"So I know I said I'd pay you in full tomorrow night, buuuuut...."
Cloud had barely taken his boots off by the time Jessie had knocked on his door, "But you just couldn't wait?" he asked, his expression betraying the fact that it wasn't even a question. He had to admit he was surprised that she'd made it here so quick without catching up to him, but not really that surprised that she had turned up at all. Especially after the way her sarcastic innocence had drawn out her open ended conjunction.
"I hope that's not a bad thing?" Jessie replied, and made a motion to be let in. Conscious of that fact that Marle, or indeed anyone, could easily see his guest knocking on his door if they were awake at such an hour, Cloud quickly stepped back and let her enter the single room which was as sparsely decorated as his usual outgoing persona. "Ok, so I'm gonna be straight with you" she added as soon as Cloud had closed the door.
"Have to admit though, I thought that was all just an act" retorted Cloud as he interrupted what she was about to say next. Despite being able to stare down any enemy in battle her sudden appearance had made him nervous, which in turn was making him more articulate than normal.
Well I certainly got his attention at least
, Jessie mused.
"Well if I'm gonna be straight" she continued as Cloud began to shift somewhat uncomfortably, "I guess I might as well be completely straight. Yeah, it is an act." She had the full attention of her intimate audience of one as he pondered what else couldn't wait until tomorrow if her flirting hadn't been serious. "...But also it isn't", she finished with a shrug. With Jessie stood in front of him in the privacy of his room, her proposition now more enigmatic yet somehow also more honest, not for the first time Cloud looked at her armour as he studied her, and the fact it took the role of being a breastplate a little too literally.
He wondered what she was trying to say by wearing it and whether the ample curves in the thick metal plating were nothing more than a facade, an extension of her flirty personality used to hide the real her underneath? Or were they really there to accommodate her own voluptuous build? He also began to wonder if they were there to act as a distraction before the realisation that if they were, then they were certainly working. He brought his eyes back to Jessie's face with a start.
"That's why I love acting so much" she added. Having gladly allowed Cloud all the time he wanted to look her over, her response was once more filled with enthusiasm and confidence as though it was meant to be all the explanation Cloud needed.
"So you can hide behind being someone else?" Cloud asked. Though he posed the question out of curiosity as to what was happening in Jessie's mind, his loins were already beginning to stir thanks to his continued thoughts about the body she was hiding under her armour.
"So I can hide myself in plain sight" she replied simply. "When I flirt with people, I go over the top so they see it as an act."
"I guess that makes sense?" Cloud confirmed, his questioning not so much at what she said but at how to take it in.
"With something like acting, you can truly show the world those parts of you that you can't express elsewhere," Jessie continued, dropping her amorous demeanour but keeping her focus firmly on Cloud, "and it doesn't matter because all anyone else ever sees is just another character."
Cloud's mind began racing with thoughts of how this evening could progress now that his suspicions were finally confirmed, something which made him even more nervous than before. The gorgeous woman he'd come to know and appreciate in such a short time was offering him something he desperately wanted but didn't know how to accept.
"And when people call you on it?" he asked his companion who'd picked up on his hint of doing just that, but who was also taking care to note his attempted subtlety.
"Oh don't worry," she replied, unsure as to whether he got its double meaning, "there's always enough artistic license in there to mix it up. Even Biggs, and Wedge know what I'm like with no idea about the real me."
Hearing Jessie talk about her friends so casually brought Cloud back from the moment he now found himself in, and made him think about his own. He felt Jessie's gaze piercing through him as she waited for him to reply, and he had to look away. His eyes found the wall although they were looking at who was sleeping soundly on the other side. He couldn't help but feel guilty at the way he'd even thought about getting this close with one of her friends so soon after finding her again.
"I completely understand if you don't want to." Jessie said quietly, berating herself for being so impulsive. "But Tifa always said how she got over you when you never went back home, and so I..." although it wasn't until it was too late that she realised what she'd said as Cloud's eyes returned to her once more, she chided herself again for inserting herself too deeply between childhood friends who still hadn't fully caught up after so long apart.