In Part II of the story, I said I'd do a separate addendum covering stuff which had already happened, but which I'd just discovered.
In part 1, I told how my wife Cassandra had sex with our friend Paul after a drunken party, after she and I had been indulging in pillow talk about it, but that when it actually happened all three of us had been completely shell shocked.
In part II, she was caught out meeting him for sex at a hotel and,in the argument which followed,she unwittingly gave away that they had already been sleeping together for a long time before that drunken coupling.
Under pressure during that conversation,she slipped up again and now referred to "the others".
There followed a long, detailed and shocking confession about her previous infidelities, which was too detailed to include in the body of that story. I undertook therefore, to set it out separately in an addendum, which is what I do here.
She sat there silent for about a minute. Then she looked into my eyes,
"I'll tell you then, but you won't like it. It's worse than you think and it WILL hurt you a lot."
Still naked from the waist down except for the high heels, she made no attempt to cover herself but crossed her legs.
"I didn't want to hurt you... WE didn't want to hurt you."
"Hang on, you and WHO didn't want to hurt me?"
"Me and Paul. It wasn't what we set out to do and we thought we could be with each other without you knowing, but in the end both of you spoiled that ".
She'd already excluded herself from any guilt in the matter without my noticing, but I was intrigued, more than that, how her husband and her lover had somehow worked together to spoil things for HER!
What did she mean that we'd BOTH spoiled it for her?
"Well, at the start he was coming round for coffees all the time and I could tell he fancied me. He'd be staring at my legs when you weren't looking and always saying suggestive things. I'm used to that because I know by now that men want me, so I didn't take much notice at first.......
He kept saying he couldn't believe I was with you because I was so good looking ...too good for you, and things like that.
It was constant and it must have had a gradual effect. Then one night you went out to work and he stayed there chatting-he's always said it was your fault it happened because you were stupid enough to leave him alone with me. Anyway, we got chatting, and he was being disgusting as always,joking about sex,and telling me stories about his conquests. One of them was how a particular woman had asked him to get his dick out and show it to her.
I didn't believe him and said that he'd never do that anyway.
Well,he insisted it was true and to prove it, he asked if I wanted to see his dick. With hindsight,I know this was all getting stupid and out of hand, but I decided to call his bluff and I said " Go on then -get it out. Let's see what you've got ".
The next thing was, he did exactly that -standing there in front of me with this great big cock inches from my face. I was just STARING at it, and it was spectacular. The whole situation was surreal, and I suppose one thing just led to another.
I didn't even mean to,because my immediate intention had been to shout at him, and tell him to fuck off, but somehow,in the heat of the moment, I sort of reached out and ran my finger along it. It wasn't my fault.
He got hard immediately and I do mean very hard,very very hard. Oh, I don't know if I should even be telling you this, but there's no point in hiding things now is there? All I could think was it was so big, so impressive, so nice,and you know when a man is as hard as he was that has an effect on a woman. The next thing I knew he was next to me on the sofa with his fingers inside my panties. I couldn't pretend I wasn't enjoying it because he could feel that I was soaking wet, and we kissed.
Before I knew it, he was standing in front of me again with that enormous hard on, and I was letting him pull my knickers down. He lifted my legs apart and I opened them for him in one movement, but just as he was about to put it into me, I half came to my senses and said, "stop, we can't do this".
She paused,looking at me for a moment to see whether I appreciated this virtuous act of restraint on her part, and in that moment, she actually looked almost remorseful.
"And did you stop? Did you DO it? "
She lit another cigarette, " No,I knew where it was leading and I really didn't want to lose you.
I didn't let him fuck me even though I can't lie, I really really wanted him to. I told him that we had to think this through and not take it to the next step right there and then. We both needed to consider the question of whether we'd start seeing each other behind your back, because that's a BIG step, and frankly, I was scared that I might enjoy it too much to give him up. He's such a fabulous looking man".
We talked it through, and I agreed to let him go down on me because that's not really being unfaithful is it? I mean if there's no penetration it's not sex, or anything, surely? "
He made me come two or three times with his tongue, then we had a coffee and cuddled up for a while and agreed that we both take time to think about what had happened, and he left."