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20 minutes later Danny arrives at my dorm and as usual he takes my breath away. His green/blue eyes that I could stare at forever, his gorgeous smile and one of the most sensual mouth I've ever had the pleasure of tasting, his lean, strong frame that engulfs me every time he wraps his arms around me. At the very moment, I realise I've never wanted another person in my life more than I've wanted him, even if it means me getting kicked out of college. Danny is my lecturer. I step aside to let him come into my room.
"Hey thanks for dropping by, I know you're probably busy," I said as I shut the door behind me.
"I'm never too busy to see you Kerry, you should know that by now," he said as he crossed the room to me and dropped one of the sweetest kisses on my lips. As always the kisses turned passionate as he backed me into the door, trailing and exploring my skin with his hot mouth and tongue.
No, Kerry you brought him over for a reason, my conscience spoke, but my selfish side made an appearance and said yes but it can wait this can't anymore it's been too long of a wait already. My conscience said exactly what harm can a few more minutes make and it was right. This needed to be said out in the open and discussed and I couldn't do it if Danny keeps going and believe me he was going....really good!
"Danny, wait," I said breathless as I always am, when Danny and I make out.
"Hmmm," he mumbled as his lips traced over my collarbone, his tongue flicking into the contour of my neck.
"Please Danny just wait a few minutes, I need to talk to you first, please?"
"Okay, okay...sorry, I just can't help myself around you," he laughed as he pulled away from me and instantly I missed the warmth of his body up against mine.
We sat down in the living room, as I wouldn't be able to talk if we sat down on my bed.
"So," Danny said, "What do you want to talk about?"
His voice was that of inquiry.
Okay, show time Kerry! Get yourself together...
"I want to talk about us. We've been through a lot over the past couple of months, first with me admitting me feelings to you, then Alicia and then with JD last night and I want to know how you feel, you know about everything. Will everything that happened wreck what we have? I know how this sounds Danny, clingy and needy and insecure but I can't help but worrying especially after well you know... "my voice trailed off at the end, there wasn't really anything else to say.
"Oh Kerry, don't ever be afraid to talk to me, no matter how it may sound, I want you to know I'll always be here for you. Fears are nothing to be ashamed of and to answer your question.
First yes, we have been through a lot but it's worth it. For you, it will always be worth it. Second when you admitted how you felt, I was ecstatic because I felt the same way about you, only I was worried because I was and still am your lecturer and we could both get into trouble. Third, Alicia was something I never saw coming, just as I'm sure you weren't expecting JD to arrive out of the blue. Usually when you break up with someone you can remain friends with them but in both circumstances that wasn't the case and you don't expect your ex to try to win you back. Fourth, if it wasn't for the fact that you needed me so much last night, I would be in prison right now."
By now, my jaw was on the floor, I never expect Danny's feelings to be so strong that he would kill someone who would hurt me. I know there are people who say it and we all dream that there is a person like that out there, who would hurt or kill someone who tried to hurt us...but when that person arrives it's a bit of a shock. But Danny wasn't finished yet.
"But the most important thing is," he paused and took a breath. He took hold of one of my hands, his other hand raising up to caress my cheek and his eyes locking on to mine, he smiles softly and says, "and not to be cheesy but 'you have bewitched me body and soul, and I love you most ardently'" he smiles and says, "Sorry but I just couldn't help myself I'm a sucker for the romantics."
I sit there shell shocked for about two minutes not knowing what to say. He has totally stumped into silence. I tried to string a coherent sentence together but I just can't pull it off. I open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out and I shut it again. I look like a fish in a tank.
"Kerry, please say something," he pleads with me.
"I don't know what to say that Danny...except I love you too."
He pulls me into his arms and kisses me with an intensity that is world shattering and mind blowing. We break apart and embrace as though never to let go.
"God, Ker you had me so scared for a moment, I don't know what I would have done if you didn't feel the same."
I smiled and replied, "Well that's something you'll never have to worry about again."