Packing was a bitch. My apartment was half full of items in boxes and half just random items strewn around the room. Even though it was only mid-May, I had decided to move out early. Not only had Courtney got me a job at her restaurant, but she also convinced me to move into her condo. I was tad concerned as I would no longer be living downtown, but all the way out in Palm Beach Gardens. It's not like it was FAR away, but it would still require driving into the city for work and bar hopping.
I had packed enough for now I decided. I was never one of those people who could organize or pack efficiently. I had underwear and socks packed in with kitchen utensils. I had all of my spare makeup and towels mixed in with shoes. To be honest, I just wanted everything in boxes so I could get settled into my new home, but that was still two weeks away.
Right now I just wanted to be lazy. I had been packing for an hour here and an hour there, each day. Today I had put in three hours of packing and it still seemed like I had made no progress. I had just cleaned my room two weeks ago and it was already a disaster again. One day I'll teach myself to put clothes in the hamper instead of just tossing them on the floor. Half my room had boxes on the floor, the other half had shorts, tanks, bras, and panties.
I took off my leggings and panties and slipped on a pair of soft cotton shorts. I grabbed an oversized T-shirt I had stolen from my ex-boyfriend years ago and slipped that on as well. It draped comfortably on me, ending mid thigh so it looked like I wasn't wearing any shorts. My legs were tan and stronger than they had been in years. They looked good even if they could use a shave. I climbed in bed, eager to lay mindlessly - maybe even fall asleep. I could smell Courtney one of my pillows. It was a good smell and just the scent of her - her hair, her perfume - was an aphrodisiac. I kicked some clothes off the foot of the bed so I could spread out more. As I kicked again my foot hit a plastic bag. I reached down and pulled the bag out from under the covers. It was the bag of sex toys I had bought at Courtney's prodding. I inspected the contents - a jack rabbit vibrator, a vibrating egg, and a black dildo.
"People really use these?" I questioned, knowing that a few friends had indeed not only used them but enjoyed them incredibly. It just seemed awkward to me.
I inspected the black dildo again. It was thick and it was black but as it sat in my hands, by no means did it feel anywhere close to the real thing I had experienced weeks prior. Just looking at it was a turn on though. My mind and body had become sexually insatiable since moving down to West Palm. Just the image of a penis, even if rubber, made me wet. Add in the memories that this black one brought back and it was no surprise that when I reached down to touch my vagina, it was already wet.
I slipped my cotton shorts off and grabbed the black dildo. It was time to experience this. I pressed the dildo against my pussy lips. It definitely did not feel like the real thing. The contrast in colors was still an intense visual; the blackness against my white skin made me even wetter. I became even more aroused as it disappeared inside me. While it didn't feel like the real thing, it still felt good. I brought my legs up toward my chest to change the angle, which had an added benefit of a clearer view of my new toy.
My hand steadily slid the dildo in and out of my pussy - feeling my muscles clench the toy each time it tried to escape from inside me. It felt good. Not as good as the real thing but definitely a fine alternative when I didn't feel like plucking some stud from my stable or hitting the town for new friends and experiences.
I pulled the dildo out and got on all fours on my bed. This position would be more awkward to masturbate in. As I was pondering the logistics, the phone rang. It was Courtney. This play session would have to be continued another day.
*****
I walked into the chic lounge which was serving as tonight's venue. One of Court's friends, Erica, was celebrating her birthday and had settled on this place which I had heard of but never been to. To be honest, I was more casual than chic. Everyone here was wearing nice clothes. Women were modeling chic, trendy outfits - the cost of which were no doubt out of my budget. The men were well groomed and dressed in nice, tailored button down shirts, slacks, and, my favorite, nice shoes.
I had on a tight black dress. At least it was supposed to be tight but my 5'6" frame was now one hundred twenty seven pounds instead of my former one hundred forty. My platinum hair was losing its glow and was now a dirty blond. The dress was strapless, showing off my shoulders but also showing off the tan lines left from my bikini straps. It was unsightly in my opinion, but this was the best outfit I had for the venue - at least until I showed up and saw exactly how trendy this place was.
My weight loss had rendered my dress a little more frumpy than usual and I had already found myself repeatedly pulling up the top of my dress as it attempted to slither down my 36C breasts. I found Courtney and Erica at the bar with two other women.
"Kel! You made it," Court yelled before moving into introductions.
"This is Erica. She's Mike's sister."
I had met Mike and his friend TJ at Courtney's house before. Mike was incredibly hot and his sister was no different. She had beautiful golden brown hair and piercing blue eyes.
"This is Stephanie."
I had yet to meet Stephanie before. She had black hair and wasn't nearly as pretty as Courtney or Erica. Her chic white top exposed the cleavage of enormous breasts. She had cleavage for days and knew how to utilize it.
"And...this is Jennifer, TJ's girlfriend."
I smiled a fake smile as anxiety crept through me. TJ and I had fucked at Courtney's house after a long day of drinking. I did not know he had a girlfriend, although in my state that day I am not sure it would have mattered. Still, I felt guilty.
This place was different than anywhere else I had been in West Palm. Everyone seemed to be posing or showcasing themselves for the others in attendance. Men were not bashful about approaching women. This place had people of all ages and they all looked incredible. As I finished martini after martini, I tried to stay involved in the conversation with Courtney and her friends but they had all obviously been friends for years and were talking about past experiences and trips they had taken.
As the outlier of the group, I was a prime target for the men in the bar. I had already had three drinks bought for me, engaging in small talk before rebuffing them.
This current drink had been bought for me by Rick. Rick was handsome and well dressed but an older fifty-four years old and had grey and black hair. He was over six feet tall, had tan skin, and was wearing expensive black shoes. He was from Maryland where he was a surgeon - at least when he wasn't golfing at the country club he belonged to. He came down here a few times a year to golf and fish. He was good at conversation and his lifestyle fascinated me. As he talked and talked, I pictured myself sitting at some country club pool every day, sipping drinks, and gossiping with the other housewives at the pool.
"So what do you say?" Rick said, interupping my thoughts.
"Huh? What do I say to what?" I asked.
"A dance!"
There was a small dance floor where a few people were dancing. Despite not considering myself a dancer, I found my hand in his being led out onto the floor. He was a good dancer for an older, white man - not your typical dad dancer. It was hot and beads of sweat had found their way onto our skin. As I pulled up my top once again he pulled me closer and spun me around. I could smell the scent of his skin and for the first time, I was finding myself attracted to him. Shortly after, he whispered in my ear that he wanted to leave. I concurred.