This is my first ever written story. If you want to comment, please try to be kind and encouraging so I will be prone to try again.
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I will be the first to declare that I was neither the best husband nor the best father, but I did remain faithful to my wife for over twenty years of marriage before infidelity set in. I may not have been suitable as a GQ model, but I was decent looking. After leaving home for college, I gained some weight but previously I had looked like some third world malnourished guy in tattered clothing, so the weight gain was an improvement.
As I reflect upon my first marriage, generally I concede it was pointless time spent together at least from a sexual standpoint. My wife grew up in the country which perhaps was the first problem. In retrospect, I think she adopted the stance that sex was merely for procreation and nothing more. I may not have been a world class lover, but I don't think she really enjoyed sex or anything that I attempted during the early stages of our marriage. Daily masturbation kept me sane and oriented as I was sexually unsatisfied otherwise. Given her attitude, I vowed to never be dependent upon a woman for my sexual satisfaction. When pursuing sex, I think she was merely fulfilling what she assumed to be her wifely obligations and nothing more. She never had a creative sexual idea in her head, and, as each successive child was born, my priority level sank lower and lower until in her eyes until I was at the bottom of the list. The children always came first, the husband last. More and more I think one of the necessary foundations of a healthy marriage is an ability to tease and flirt to get the sexual juices flowing. My wife lacked those abilities.
Being the professional photographer that I was, Charlene had contacted me for the purpose of shooting a series of boudoir/glamour style photographs for her and her husband. I should have guessed that I was in for a ride when Charlene called me to the dressing room to assist her in getting both undressed and dressed in her chosen outfits. We chatted as I unhooked her bra and helped her with her skirt. Later, as the evening progressed, she sat Indian style with her naked cunt openly visible and capturing my attention. She drank champagne as we talked. "We might be crossing a line," I said, and she merely giggled.