My name is Elizabeth, but everyone calls me Liz, as I write this story I am in my mid 40's.
Growing up I was a virgin until I met Lou in college who was also a virgin, I studied marketing, and Lou was into fiance, I guess you would call us nerds back then. After college at 22, I became pregnant, and Lou and I married immediately. We had a good marriage and got along great, and I thought the sex was good and normal the once a week we had it, I didn't know any better. Lou was always in decent shape and average looking, and I kept in shape and always maintained 125 lbs, with my 5/5 height and c-cup breasts.
About 11 to 12 years into our marriage things changed though, our once-a-week sex just stopped. At first, like any wife, I thought he was cheating, and even confronted him about it after time, and he said he wasn't and broke down and said he lost interest not in me but in sex in general. Without going into details he went to the doctors and there was nothing wrong, and we even landed in therapy. The talking helped keep us together but we still didn't have sex, but we were committed to staying together to raise our daughter and besides the sex we were happy.
About 3 years after we stopped having sex, Lou convinced me to masturbate, something I never did but agreed and it started us on a whole new chapter of our lives. I became hooked on masturbating quickly after starting to perform it, and Lou even bought me toys, I discovered have orgasms like never before, and Louw watching me pleasure myself turned him on to the point he started to jerk off, but we still didn't have sex.
After a while, we introduced porn to our mutual masturbating, we both really enjoyed this. At first, we started to watch what I would call regular porn, then fetish videos, and eventually a category that would change everything, cuckold. In all honesty, we watched it by mistake, but it became a go-to for us to watch all the time. I was having the best orgasms from using toys on myself, and Lou was still just jerking off, and we still were not having sex with each other. Lou started to jerk off and cum on my body which he asked and I agreed once we started to watch the cuckold videos.
After a couple of months of us watching the cuckold porn, Lou and I had an amazing mutual masturbation one night and we were both really into it watching a hot video, when Lou said he would love for me to be fucked by another man, him saying that put me over the edge. I believe it was a week later when we were doing it again, that he said it again sending us both to a great orgasm.
Afterward, as we lay in bed, I asked him if he was serious about what he said last week and tonight or if was he just caught up in the excitement. Lou at first didn't say anything and just looked at me, I said be honest it's me, and he looked at me and said yes Liz I want you to fuck another man, it's what gets him hard all the time anymore. I was very unsure of this, it was one thing that we were doing it was behind our bedroom doors, and no one else knew, it was a fantasy could I really do this? Plus we had a daughter, we need to be careful.
We didn't act on me going out to fuck anyone but it's all we talked about in bed now, in fact, Lou and I began to read stories in bed while we masturbated, or he we tell me fantasies of me meeting other men to fuck, and coming home to tell him about it. He even started to eat his cum after he jerked off on me pretending it was another man's cum. He did bring it up on occasion trying to convince me to fuck another guy, but not to the point of being obnoxious about it, but I can tell he really wanted me, his wife to fuck another man.
He almost had me convinced, but I was so nervous about how to meet someone and stay discreet, again we had a daughter. We talked about looking online out of town, looking on sites that specialized in it, with me finally agreeing, if we found someone we would try. Lou started looking online.
At this point in our lives when I agreed to fuck another man, it had been almost 5 years since Lou and I last had sex with each other. Lou started looking online, but also Lou and I had a vacation planned a cruise with just us two. We took them yearly, and at this time my daughter was almost 17 and was not having as much fun so she was going away with a friend, and Lou and I went together. Right before we left Lou brought up the idea if we found someone on the cruise can we make it happen, I was nervous at first but after convincing and being on cruises before, you really don't know anyone else, and with my daughter not going we could be discreet if it worked out.
We live in Pennsylvania and left out of Baltimore for our cruise to say Lou was excited to find someone was an understatement, he really wanted this, but we were also really realistic that it would be hard to find someone who was not too young and single.