It was my ex-boyfriend Iain who first mentioned the 'Glory Hole for Gals'. I realise now that he knew more about it than I'd suspected at the time. He'd tried hard to mention it casually and with a slight sneer of derision, as if it was the haunt of the desperate or the damaged, but looking back, there had been that knowing, half turned on expression that he had been trying to hide. I should have had my suspicions over the details he went into when telling me what went on there - way too much information for mere second hand gossip!
This wonder, he told me, was to be found at the back of our local 'Private Shop'. You know the sort of place with blacked or whited out windows and a discreet sign. The sort of place people try really hard not to be seen entering or leaving. Of course I knew he went there quite frequently - in our time together we had a more than healthy sex life and liked to experiment - bondage, SM, anal - we'd tried most stuff, but always just the two of us - no exhibitionism and no banging strangers. I have to admit that when he first described the Glory Hole for Gals I thought he was joking. "Go on tell me again," I'd pleaded unaware that A - he was serious and B- he was in fact talking from first-hand experience and had been cheating on me there with a variety of Ms Anonymises. He'd sigh with mock exasperation over my curiosity and retell the story again.
"Basically Bea, it's a glory hole but designed for women to get pleasure rather than just to give it." I liked to play dumb (it turned him on). So I'd look confused and pout a bit.
"I'm really not sure what a glory hole is even, you'd better explain."
He'd sigh, half smiling, knowing that my innocence on that one was well and truly fake. "A glory hole is a room with holes (obviously) placed in the walls where men can poke their dicks and balls through. On the other side there are women or men waiting to beat them off or suck them off, or even ride them with their arseholes or cunts."
"So?.." - I'd looked genuinely quizzical when he'd mentioned that there was one for women. "How does it work for women? I mean I just don't get it?"
"No you don't 'get it' and a good thing too. Stay away from there!" He looked teasingly serious. "Anyway that's the design of Sev who runs the place and he thinks it's pretty unique. There's a room like your conventional glory hole but the design is different. The room outside it has a bed when the woman lays with her cunt pressed up against a hole in the wall and her legs fit through two holes with rests so she can lie comfortably. The hole is on a slide in plate to accommodate different sizes, and it means she can choose to expose her hole or her arse or both. Sev gets her comfy, even gives her a panic button I'm told in case a guy does anything she don't like or she wants out. They agree a time and she takes as many guys as come in wanting a service. The girl agrees to condoms or bareback or both and that's basically it."
Well I thought about that set up and I have to say it turned me on - really, really turned me on. The thought of just lying there offering up your anonymous cunt to any number of men to do what they liked with. No hand work, no spit or swallow, just pure received pleasure. I never talked to Iain about it while we were together, but I did get him to tell me about it again and again and again, and it always resulted in him getting a huge hard on and me getting a truly good fucking. Anyway after we'd split (when I'd found him cheating with at least two other women and as I later suspected, the glory hole too) I found myself getting really horny and frustrated. He may have been a complete shit but he'd known how to keep me happy in the sack and I missed it. I had a vibrator complete with ten different speeds and settings but it was no substitute for a flesh and blood cock, warm and stiffening and twitching and ejaculating inside you. I have to admit I love spunk, I mean really love it. Whether inside me, in my mouth, over my hand, it's just so primal, sticky and downright dirty - you don't get any of that with a battery operated machine! I found myself turning into a dirty young woman, ogling guys of all ages in the street, gazing at their bulging crotches and wondering, always wondering.
All the pent up lust lead to many fantasies about being in that glory hole and getting some of what I really wanted, but I was just too repressed to get myself there and reveal myself as the dirty slut I felt that I completely was inside. It was only when I'd finally twigged that maybe Iain had been talking from experience that I felt empowered as well as very, very annoyed. I mean how else would he have known about the colour of the flooring, the fact that the wood walls were finely sanded to prevent splinters, or the red and green lights telling punters if they could go in next? Why was it I wondered that he could swagger in there, cum in a stranger's hole and swagger out again completely unabashed, while I couldn't even walk through the door? At that point my mind was made up, I was going to go through with it and what's more I was going to have fun.
So later that week, I'd stuffed some sexy undies into a bag, dressed in my most anonymous hoodie and jeans and headed off just as it was getting dark. Luckily I saw no one I knew and the street was deserted as I slipped inside. It was a gloomy place and it was empty apart from a drab looking man perusing porno DVDs while one hand moved casually over his fly. I didn't much fancy the look of him but reminded myself it was the cock I was after and not the bloke that was attached to it - maybe Mr boring was a red hot shag? Ignoring him I walked to the empty counter and pressed the small white buzzer. I seemed to wait ages, making a concerted effort not to look at DVD man. Finally a well-built guy in his thirties wearing an Iron Maiden t shirt appeared, raising his eyebrows quizzically as if women were a rarity in here. My face reddened, I flustered and my voice went squeaky despite my previous determination.
"I was wondering if I could go in the women's glory hole... I mean I'd like to take part." I gulped not sure whether or not to keep talking, "I'm Bea by the way."
Iron Maiden guy, nodded thoughtfully. I was relieved he didn't laugh me out of the shop. I mean I'm in OK shape but I'm no model six.
"Cool. I'm Sev by the way. I run this joint. Things are a bit quiet in here tonight. If you want to do it now I might need to make a few calls while you get ready? You know what's involved?"