The scent drifted to his nose, hated yet intriguing. He casually looked at his friends who were setting up camp for the night. They'd failed to find a town that would allow their unusual group to stay within their walls so with nightfall coming, they'd stopped in a small stand of trees for protection. His gold eyes fixed on Kagome, but her image was suddenly superimposed by Kikyo's, making him shake his head. The double vision came on him and and then, and he hated it more and more. Kikyo and Kagome were not the same woman, no matter what Kaede or anyone else said.
When had things gotten so complicated? Why had this happened to him; he was just unprepared for love and soft emotions. Why didn't he just accept that he wasn't allowed to love? Everyone he loved died or was torn from him…
The scent drifted by again. He was downwind of him, but they were too close. His shoulders stiffened as a daring idea came to him… Preempt the strike that was sure to follow being scented…
"Inuyashaaah!" Kagome called. His head snapped around to stare at her. She had been walking towards him but hesitated under his glare. "Ano… Do you want some noodles tonight?" she continued timidly; she knew that glare meant he was snappy at best. She could always control him with the rosary, but…
"No thanks. I just need some privacy. I'll be back later, Kagome." He said quietly. ‘I hope I will at least… '
Sesshomaru shifted away from the small sparse campfire Jaken and Rin had set up. He felt restless and thought maybe a run for running sake might help. He'd not fought or stretched himself for a few weeks now. Cracking his neck, he slid into the shadows and headed for the grassy plain at the edge of the forest. Just as he set foot outside the tree line however, he sensed another presence almost on top of him. He had Tokijin drawn and blocking the attack he knew was aimed at him in a heartbeat, and then blinked in shock as he recognized the sword he'd blocked.
"Tessaiga? What foolishness is this Inuyasha? You can't think to defeat me; you know that's not possible for someone like you." He said curiously, shoving his sibling's sword back and bracing himself for another attack. Inuyasha smirked, revealing a fang insolently.
"Sure, keep saying that, Sesshomaru. I've beaten you every single time we've fought, why shouldn't I expect that I can beat you this last time?" he slung the massive blade over his shoulder and lifted a brow at his somewhat baffled older brother. Sesshomaru tilted his head down, eyes shifting to Inuyasha's bare feet. His eyes drifted back up the younger males form, taking in the red cloth of his clothing, the saffron colored shirt under his haori, and the clawed hands, his white hair and genki ears, before settling on the boy's face. Though he'd never tell Inuyasha the truth, he looked startlingly like their father, in some ways more so than Sesshomaru himself did. Sometimes the hatred Sesshomaru felt for his sibling waned enough that he wanted to try and improve the boy, force him into a river for an hour then dress him as befitted the second son of such a powerful being as their father had been. Maybe he could stop this fire of anger from consuming him if Inuyasha looked worthy of the respect that had been reluctantly forced into Sessh's mind…
So deep in his musing was he that when Inuyasha rushed at him he barely blocked the attack, actually stepping backwards under Tessaiga's offensive. The fang-forged swords rang as Inuyasha used a new technique on his brother; accurate but rapid blows raining down as fast as he could swing the sword. Sesshomaru blocked the blows of course but was stunned that he felt them rattling his arm. He danced back then rushed back in, slashing with Tokijin's power but found it deflected by Tessaiga's. The brothers closed repeatedly, ignoring the occasional cut and buffeting from the screaming sword auras. Both were surprised at how this fight was unfurling itself, but refused to show it.
Then Inuyasha got a good swing at Sesshomaru's hand, and cut it off at the wrist. The hanyou froze in confused shock as Sesshomaru stumbled backwards, fire blazing in his eyes. His youki flared as he knelt and stared at the dismembered hand, still clutching Tokijin a few yards away. All he had to do was place the stump of his arm to the appendage; the hand would simply reattach and then he'd kill his cursed sibling once and for all…
Except Inuyasha walked over and rested the tip of Tessaiga upon Tokijin, staring down at the bloodless, severed hand. Tokijin shuddered and then lay still, obviously cowed by the sudden defeat to its enemy blade. Sesshomaru froze, an unaccustomed fear icing his veins. If his brother destroyed his hand… it had been hard enough to learn to live as a warrior with only one arm. Trying to replace that arm had shown him the futility that would accompany replacing his hand. He would become dependant on Jaken and Rin, he'd have to forget his vengeance upon Naraku… he would become useless…
Inuyasha knelt and picked the hand up, tugging it free of the sword handle and shivering with unnamable emotions as he looked at the graceful fingers and deadly claws. He jammed Tessaiga into the ground and stared blindly, a claw tracing the two adorning stripes on the heel of the hand. He felt… strange. He'd finally defeated his brother, but it was a hollow victory at best. He felt like a criminal, like he'd committed a wrongdoing, and he didn't like it one bit. Slowly he looked up at the seething Sesshomaru. For once, he really searched the youkai's face. And for once he saw into the proud, aloof façade. His brother was frightened. He could smell it, see it in his eyes. He'd dropped his right arm so his long sleeve covered his indignity, but they both knew what he was hiding. Why bother?