Ever since I was a little kid, I always wanted to be in movies. In the eighties, I use to watch guys like Al Pacino, Mickey Rourke and Michael Douglas and think that could be me up there. Not that I would pride myself on looking like those guys, but I'm talking about the women they got to fuck on screen. That's one of the best things about being in show business, or so they said. You go to fancy dinners, you whine and dine A-list Hollywood actresses and then you kiss on her tits while a bunch of horny old men videotape you. After that, you take her back to a five star hotel, paid for by the studio, and fuck until 10:00 AM in the morning. You know what? They could yell "cut!" as much as you want, it never takes the romance out of it for me.
I should be thankful that I am a B movie star and the truth is, even if I told you my name you would probably say you never heard of me. At least I got looks for another few years. It doesn't take much to get any barhopping slut into bed when you have jet black hair, a baby face and a six pack that comes from doing 200 sit ups a day. But I outgrew ordinary women in the late 1980s. I don't want to sound like a dick, but I really go for the fantasy glamor girl. I like perfect, cosmetically enhanced breasts, makeup that covers a morning face and skin that glows like the sun in Tuscany. So when I got a job opposite one of the biggest stars in Hollywood I became ecstatic. This was the pinnacle of my career, B-movie king or not. Sure, Ms. Divorced Hollywood Star wasn't exactly the It-Girl of the new millennium. Her fame had peaked in the Me-Decade and with today's HD format she probably looked slightly aged and weathered. (A messy divorce from old what's-his-name probably didn't help)
God love her though, Ms. Hollywood still looked the part. I own every erotic thriller she made in the last 20 years and collect all of her nude scenes religiously. She was a real ladyβyou never saw any moles or unsightly whiskers on that sublime, glistening body. Her breasts were like perfectly sculpted orbs and her hair was radiantly blonde, probably the same as the day she first walked into the audition. This woman never allowed herself to become "milfy." She was a superstar and would be until her last dying, cumming breath.
Thinking about our upcoming love scene left with me with a fucking priapism for weeks on end. I spent most of my free time reading and rereading the script, analyzing every sentence of nudity that was to come. Soon, those luscious breasts would be shaking over my head. Soon, that horny teenager from 1980-something would finally shoot a wad in his celebrity crush. Maybe the script wouldn't call for honest-to-goodness sex on screen. Maybe the hack director would tell me to put a sock on my cock or force me to wear a bodysuit. Whatever, if that woman's gorgeous tits were in my face, I wasn't complaining. Besides, how difficult could it be to talk some fading, insecure Hollywood starlet into having a few drinks after a hard day at the office?
But wouldn't you know, Hollywood glamorizes everything...even my dreams of scoring with the ultimate blonde bombshell of my era were rewritten and made into a predictable happy ending Ms. Hollywood could be comfortable with.
Mister Hack Director told me the morning of the Big Scene to get ready. I remember my cock getting so hard just thinking about the honor of sharing a bed with Mrs. 80s Immortal. My breath was short and an anxious feeling rose to the top of my stomach and up into my throat. I knew I wouldn't be able to breathe properly until I came about three times and smothered my face in her breasts for a good night's sleep.
We filmed a couple of in-between scenes while waiting for the starlet to arrive. After filming, the director instructed me to go back to my trailer and rest a while. Rest? I obliged, because I'm used to following strange orders working in this town. About ten minutes a later I get a knock on a door. Some cute little redhead was standing in front of me, smiling wide and tilting her head in earnest. Maybe it's second nature for me by now, but I start turning the old charm on. "What's a pretty girl like you doing in an ugly town like this?"
She chuckled. "I'm a big fan of yours," she sheepishly said curling her ponytail.