List of Characters
Jack: Our point of view. Smart, corny, neurotic, Jack has few friends at school outside of his study group. White. Lifeguards in the summer and has a big dick.
Pri: Jack's ex(?). Brilliant and reserved, she plays varsity soccer with her best friend Liv. Indian-American. Short and athletic with ass for days, darkly tanned with thick black hair.
Liv: Pri's best friend and Jack's study buddy. Funny and dynamic, she plays varsity soccer and does what she feels. Jewish. Tall with a heart-shaped face. She has a deep tan, small breasts, and sprinter's legs.
Marco: Liv's boyfriend and long-time friend. Charming and almost offensively handsome, he teaches tennis and studies literature. Colombian-American. He's fashionable, with a lean, muscular body.
Sylvie: Liv's long-time frenemy and Marco's ex. Grim and sarcastic, she's pre-law at NYU. Pale, Jewish, and tiny, with a cute face and a bull ring septum piercing.
Kay: Sylvie's friend from NYU. Laconic and up for anything, they study film and play volleyball. White and non-binary, they're over six foot and covered with tattoos. Bleached pixie cut and dark eyelids.
Grace: Liv's friend from college. Perky and energetic, she's All-State softball and loves to party. Chinese-American. She's muscular but feminine, with thick legs, big breasts, and fun tattoos.
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Laughter and music filled the enormous kitchen at Calle Didion 19. All six of us had gathered for breakfast, a little later than we'd planned, to prepare for our first Spanish beach day.
I'd been sipping my coffee and nodding along to the general commotion. The morning sun trickled through the shades and warmed my back. Honestly, I didn't need the caffeine. I'd had my first cup around 5 AM, right before roughly fucking Liv on the bench a few feet from where I sat. Our mugs, cold and abandoned, were still there on the window sill.
Even though Liv and I had done it before, many times, I couldn't quite convince myself that this time was okay. Pri and I were on "break" but I had no real idea what that meant. Liv and Marco were fighting
about
Pri. And I was still reeling from being abandoned by everyone this summer. Given the circumstances, fooling around with Liv was probably the stupidest thing I could have done. It wasn't cheating, not by any of the rules we'd set up in the past, it felt like it.
I really shouldn't have come here.
I
click-click
ed on my laptop and mumbled performatively about finding an ebook. I was looking for something pulpy, with heroes and monsters and nothing at all to do with my fucking
feelings
.
Kay and Sylvie were organizing the beach equipment they'd found. The pair were dusty and a little sweaty, having alternated trips to the closet under the basement stairs. Each time they returned it was carrying more booty: folding chairs, coolers, umbrellas, and even a paddle ball set.
Marco was too excited when he saw it. "It's not paddle ball, it's
pickleball
. It's like... slow tennis. It's really fucking fun."
"That's good," I said. "Fun. Great."
Marco, who was an actual tennis instructor on the side, had convinced me to play once. Never again. He'd slam an ace into my body and then apologize, or he'd lob a serve toward me only to smash my return into the farthest corner. Then he'd apologize.
"Pickleball is a great equalizer," he said. He and Grace were hip-to-hip at the kitchen island slicing fruit and veggies into containers. A stack of baggied sandwiches was piled at his elbow. "Plus, we have enough for three teams of two, so we
could
do a little tournament."
"Maybe we can just have a vacation," said Liv, entering. She dropped a tote bag of colorful towels on the table. "For once. Instead of competing."
"Picklething could be fun," said Grace. "I gotta get energy out somehow." Her aggressive chopping stopped abruptly. "Liv, babe. You're not bringing a top?"
"Hm? No, I don't wear one." Liv wore only a pair of bikini bottoms and a paper-thin Charlotte Football Club t-shirt. The fabric was practically shrink-wrapped to her breasts and the imprint of her puffy nipples was obvious. "You can do topless too if you want. Lot of people do."
"Oh," said Grace. "Yuck." The seams of her own suit top were visible through her shirt. It was modest, resembling a sports bra with a fun, floral print, and it covered her ample chest almost completely. "I don't think so. I'm not throwing meat for
babosos
."
"
Que es
that?" I asked.
"
Guau, mis amigas
, he learned Spanish in a single night!" said Marco. "It means creeps. Slimy dudes. Possibly perverts."
"It's not like that," said Liv. "Topless
es normal
. Kids do it.
Lots
of old ladies do it. You're gonna see several miles of geriatric titty today."
"Kilometers," I said. "Maybe liters if we're going volumetric."