This installment of
Lineage
contains much less sex than the first two (there is still some), but rest assured, it is important to the story
.
Breaking Point
2294, Outpost K7, Klingon Border, 1700 hours
Sahar sat quietly at a table next to the window in the restaurant, gazing out the window. Hanging in space a few dozen kilometers away from her was the
Athena
. They were at Starbase 24 for a retrofit, one of a number planned for the
Excelsior
-class in the next few years. Sahar had just officially received her promotion to Lieutenant, Junior Grade, more than 6 months after the Klingon attack on the
Athena
. Despite her new rank and letter of commendation, Sahar was troubled. She picked at her biryani, having eaten almost none of it.
Sahar looked up and stared at the
Athena
. The dream she had after the attack had become a regular occurrence. Every week or so, Sahar would make love to Casana in her sleep, and every time she would wake up to find Casana involved with someone else. It was becoming a real problem for Sahar.
"You seem troubled, Lieutenant." Sahar was so startled that she nearly fell out of her chair. "I apologize. I did not mean to startle you." Sahar looked over to see Suvak sitting next to her at the table.
"Goddammit, Suvak! Whistle or something!"
"Vulcan's do not whistle," Suvak said, raising an eyebrow.
"How long have you been sitting there?" Sahar asked.
"53 seconds, sir."
"Don't call me 'sir', Suvak."
"Regulations state that-"
"I don't care. Call me Sahar. You're my friend," Sahar said.
"Very well, Sahar," Suvak said. They had become closer in the last few months. Sahar had been desperate to put distance between Casana and herself, and Suvak had provided a very calming alternative.
Sahar looked back out the window at the
Athena
. "Do we have orders yet?" she asked, trying to make conversation. She had asked the same question every day for the last month, all of which was spent at this station while the
Athena
underwent her retrofit. The answer was always the same: no.
"Yes," Suvak said. Sahar stared at her for a moment.
"...And?"
"'And' what?" asked Suvak in confusion.
"Are you going to tell me what they are?"
"You did not ask."
"I'm asking now," Sahar said, shaking her head. Suvak's tendency to take things literally still caused the occasional problem.
"We have been ordered to the rim-ward border on an exploration assignment beyond the Talos Star Cluster."
"Really?" This excited Sahar. Her parent's stories of exploring the unknown depths of space captivated her as a child. She was very disappointed when she heard that their original orders were to patrol the Klingon Neutral Zone, one of the most thoroughly scanned, mapped, and monitored areas in the galaxy.
Suvak simply nodded, showing absolutely no enthusiasm whatsoever.
"When do we leave?" Sahar asked excitedly.
"We should be ready in another week to ten days, depending on the results of the next set of diagnostics."
"More diagnostics?"
"Indeed. I am concerned that the
Excelsior
may be a faulty design. It has been found to have several times as many design flaws as most new classes. There was some discussion of abandoning the entire design, until the
Enterprise
was announced. Still, I doubt the spaceframe will have a long service life."
"I kinda like it," Sahar said.
"Oh? Why is that?" Suvak asked curiously.
"I don't know. She just feels good."
"That is not a logical reason," Suvak pointed out.
"Yeah, I know that," Sahar said. "Still, it's a beautiful design. Fast and agile, but armed to the teeth. Tough, too. The shields can take a hell of a beating."
"The impulse engines are aligned inefficiently, the EPS conduits are poorly organized, and frame is unnecessarily heavy, hurting efficiency."
"Typical engineer complaints," Sahar teased.
Suvak raised an eyebrow, but did not respond. They sat silently for a few minutes, and Suvak noticed a pained expression gradually creep over Sahar. "Is something bothering you, Sahar?"
"Hmm?" Sahar said, looking up from her drink. "Oh, it's nothing."
"Does it concern Ensign Olan?"
"What? No, I... No. Why would you think that?" Sahar asked nervously. She had not shared her feelings for Casana with Suvak.
"I have noticed that you rarely make direct eye contact with her, and when you are in proximity, your heart rate increases, as does you breathing. Additionally, you perspire heavily in her presence."
"Well, it's nothing," Sahar said, trying to end the conversation quickly. She was unsuccessful.
"These observations force me to conclude that you are sexually attracted to Ensign Olan."
"Do they now?" Sahar said, somewhat annoyed.
"Yes. Is my evaluation correct?" Suvak asked. Sahar stared at her for a moment.
"Yes," she sighed in defeat. "God, yes."
"Is this the source of your discomfort? I was under the impression that love was considered a very pleasant emotion."
"Only if it's mutual. If not, it's fucking miserable."
"And Ensign Olan has not reciprocated your affection?"
"No. She's pretty much with Black," Sahar said miserably, slumping in her chair. "Hell, I don't think she even knows how I feel."
"It is not logical to expect someone to react to something they are unaware of," Suvak said.
"Huh?" Sahar sat up.
"If Ensign Olan is unaware of your attraction, it is not logical to expect her to reciprocate your feeling."
"What are you trying to say?" Sahar said, somewhat accusatorily.
"I am simply stating that your expectations and behavior up to now have been illogical," Suvak said innocently.
"So what do you suggest?" Sahar said, crossing her arms.
"Logically, you have two alternatives. First, you may inform Ensign Olan of your feelings, allowing her the opportunity to either reciprocate your affection, or decline."
"Which would be bad."
"Yes, but the alternative is to abandon your attraction to Ensign Olan, and attempt to find a suitable mate elsewhere. This alternative has the same final result as rejection," Suvak explained.
"That is actually very good advice," Sahar said.
"It is merely a logical evaluation of your situation. I did not suggest which alternative you should choose."
******
USS Athena
, Deck 5, 1705 hours
Casana poked her head out of the storage closet, looking both ways down the corridor. Seeing no one, she ducked back inside.
"All clear," she said, stretching her arms behind her back. Black raised his head to look at her. He was sitting against the bulkhead, still exhausted. While Casana was fully clothed, he was still only in his undergarments.
"Yeah, okay. Just, uh, just give me a minute," he breathed. His face was still flushed, and he was covered in sweat.
"Are you okay?" Casana asked, with genuine concern.
"Sir, I am Starfleet Security Officer. I am in peak physical condition. I can assure you, I'm fine." He paused to take a deep breath. "I just need to wait until I can feel my legs."
"Okay," she said with mock disappointment. Casana plopped herself down next to Black, resting her head on his shoulder. "Should I go easier on you?"
"Oh, no," he said, kissing the top of her head. "You're doing just fine."
"Good, because I wasn't going to," she giggled, snuggling up against his side. Black lifted a thick, muscular arm over Casana's shoulder, pulling her closer. "So, why are you so tired, then?"
"Oh, it's nothing. Sahar has been pushing us pretty hard recently, that's all."
"She's intense, isn't she?" Casana smiled.
"Yeah," he sighed.
"What?" Casana asked, looking up at him.
"Hmm?" he groaned groggily.
"What's wrong?"
"It's nothing."
"No, it's something. You definitely have something face," Casana probed.
"Well, sometimes, I don't know, sometimes it seems like Sahar is pushing me harder than the others," he admitted.
"Is she being mean to you?" Casana asked playfully.
"I don't know. I think maybe she's... maybe she's upset."
"Upset? About what?" Casana said, sitting up.
"Us."
"Us? She thinks you aren't good for me? I know she's protective of me," Casana pointed out.
"No, not exactly."
"Then what?" she asked, staring into his soft blue eyes. "Why is she upset about us?"
"I just don't think she wants us to be together," he said. Black desperately did not want to be in the middle of a feud between his girlfriend and his superior officer. "Look, I'm probably just imagining things. Don't worry about it."
Casana grumbled, resting her head on his shoulder again. "I'm gonna have to punish her."
"I think that's the point," Black muttered under his breath. He immediately realized that he had not been nearly soft enough. Casana looked back up at him, a confused look in her eyes.
"What does that mean?" she asked.
"Cassie, I love you. I love you a lot. I don't want to do anything to screw this up. Just forget I said anything. Please?" Casana's eyes caught fire.
"No! No, I will not forget that you said anything! My boyfriend and my best friend aren't getting along, so I don't think I will be forgetting anything," she yelled at him.
"Okay," he said meekly. Black was several inches taller than Casana, and outweighed her significantly, but he had grown up in British Columbia, and he knew that wolverines were small, too. Casana definitely stuck him as wolverine-like. "Sahar wishes weren't together because... well... because she wants to be with... you." Casana cocked her head to one side, raising her eyebrows.