I hadn't been called Miss Blanchard in the eleven years I had been Mrs. Murtz, and when she called me by that name, her voice caught a chord in my heart, and I knew I knew her, though her look was unfamiliar. Her hand was cold from the beer when she reached for mine, and with a great playfulness, the woman sat beside me and introduced herself. Re-introduced herself.
"Saylia Diamond. You were my teacher in the seventh grade."
I smiled, trying to reconcile her short hair, black nails, fitted grey tank top with long blonde braids and a schoolgirl's tunic. Saylia was always more mature than her years, I remembered her quick intelligence and dark humour immediately. "You are all grown up," I said, barely able to keep my eyes from tracing the muscles in her arms, her firm breasts, and her slim abdomen. She caught me staring, and looked delighted.
"Are you waiting for someone?" I smiled. Did it matter? I was thrilled that she had found me these years later. I came here often now... now that I was single again.
"No," I said, so aware of the heat coming off of her. She was half my age, and burning energy like a machine. "What are you doing now?" I asked benignly, sipping my drink.
"You want to know where I've ended up?" She laughed, and it was all mischief.
"Of course." I took a sip of my drink and stared into blue eyes that had seen tragedy and disappointment since I'd stared into them last. She was a grown woman, I could see that, and as she took a sip of her beer, I counted in my head how old she must be.
"I'm a scientist. An allergist."
"I'm not surprised, Saylia. You are so bright..." She shifted toward me.
"Yeah?" She was no wearing makeup, but her skin was so pale, the flush upon it was evident. Had she finished too many drinks before she spotted me?
"Yeah. I always thought so." I smiled at her.
"Why are you here tonight," Saylia asked.
"I'm here sometimes... Just looking for a friend..."
"I'll be your friend tonight," Saylia said and placed a graceful-fingered hand on my thigh. My body responded immediately, but I wanted to push her hand away. I felt, however, powerless to her. Her eyes were locked on mine as her hand travelled slowly up my thigh.
"Um..." I said, "I'm so sorry, I've just... never thought of you this way."
"I wanted you since the seventh grade," Saylia said, gripping my thigh and smiling eagerly. I wasn't sure what to think, but she was close enough that I could smell the baby powder on her.
I looked down at her perfect hand, and back up to those steely eyes that wanted me so badly. Saylia Diamond, winner of the spelling bee, eating me up with her eyes. I had to laugh. This girl had been one of my favourites, but she had been dark. Now I saw a mature need in her eyes. "I used to stare at you," she said, with a smile. "I've thought about you so often since then, It's quite... magical that I found you here."
"Indeed," I said, placing my hand over hers. She was stroking my thigh, and I felt so excited by her touch that I had to stop her.
"Listen," I heard myself say. "I don't live far from here..." her fingers tightened on my leg.
"Yes?"
"And if you want to come home with..."
"I'd like very much to come." Saylia downed the rest of her drink and grabbed her jacket. Her eyes were cool fire as she stood on thin and lithe legs. "Take me home, Miss Blanchard."
As we walked, I could feel her beside me. She smoked a cigarette which was unexpected, and every few paces, I was engulfed in a cloud of smoke. My legs felt like jelly as we approached my building. "You live here?" she asked, butting out her cigarette with her Birkenstock sandal.
"I do now," I said.
"Which floor? It's either safety or view, isn't it?"
"View," I said, smiling. "I live on the top floor."
As we walked toward the elevators, she did something unexpected, and touched my face. I drew back, unsure of what to do. My fingers found the button, and she leaned in to kiss my cheek. It was slow and warm, and when the elevator came, Saylia practically pushed me inside.
I felt her mouth on mine, and her fingers in my hair. As we rose into the sky she kissed me hard, and pressed herself against my hip. I responded to her, because I had no choice! Her mouth was demanding, and when the door to my floor opened, we fell out of it and slammed against the wall on the twelfth floor. She had me pinned, and I dropped my bag on the floor to touch her face. And suddenly her hands were everywhere on me.