German bitch
. It was the only thing that would go through his mind. She sat on the passenger side in a desecrated officer's uniform and casually smoked a cigarette like most whores sucked a man's cock. He didn't care that she'd been an American citizen for years. It didn't matter that she had spent the last two years entertaining American troops with the USO instead of chasing a glamourous movie career. Her accent was almost gone, but it was too exotic to be American. Somehow she had fooled Hoover's FBI, but most of the GIs had her number. German spy.
"Stop over there. I want to see the church." She waved her hand negligently at a burned out husk of a building. The fallen cross was the only testament to what it had been. He couldn't imagine why she'd want to see it. Maybe to savor the destruction.
"All right, Miss Dietrich." His tone was appropriately respectful and pleasant. Probably why he'd gotten stuck with chauffeur duty, because he was a good poker player.
She didn't say anything, just eyed him for a moment then returned to watching the scenery. He ignored the bitch and geared down the jeep. He parked it behind the church under trees and near bushes. The muscles in his back knotted up because there really wasn't any better cover than that. Even though this had been declared a safe area, it was hard to shake the feeling that the Krauts were everywhere. He followed her into the church, admiring the view. She strode like a man, but the way her ass twitched, well it made a man think off all the luscious sin he could do with it.
"Sergeant, I would like to be alone." Her husky voice crawled down his spine and stroked him with a thousand tiny pricks of heat. He stood still, hoping like hell she wouldn't turn around before she went into the church. He didn't have a single damned way of hiding his erection.
"All right, Miss Dietrich."
She paused at the sound of his voice, did she hear something in it?, then went inside. German bitch, he was forced to remind himself. A man could detest a woman he wanted to fuck, he discovered, it was just hard to concentrate on the animosity with a hard on. He leaned against the church and arranged his trousers just in case she came back out before 'Ol Boy calmed down. He lit a cigarette and scanned the area, listening to the birds signing. Nature never seemed to notice war nearly as much as people did. A particularly vocal bird took a seat on a branch near the jeep and carried on as if it were in the middle of Carnegie Hall. Some of the tension he'd been carrying around with him evaporated. He blew smoke toward the sky and just listened.
The crackle of her footsteps through the building stopped. He vaguely wondered what she was doing in there. Meeting her Nazi contact probably. He considered peeking, but couldn't muster the energy. The sun was warm, the breeze was soothing, and the birds were singing a concert just for him. Hoover's FBI had already cleared her three or four times over anyway. Maybe five. What was good enough for Truman was good enough for him. Nothing but dead silence from inside, she couldn't be doing anything but just standing there.
He stubbed the cigarette out more for something to do than because he was finished with it. After watching her make love to one with her mouth, he felt vaguely uneasy smoking it anyway. He froze in the middle of sticking the cold, folded butt in his pocket. His first thought was that she was choking a rabbit. The swallowed whimpers were low and full of pain and didn't even sound human. His second was that her Nazi contact had gotten aggressive with her. He slipped his eye around the fire gutted frame of what used to be a window and peeked. He could only see a gleam of honey-blonde curls in the gloom at the other end of the church, where the altar still stood.
He cautiously stepped into the church. "Miss Dietrich?"
She hadn't heard him. She sat on the floor against the altar, curled up on herself and rocking. The moaning was coming from her.
"Miss Dietrich?"
She stiffened, lifting her head. He could see the faint gleam of tear tracks on her cheeks. "Go away."
"Are you all right, Miss Dietrich?"
"Sergeant, I have asked you to go away, please go." Her voice cracked on the last word.
He crossed the church reaching to touch her, then stopped. She was a star of the silver screen and he was just a buck sergeant. She was golden, he was dirt. She was German. Fuck it. He gently put his hand on her shoulder. He could feel her shaking, occasionally hiccupping with the force of will she used to keep her tears in check.
"Go, please go..."
Aww shit. He'd always had a soft spot for women, German or not. He cursed that soft spot and his mother for sticking it into him. He wrapped himself around her, silently offering her a shoulder to cry on. She was like him, in a way. He wouldn't want anyone to see him crying either. She held herself away stiffly for a few moments, then allowed the luxury of weeping. He closed his eyes and rubbed her spine silently, letting her take as long as she wanted.
Eventually she stopped and pushed herself away from him. He offered her a handkerchief and pointedly looked at the wall while she dried her eyes. "You hate me because I am German. I know this," she handed his hankie back. He was about to protest when she waved a hand negligently. "You are not a good actor, Sergeant. You are a kind man, but you are not a good actor. I am German and I am proud of my heritage. I am not a Nazi and it pains me to see what they have done. This," she waved her hand at the charred walls, "is the price of hate. My people have allowed this to happen. This is what hurts and angers me. I wish that I could stop it all and make it right. That I could make everything the way that it was. I am but one woman and this destruction is, it is tiring."
"Miss Dietrich, I don't hate you."
"Yes, you do. I have seen it in your eyes. Come, let us return. I have seen enough." She stood and brushed her pants.
He thought about it, knew he should follow orders. "No, Miss Dietrich, I don't think you have. Get in the jeep."
Astonished, she stopped. "I have no need for more guilt, Sergeant. I carry all of it that I wish to. You will return us to camp."
He didn't say anything, just followed her to the jeep.
She gifted him with a smile when he backed onto the road and headed in the direction that they'd come. She could think that they were returning all she liked, but he would take her to one other place before they did whether she liked it or not. He had no earthly idea why he cared one whit about how she felt, he just knew that he did. That damned chivalry that his momma had beaten into him with a broom wouldn't let him do otherwise. There was the trail.
"What are you doing? I demand that you turn this around and take me back immediately!" She said it
immeedjitly
like the Brits did. "You will be in a great deal of trouble for this sergeant, this I promise you!"
First Sergeant had translated his light duty into essentially no duty while his leg healed. Rather than hang around the bivouac waiting to be someone's gofer, he'd found a fishing hole. It wasn't very far away, just a little more than a mile, but it felt more like a different time or a different place. If the war had touched it, than it had forgotten about it. He stopped the jeep and shut it off. He wouldn't put it past her to drive, but she didn't seem inclined. She glared at him instead.
"I want to show you something, Miss Dietrich."
"I assure you that have seen several already, I have no interest in seeing yours."
"What?" He jumped out of the jeep and went around to her side, opening the door.
Her eyes dropped chillingly to the front of his pants, then met his furiously. He understood the innuendo finally and blushed. "No, not that. I come fishing here when I can get away. I want to show you the creek."
"Crick?"
"Yeah, it's right over here."
"What is a crick?"
"It's like a river, only smaller, you know, a stream?"
"You kidnaped me to show me a stream? Are you insane?"