I had not heard form my young lover for several days, my body ached to feel his touch...to feel the burning sensation of his kisses...to see the love and passion in his eyes as he looked into my face.
I wanted to be with him. I wanted to make love to him. I wanted to share myself, my heat, my passion, my inner most desire. I wanted him to feel the intense burning of me an older experienced woman...the woman who so desired and needed him.
I loved being with him. I loved sharing myself with him. I felt so free and alive to be with him. To be naughty to make love with such passion, feeling and lust...like I have never known or experienced in all my life. We connected not only as untamed lovers but also on other levels and this too was a part that I was missing since I had not heard from him.
Our worlds would be ripped apart if anyone ever found us out, yet we lost all sense of being when we were together. I became someone different. Someone that didn't care who or what was around. I just wanted the touch and the energy that escaped his body as he took me for his own. I wanted to feel him inside me thrusting his mighty rod in and out of my body as he spilled his seed into my vaginal walls. I wanted to feel his sweat pour from his body as he pleasured himself with my body. I wanted to hear his voice scream as he exploded with sheer enlightenment. I wanted the intensity we felt each time we made love.
The lovemaking in my own bedroom had declined to almost nothing, it became a wifely duty. My spouse no longer seemed interested in my pleasure only his own. The toys I used in pleasuring myself could only take care of so much of the hunger. I wanted the touch of skin the heat of a body the love of another. I knew it was wrong but it felt so right. I t had from the very beginning.