In a treatment room with Cindy one of my patients, I exclaimed, "Every step, each demand and sacrifice along the way here at the clinic makes the next even greater one that much easier to accept."
Clad only in a flimsy hospital gown, lying on her back on the massage table in front of me at the Western Avenue Fertility Clinic was blond, bubble haircut, Cindy. "I'm glad," I told her, "you cut your hair short. It's easier to get in and out of here with short hair. Less to dry, after the required shower coming and going."
Chuckling Cindy softly reported, "My partner never expected it. She believes it looks too butch."
"Butch?" I chuckled, "By that do you mean mannish? It's hard to think of cute little Cindy as mannish in the least."
When Cindy raised her head to thank me for my advice on getting her hair cut shorter. "I can't say," I, tickling the soles of petite Cindy's feet, declined the accolade, "I deserve the credit. Actually, the guys who drop by the Western Avenue Fertility Clinic to donate their sperm gave me the idea. Men can come in useful - at times."
We giggled together at my double entendre.
Looking at sweet little Cindy lying on the table, I suspected little Cindy had become too attached to me. Though she was in a lesbian relationship - the current correct or polite term was sperm-less pair, I had suggested a male nursing assistant.
A look of horror came to her face. "A man touching me? What if he gets aroused and tries to seduce or even rape me?"
"Contact with a Nursing Assistant, male or female, assigned to the women's ward to assist in an impregnation procedure is going to be by definition intimate. However, to prevent corruption of the semen selected, Dr Velour locks down the males' accoutrements in a chastity belt," I assured her, "A male assistant in the women's ward is functionally gelded. With his hoscus in a cock blocker, a male assistant is unable to do more than a female one.".
When I brought the question of Cindy's attachment to me to the Fertility Institute's director Dr Velour, she met me early one morning in the employee's communal shower where she usually conferred with staff. Dr Velour leaning her head back, hands behind her head, thrusting her chest out dangling her breasts in front of me as she luxuriated in the exploding beads of warm water striking her body. "Informal meetings like this," Dr velour commented, "inspire honesty, self-confidence and trust. Don't you think?"
"Brevity, too, perhaps," I quipped, "So, I'll get to the point." I took a deep breath. "How am I ever to impregnate Cindy?" I asked. "Even if Cindy is impregnated, how will she be delivered? She doesn't like to be seen naked."
"Do you have any suggestions?" Dr Velour asked.
"Transfer Cindy to a male nursing assistant," I proposed, "That night ratchet up Cindy's experience and make the next step, allowing a complete physical examination that much easier."
"Cindy and her partner pay well," Dr Velour reminded me, "They aren't pushing me for immediate results. Cindy enjoys talking to you. What's the objection to that? I admit dealing with Cindy is different than impregnating a surrogate who puts her body up for hire. The surrogate wants to be efficiently knocked up to maximize the profit. Cindy pays. That's business. What's the difference?"
In the treatment room in the women's ward, Cindy with the lilt of innocence in her voice asked. "How does dealing with men differ?"
"Differences?" I thought as I stared into Cindy's bright blue eyes while I untied the strings on the hospital gown, "For sperm donors, coming here to donate sperm is a lark, a game, an adventure..."
"The donors come to cum," Cindy quipped.
I agreed. "The men enjoy their role in the production process, but have little interest what emerges as the final product."
"Interesting way of putting it," quipped Cindy with a pained half - smile.
"To men, I suppose their role in the serious decision to produce a child is just a big joke," Cindy affirmed proudly, "I'm glad I'm not with a man." Cindy gasped.
"Yes, men - the donors - do enjoy spending time here, like kids out to play," I explained as I lowered her gown to leave it covering her nipples, exposing her pert cup caked shaped breasts above her areola. I began working the shoulder muscles with a scented witch - hazel, "It goes on cool to the touch but warms as I work it in."
I paused to think for a second before I continued to answer Cindy's question, "Some sperm donors dropping by for a shower and a massage like the way this ointment relaxes tense muscles. Some donors pop in twice daily just to shower to see if they can squeeze in a massage."
"It's hard to think of guys trying that hard to be so clean," Cindy relaxing closed her eyes and spoke in soft tones. Unlike some of the experienced surrogates who might enjoy when I whipped the gown off while I had them on the scales to weigh them, Cindy who tended to be extremely shy had to be gradually unveiled.
Cindy's predilection for prim and proper deportment meant she scheduled her visits to the Fertility Clinic for times she'd find the female visitor's showers unoccupied, usually 5:30 - 6:30 PM.
"Despite the fiction that both partners in a heterosexual marriage are equal," I told Dr Velour in one of our tete - a - tete consultations in the employee's shower, "the female visitor's showers are free at 5:15 - 6 :45 PM because most women have to be at home to prepare dinner." As I soaped up Dr Velour's back, I complained, "I like to be home at that time, too, rather than risk what my husband Jerry might burn in the barbeque out in the yard."
"HmmβCindy seems to have a problem with functional - communal nudity," Dr Velour noted. "Wouldn't you agree Nurse Warbler?"
"But how do you expect someone who won't undress to shower with other girls," I protested, "to take a shot of man juice up her love port."
"Cindy is not as uninhibited as one of our surrogates who don't mind a little stimulation but really want to be knocked - up and quickly out the door. Certainly, Cindy is different," Dr Velour with a sympathetic tone, rendered an understatement that brought a smile to my lips.
"Cindy," I observed, "isn't willing to get naked much less let herself go. We'll never get her pregnant."
"Let me remind you Nurse Warbler, however, virtuous we may want to be," Dr Velour shot me a serious look, "Cindy and her partner pay and I pay overtime, like I'm doing right now." Her chest heaving as she took a deep breath, Dr Velour requested in a soft tone as she bent over to present her butt, "Be a luv, Amy, finish soaping me up."
Taking a soapy washcloth, I gritted my teeth as I lathered Dr Velour's crack. My husband Jerry had just talked me into buying the house we lived in from our landlady. The price was right because we agreed to allow our former landlady to stay on in her rooms. Even with rent from the former owner, still, I needed money to keep the house up and pay a share of the mortgage. So, pretending I was working toward impregnating Cindy, what the doctor ordered, would continue.
Hearing no protest from me, Dr Velour, turned to face me. With a reassuring hand on my bare shoulder, Dr Velour explained, "So, continue to make Cindy feel comfortable. Her partner is pleased Cindy can relax with you. Cindy and her partner are convinced a valid course of treatment is being pursued. So, continue with her eh - treatment."
In the treatment room, Cindy was now relaxed enough to drop the gown below that light bulb shaped navel and reveal her nipples and the underside of her breasts.