It's a Saturday night and I am waiting nervously for the doorbell to ring. I fidget and straighten my skirt, fiddle with my makeup, tap my fingers...I'm waiting for a blind date.
A friend had called and told me about this great guy she had met earlier in the week. We spoke on the phone and chatted a lot on the Internet, doing some heavy flirting through it all. We had basic descriptions and that was about it. I had never been set up before, thus the nervousness.
Looking at my watch, I see that he should soon be here. Then the doorbell: I start to get up, smoothing my clothes, and hoping that I don't look sleazy. I am wearing a short, blue skirt and an ivory silk top that shows my cleavage. A tingle is tracing its way up and down my back and I have a feeling that tonight will be very interesting.
I get to the door and open it hesitantly. What if he looks differently than he described himself? What if he doesn't like the way I look? Maybe looks shouldn't matter; we seemed to hit it off personality-wise in our conversations. I open the door and let out a sigh of relief through a smile: he is gorgeous!
I let him in and take his coat, "I was afraid you wouldn't be able to find the building," I said. He smiled and replied, "No problem there. I'm Mark."
I led him to the living room and asked him if he wanted some wine or beer. He said that a beer would be great and smiled again. My heart leapt into my throat. He was so sexy. I would definitely have to thank out mutual friend.
I went to the kitchen and got a Corona out of the fridge and a glass of red wine for myself. I needed something to calm my nerves...and my raging hormones. Upon my return to the living room, I found he had made himself a little more comfortable. Relaxing in the overstuffed arm chair. I passed him the beer and sat down on the couch.
"Well, we'll have to thank Rachel for setting us up," he said with a laugh. I was expecting someone charming and cute, but not this." I had to laugh, he had voiced my own thoughts out loud and I told him so.
We sat and talked, getting to know each other better. We still had half and hour before our dinner reservations. I learned that he had the best smile and I couldn't' take my eyes off of his lips. I wondered what it would be like to nibble them...I think his mind was wandering the same way that mine was, because the sexual tension in the room had risen considerably. I didn't even know what he was talking about anymore, all I could think about was his body (very nice) and what I could do with it...and what it could do with me.
He was pointing at his watch and saying we had better leave if we wanted to make our reservation. I didn't want to go but I also didn't want to give away the fact that I wanted him right now. I had never felt such a sexual attraction to a man I had just met.
At the restaurant I toyed with my food. I was nervous again, having decided that I would find some way to lure this hunk back to my place. I really wanted him in my bed doing all sorts of fun things. As the dinner drew to an end I took a deep breath and said, "I don't want to seem like and sleazy girl, and I usually don't do things like this, but I really want to have sex with you. I feel great chemistry between us and I want to explore it." I waited with my breath held, terrified that he would laugh at me. He did smile and said, "I thought you would never ask. What do you say we leave right now?" Thank God.