For the second time in 10 minutes I caught myself glancing in the mirror situated on the wall nearby.
I shook my head quickly, laughing inwardly at my desire to appear casual & carefree when in reality I was more nervous than I had been in a long time.
Picking up my glass, I took a sip and gazed around the bar at the crowd, willing my nerves to disappear. A man in his 30s smiled engagingly at me and indicated he wished to join me. Declining his offer politely, I moved my gaze to the outside street and saw him making his way through the hotel lobby.
My breath caught in my throat & I felt my cheeks flush with excitement. This was the effect that he had on me and he was seemingly oblivious to it. Quite maddening really.
As he entered the crowded bar I caught his eye & waved. He grinned his gorgeous grin and made his way through the throng to join me at our table in the corner.
"Hi spunky" His standard greeting made me smile & I stood to kiss his cheek. He smelt alluring, something slightly woodsy with a hint of musk. It made me want to explore where else this scent was and I couldn't help but hope it was situated under his blue shirt.
"Tony..you came" I had been delighted when he had been able to meet up on such short notice. It was rare that I got into the city & even rarer to be child free.
He left to get drinks & I watched (ok drooled) as he walked away. Years of sport showed in his thick, muscular thighs & his jeans hugged his arse perfectly. It was an arse that made me squirm in my seat. I had wanted to feel it in my hands for months, to bite it & lick it & thoroughly explore it. My breathing grew a little ragged at the thought and my eyes travelled up his broad back to his thick dark hair. Hmmmm a girl could easily get distracted watching this man.
Returning with drinks in hand, we made small talk for a while before our usual flirty banter came into play. I couldn't help but grin. How I loved this funny man, one of my closest confidants. And here I was ..about to put that relationship to the ultimate test & cross the line.
Reaching my hand to cover his, I looked him in the eye & uttered the words I had wanted to say to him for so long.. "Baby, I want you to come upstairs".
The look on his face was surprise but not shock or horror. It was almost as if he had wanted to hear the words but wasn't quite sure that he had.
I leaned over and kissed his cheek before whispering in his ear "I want you".
He pulled away to get a good look at my face, waiting for the punchline so I thought I should make my intention crystal clear. Leaning into him I kissed his full lips, running my tongue lightly over them before catching his bottom lip between my teeth and sucking lightly.
The effect was immediate. His lips parted and sought mine, his tongue flickering into my mouth and seeking its mate. I surrendered myself to this oral exploration and danced my tongue across his as my hands moved to run lightly across his chest before entwining in his hair.
Minutes passed but it could have been seconds or even years. The kiss was so hypnotic that I didn't want to break away but knew I already had my answer to the question. He was going to be mine, even if it was just for a few hours.
I pulled away and took his hand before standing. We made our way quickly to the elevator, my hand held in his & our breathing uneven. As the elevator arrived to take us to the 19th floor, a family exited, giving us an empty space for a few moments. I swiped my card & pushed the button but didn't wait for the door to close. Moving quickly I pushed him gently into the side of the cubicle and ran my tongue up his neck then licked and sucked gently on the flesh. My hands skimmed over his stomach making him gasp before they made their way to the buttons on his shirt. I moved my exploring mouth to the spot just beneath his ear & swirled my tongue firmly along the area, following it with firm kisses as I undid the first 3 buttons with my trembling fingers.
He groaned and pulled me closer to him as my fingers explored the top of his chest, tangling in the hair, nails raking across the skin.
I could feel him growing hard against my stomach which sent delightful quivers straight to my already heated core.
The ping of the door opening drew us apart but knowing privacy of my room was only a few feet away was so enticing.
As I closed the motel door behind me I heard him speak