Jamie woke up at four thirty the next morning and lay in bed thinking about the last two days and the changes in her life. After the transporter accident that changed James into Jamie several things had happened. Jamie had started to think of herself as a female and was starting to enjoy it. But the most worrisome thing was that she was starting to flirt and enjoy the look of men. This caused her some concern. Her immediate after accident scan in sick bay and her physical showed that her brain chemistry and memories were completely intact. So why was she continuously flirting with the first officer and enjoying the attention he was paying to her?
The previous evening she had been on the holodeck testing a new scuba device with Cdr. Burton and as she swam above him she found herself checking out his ass. Seeing the flexing of his hard body had excited her and this was causing her sleeplessness. Jamie gave up on trying sleeping and slid out of bed. Her roommate and bedmate Councilor Webster rolled over and continued snoring lightly.
Jamie slipped out into the living room and sat on the couch. She was still in turmoil. Thinking about what had happened the night before was not getting her anywhere. She was a man trapped in a mostly woman's body, so why was she looking at men? Her flirting at the party and with the commander was really starting to worry her. She made up her mind to talk to Carol once she was up and functioning that morning. Unfortunately, that would not be for at least another three hours. Jamie could not stay waiting for Carol to wake up to talk, she needed something to do in the mean time or she would lose her mind. She decided to go and have a work out, but did not want to go the ship's gym alone, not till she sorted out all these conflicting emotions. She decided to hit the holodeck for a little workout.
Jamie checked the holodeck programs and dressed before heading down to holodeck one. The smallest holodeck was not in use, not surprising considering the time, and Jamie was able to program a proper oriental dojo as she called up the Tai Chi program and instructor. Dressed only in her bathing suit and sweat pants, Jamie warmed up and then activated the program. This time she double checked that the privacy locks were engaged and then raised the gravity to 1.35 that of Earth standard.
An hour later, Jamie was soaked with sweat and rubbing her tired muscles. She completed the Tai Chi program and changed the holodeck to that of an Olympic size pool. Shucking off her sweat pants Jamie dove cleanly into the water and started to swim. She had not changed the gravity back and that only made her work out harder. Jamie relished the serenity of the empty pool and let her mind focus on her strokes. It kept the disturbing images from the night before from intruding. Another hour in the pool and Jamie was ready to call it a day.
Jamie walked out of the holodeck after cancelling the program and felt instantly lighter. The change back to shipboard gravity was delightful after two hours working out in the greater strain. Her muscles relaxed and she did not feel as fatigued as she did on the deck. She had dried off on the holodeck and she walked back to her quarters in just her suit and sweat pants a towel draped over her shoulders, hiding her breasts. Her trim body and flushed appearance caught many looks as she made her way through the corridors. Most of the crew was still sleeping, but a starship is never silent.
Jamie arrived at her quarters, slipped into the bathroom quietly and had her sonic shower; it got the chemicals off her from the pool and gave her time to deal with the rising sexual tension. She jerked off in the shower again, enjoying the feeling of the orgasm rising from deep within her. It was quite different from her orgasms as a man and she was enjoying the difference. She stroked her rising cock and ran her thumb over the head and under the crown. The pre-cum oozed out of the head and she spread it over the crown and shuddered at the feeling. Both her hands surrounded her cock and she felt the slickness of her pre-cum and she slowly brought her hand to her mouth. She had never tasted pre-cum or semen before, but for some reason she was drawn to it. Her tongue slipped out and the tip touched the fluid on her finger. The tartness surprised her, but she found it pleasant to taste. Jamie continued to lick her fingers as her other hand stroked her dick harder.
Leaning back against the wall, she stepped out of the sonic field and stroked her cock harder, her other hand reaching down and scooping up pre-cum and transferring it to her waiting tongue. Jamie found that she really started to like the taste and jerked harder. She felt the oncoming rush as her balls tightened to her body and her hips started to work faster. She put her hand down and shuddered as she came into her own palm. Wracking shudders ran through her body as she finished coming into her hand. Jamie dropped to her knees and looked at the puddle of jizz in her palm. She brought her hand up to her nose and smelled the goo she had just shot out. She stuck out her tongue and touched it to her cum. The saltiness surprised and delighted her. Immediately she felt repulsed by what she had done and threw herself back into the sonic shower, trying desperately to rid herself of the shame of what she had just done.
Jamie was in her robe eating a large breakfast of eggs benedict and pancakes when Carol made her normal morning appearance of staggering out the bedroom to the replicator for her morning coffee. Jamie just smiled and went back to her padd and her report to the Captain about the Dyson sphere. Carol appeared about forty five minutes later, dressed, made up and ready to face the day. Jamie looked up and smiled in relief, she did not know how much longer that she could have held in her need to talk.
"Good morning," Carol said brightly. "I see you are eating a good breakfast for a change."
"Hi," Jamie replied, "I could not help myself, after the workout I had this morning, I was starved."
"What workout?"
"I went down to holodeck one and did some Tai Chi and then called up the pool program and had a swim"
"What time did you get up?" Carol questioned.
"About four thirty, I could not get back to sleep so I went for some exercise."
"Why couldn't you get back to sleep? Four thirty is a little early isn't it?"
"I ...I..." Jamie stuttered and closed her eyes.
"What is it honey, you can tell me." Carol said quickly and came to sit next to Jamie at the table. Jamie started to cry and Carol hugged her to her shoulder and rubbed her back
"I am so confused," Jamie said between sobs.
"About what" Carol asked quietly.
"About me, the way I have been behaving the last couple of days."
"And what has been wrong with the way you have been behaving?" Carol replied, "I have spoken to Cdr. Burton and he told me about your meeting. You handled it extremely well. I watched you interact with the crew last night and saw nothing wrong."
"That is not it." Jamie gasped, "It is the way I have been feeling and the thoughts I have been having."
"What feelings, just calm down and tell me." Carol said quietly.
