that it was usually disappointing.
Other times in his Land Rover I did enjoy giving him blow jobs, I'd get him to slide his trousers down to give me full access to his balls as well as his cock, and loved to tease him with my mouth and tongue. I was learning to relax my throat to take more and more if it into my mouth and with time found I could 'deep throat' him. I still didn't care for the taste of his cum, finding it too salty and bitter for my taste and I would swallow it quickly.
In the bath tub when I'd masturbate my thoughts would turn to Emma and the things we would do together, there was no comparison between them. With Emma we could make it last for hours pleasing each other over and over again, giving each other two or three orgasms at least. Whereas with Ray except for Saturday's when we might do it twice, or on occasion three times it was more like a quickie each time. Yes, occasionally I did compare him to Alan and realized how much better Alan was at lovemaking. I was obviously tiring of Ray and started to think about finding someone else.
One Saturday I went into town by myself early to do some shopping for some personal things, and as I often did on those occasions went into a pub for a drink to wait for the bus back to camp. I went up to the bar and ordered my drink and turning around to go sit at a table heard a voice call out, "Rosalyn" and looking around was surprised to see Corporal Higgins sitting with another woman friend from work. She invited me to join them and as I sat down said hello to them both. I referred to her by her rank as I usually did, but this time she told me to call her by her name, 'Darleen' saying we didn't need to be too formal when in our civvies.
It was the first time I saw her in civilian clothes, in fact it was also the first time I saw her on a weekend, and I was pleased as I liked her as I've said before. She was wearing a pink two piece suit with a pleated skirt, a cashmere sweater and pink high heeled shoes. Her legs were encased in a pair of flesh collared nylons that made them look more attractive that the regulation stockings we wore with our uniforms. With her jewellery and make up she looked quite different and very feminine. She asked what was I doing in town, I told her and she informed me she had a car and could give me a lift back to camp. When she got up to go the toilet and walked away from us I couldn't help looking at her legs from behind, her high heels made her hips sway and I noticed how the seams of her stockings disappeared up under the hem of her skirt, triggering some naughty thoughts in my head.
Her car was one of those small cars, a Morris Mini and as she dropped me off asked what I was doing that evening, and I told her I was going dancing with Ray. Smiling at me she said, well have a good time and thanking her got out of the car.
That evening with Ray it was our usual few drinks then off to the dance hall. While we were dancing my thoughts turned to Darleen, I knew it wasn't normal to think about another woman like that but there was quite a contrast in her appearance. At work I only saw her in uniform when she seldom wore much make-up and no jewellery, regulation stockings and flat heeled shoes, almost a soft butch look whereas dressed she looked so much different.
Of course it wasn't the first time I looked at another woman and found them to be attractive, there was Julia in training, but at first she hadn't been as friendly to me as Darleen was being. This was also the first time I saw her on a weekend when she normally went up to London, I assumed to see her family or a boyfriend. My instincts were picking up the vibes she was putting off and I found I couldn't put her out of my mind.
I had a couple of shags with Ray after, first one before we got on the bus, and another after we got off and he walked me back to my barracks. As usual I had taken my knickers off in the dance hall to accommodate him. As he fondled me before penetrating me I wondered what it would be like to feel Darleen's hands on me, to taste her kisses, the faint smell of her perfume as she pressed her body against mine. It added a small amount of pleasure to our love making that night.
The canteen on the camp was open at lunch time, and after lunch we often went there to have a cup of Tea and read the Sunday newspapers. Corporals had their own section there but there was nothing to stop them coming into our section if they wanted to sit with friends who were not of the same rank. So that morning I was particularly pleased to see Darleen come in, and after getting herself a cup of Tea came over to join us. She was in civilian clothes only a different dress from the night before and her heels again. Soon the others left and there was only the two of us left chatting.
She asked how my date went and I just said, "fine" and let it go at that. I recall telling her that Ray was going to teach me to drive but only had a couple of feeble attempts so far. Darleen laughed at that saying something like, "he's just using that as an excuse to keep you around for a shag, to get into your knickers when he feels like it." I felt stupid at this and looked away, Darleen leaned over and put a hand on my arm and said, "I'm sorry I didn't mean to sound awful, just you're so nice and quiet it seems like he's taking advantage of you."
I wasn't that naive, I was beginning to feel she was coming on to me and quite frankly I liked it, as I'm sure I was developing a crush on her. I was so shy and introverted I couldn't bring myself to let her know my feelings, after all homosexuality was a crime in the military, so one had to be extremely careful.
There was no rush to leave so we just sat and chatted, then she asked me if I'd like to go for a drive after, I just nodded my head in acceptance. We arranged to meet at where her car was parked and went back to my barracks to freshen up and put on a nice dress, got my coat and left.
She was waiting for me then I got in her car and we left, she asked if there was anywhere in particular I like to go, so I said, "no not really" at which she drove off. She was wearing a short coat over her dress and it was open, and her dress was riding high on her legs so she was showing a generous amount of thigh. I found that to be enticing and occasionally glanced down at her knees watching her shifted gears as she drove. I was conscious of her glancing over at me from time to time as well as we chatted.
We stopped at a Tea Room in the country and spent a pleasant hour sipping Tea and nibbling on pastries, just really enjoying each others company. We stopped at a pub later and had a couple of drinks before heading back to camp for supper; it was a very pleasant afternoon. When I went to get out of her car she placed a hand on mine holding it and giving it a squeeze saying how she had enjoyed our afternoon together, and would I like to do it again sometimes. I was too shy to say anything and gave her my reply by just looking at her for a moment and giving a timid smile then turned and got out of the car.
I now felt sure she was making a pass at me and I felt frightened, I thought of her all evening and was excited and in a way hoped I was not wrong in my feelings. Still there was the possibility I was making the wrong assumption and worried wondering how I should handle it.
On the following Wednesday after we had our morning cup of Tea she walked me to the door, whispering to me asked if I wanted to go to the pictures with her that evening. I didn't look at her or around I just nodded my head and she said, "Good, meet you at 6 at my car."