Abi made her way home early from her work in London one Friday night. She had planned to go for a few drinks after work with colleagues, but had a chance to get away early. She made her way to her flat that she shared with her Fiance James, she planned to give him a nice surprise as she knew he would be finished early today too.
Abi was going to jump on him and take him immediately, they did this from time to time. They had lived together for 3 years now and were planning to get married next summer. Abi had only had 4 lovers, she had always waited until she was in a relationship before sleeping with a man. James too had only a few partners, they had got together young at 22 and had been faithful for the 5 years they had been together.
As Abi went up the stairs, her heart was pounding in anticipation of this unplanned sex. Their sex life was good, they had sex at least 3 times a week and both of them seemed satisfied.
As Abi opened the door quietly, she could hear voices. A woman was groaning, clearly having a great time. Abi dismissed it at first and assumed James was watching porn. Abi didn't like porn but reluctantly accepted that James did. He kept it to himself so she just let him get on with it.
As she approached the bedroom, she undressed. She was going to walk in naked and take James without a word.
As she opened the door she saw a sight that made her feel sick to her stomach. James was fucking a blonde haired girl hard from behind, her big tits were bouncing in time with James' thrusts. Neither of them saw her at first and carried on. Abi didn't know whether to stay or go, scream or cry. The man she loved and planned to spend the rest of her life with was fucking some tart, in their bed.
Abi quietly left the room and got dressed. The sound of them having sex was like torture for her. She just couldn't get her head around the fact he was doing this.
After about 5 minutes, James made one last noise and came. Everything went quiet for a few moments until James strolled into the Living Room. He saw Abi sitting there and went White. The shock on his face was apparent.
"What are you doing back this early?" he stammered, barely able to get his words out.
"I live here," Abi replied curtly, "I thought I'd make use of an early finish and surprise you."
"I don't know what to say." He said, now looking horrified at this situation. Abi couldn't tell whether he was upset at what he'd done or just that he'd been caught.
She then felt the tears well up but didn't want James to see her upset. She lashed out, hitting him repeatedly around the shoulders and head. He eventually got hold of her hands and attempted to calm her.
"Get out of my fucking flat you bastard." She screamed at him. "I can't believe you've done this."
James said nothing more, he didn't know what else to say. Abi stormed out of the flat, she needed time to take all of this in. She went to see her friend who worked in a coffee shop near their flat.
Jayne sat with her and let her pour her heart out, she was also shocked as Abi and James had always seemed the most settled out of their group of friends.
"Is there no chance you can get over this?" Jayne asked.
"No," Abi replied, "We always agreed that this was something we would never do. We always said we'd talk through problems if we had them."
The girls chatted for another half an hour until Abi was calm enough to go home. Jayne offered to go with her but he declined saying she wanted to sort this out for herself.
When she returned, the woman had left and James was sitting on the sofa with a bag packed.
"I had to see you before I go," he started, "I'm so sorry I've let you down like this, I never meant it to happen."
"Bollocks." She replied. "All I want to know is why."
James collected himself for a moment.
"I'd been getting bored with our sex life," James said, "I know we had plenty but it was always the same. I know it doesn't justify what I did but that's all I can say."
"You're fucking right it doesn't justify it!" Abi said, feeling the tears welling up again. She fought it this time though as she didn't want James to see how much she had hurt her.
"Why didn't you just talk to me?" Abi continued, "Am I that bad that you can't even approach me?"
"I just didn't think you would want to try anything new."
"How the fuck would you know if you didn't ask?" she shouted, cutting him off mid sentence.
James stared at the floor, unable to answer.
"So what was it you were so desperate to try then?" Abi went on, "What couldn't you ask me?"
James looked extremely uncomfortable now although Abi was taking no pleasure for this, she just wanted to know why he thought he needed to go elsewhere.
"I wanted to watch porn with you, try anal, light bondage, those sort of things." he said while trying to avoid eye contact.
Abi had tried Anal with him once but hadn't enjoyed it, James has never asked her again so she thought no more of it.
"Well I hope it was worth ending our relationship for." Abi said, now with a controlled anger. "Now fuck off to that slag you're seeing or wherever you want to go, we're finished."
"Can't we try to sort this out?" James tried with one last futile attempt to sort this out.
"No chance," Abi snapped. "You crossed the line, did the one thing we always said we wouldn't. Now get out."
James reluctantly left, knowing it was best to just leave it for the moment. The hurt was too raw at the moment.
Abi took the next few days off sick from work and didn't leave the flat. She had a few friends drop by to see how she was but she just couldn't face going out.
Jayne came round to see her about a week later to try and tempt her out.
"You know what you need now?" Jayne asked her.
"What?" Abi replied with no real interest. She knew what Jayne was going to say.
"A bloody good drink and a hard seeing to!"
Abi usually laughed this off, Jayne was single and made no secret of the fact she slept around. Abi was shocked when she told her a while back how many men she had been with. Jayne thought it was up to about 40 now but had honestly lost count. Abi never approved of all these one night stands but Jayne seemed to enjoy it.
"I couldn't face it." Abi replied, "I want to stay away from men for a while!"
"You need to stay away from relationships for a while!" Jayne came back quickly. "Uncomplicated recreational sex would do you the world of good!"
Abi just smiled and humored her for, she didn't really pay it much attention for the time being.
A month had now passed since James moved out. Abi was slowly getting back to normal. James had tried a few times to get in touch and reconcile things but Abi stayed firm. She had also agreed to a night out with Jayne. Her persistence had paid off and Abi gave in if only to shut her up.
"Put your pulling pants on!" Jayne joked with her, "We're going to have a proper night out!"
Abi knew what she meant and again humored her. She did get dressed up though, she had no intention of ending up with a man but it made her feel better about herself.
The girls made their way to the West End about 8pm. They went to a couple of bars near Leicester Square. They were crowded with loud music. Plenty of men were giving them attention but Abi just ignored it. She was never short of male as she was attractive slim with shoulder length dyed blonde hair. James had always loved her tits but she always thought they were too small at 34D.
Abi gave any man approaching her a polite brush off. Jayne however was on the lookout.
"Why don't you just let yourself go and sleep with someone?" Jayne asked her. "It must have crossed your mind at some stage."
"I don't know." Abi replied, "I just wanted to feel something for a man before I slept with him, I just wanted to settle down with someone I loved."
"And look what that bastard did to you," Jayne went on, "Get yourself some of what he had, prove to yourself that you're not the boring shag he thought you were. And let him know too!"
Abi thought about it. She did have a point. In the month since they split, Abi had tortured herself, blaming herself for his infidelity. Everybody had told her not to think like this but she still doubted herself.
The girls went on to another bar and had a couple more drinks. A couple of lads came over to chat to the girls. Jayne was once again interested, this time even Abi didn't dismiss them. Both men were about 30, one slim one a bit more well built. They were both attractive, Abi even felt a little twinge of attraction for them.
The lads introduced themselves as Gary and Michael, Michael was the one that Abi took a shine to while Jayne was happy to consider either! They chatted and allowed the lads to get them drinks.
"So what do you think of Michael?" Jayne said to Abi while the lads were at the bar.
"He's nice," she replied, "But no, I'm not going to shag him!"
"You don't know what you're missing!" Jayne laughed.
Abi knew she had a point, whether she liked it or not, she was single again now and would eventually be looking for a new man. She couldn't believe she was starting to consider it but the more the drink flowed, the more it seemed like a good idea.