The next time I saw Kim I told her I'd like to try being a more "normal" couple. I had real feelings for her and wanted to see if maybe she had some for me. We'd do a little domination stuff, but just for fun, rather than for humiliation or gratification. I wanted her to be my girlfriend. She beamed, she was so happy. I didn't have the heart to tell her it was only because that's what Kourtney wanted so when I broke Kim's heart it would hurt her even more.
We did normal things dating couples do. We went to movies, out to dinner, to the park and the zoo. We tried to keep paparazzi away so I remained anonymous to the public as Kim's boyfriend. We'd go home and we'd make love. Sure, there was anal sex. Sure, there were messy blowjobs and I'd even knock her around a little. But, all-in-all, it was what we both considered normal behavior for two people in love with each other.
I even bought her presents. I couldn't afford, or didn't want to waste my money on expensive jewelry. She had all she could ever use. But I would buy her costume earrings and necklaces. They were mostly big and gaudy and made her look like the Egyptian queen she was. OK, it was really Armenian, but let's not split hairs. I continued to encourage her to wear very slutty and sexy clothes and too much make-up so she would mostly look like my whore. She didn't mind at all. I think it was natural for her to look and act like a whore - she reveled in it. She loved the attention from strangers and the attempts they made to look at her nipples and up her skirt or at her legs.
We were getting along very well. I could tell she wanted to have more sex with me. Eventually she would want it rougher and kinkier. It was the natural submissive in her. I tried to take it easy for a while. I'd let her get on top of me and pump my cock with her tight cunt until I came inside her. She would roll off of me and start licking and sucking me to hardness so I could fuck her again. After a couple rounds of this, she would fall asleep in my bed, as happy as a little girl could be.
I'll have to admit, as pleasurable as it was to have Kim as my girlfriend, I yearned to dominate her again. I wanted to hurt her - not only physically, but emotionally, too. I wanted her to doubt that I loved her. I wanted her to worry about what I might require her to do next. I didn't want her to feel safe or respected. So when Kourtney said it was time to bring her down I was glad.
I took Kim to dinner at a nice restaurant. I had insisted she wear a tight-fitting white sweater with no bra underneath so her dark nipples easily showed through the sweater for all to see. Also, I had her wear an extremely short skirt and extremely high heels. Anyone who wanted could look up her skirt and see her bushy snatch. She was all over me, attempting to kiss me and cuddle close in our booth. Sometimes I'd let her kiss me, but mostly I'd push her away and show everyone how disinterested in her I was. The waitress must have thought she was pathetic. I hoped so. She was pathetic. I really wanted a strong woman - a woman of whom I could be proud. I really wanted Kourtney.
After a couple weeks of this "vanilla" behavior with Kim, Kourtney told me it was time to resume Kim's humiliation. Kourt explained to me what I was to do. It sounded like fun to me.
I had Kim sleep over on a Friday night. Everything was as expected that night - we made love and then went to sleep. The next morning was a new day, in more ways than one. I pinned her to the bed, laying on top of her and spreading her legs apart with my knees. I French kissed Kim until her legs were spread wide for me. I said, "Why are your legs spread so far apart?"
She replied, "Because I want you inside me."
I said, "Make a sentence out of it. You know better than that, don't you?"
"My legs are spread far apart because I want you inside me," said Kim, somewhat reluctantly.
"Why do you want me inside you, cunt?" I hadn't called her that for more than two weeks.
"I want you inside me so you can fuck me, Master," she replied. She sensed we were getting back to where we had been a month ago and she was anxious to resume her submissive role. Pretending to be my equal was too difficult for her.
She was dripping wet. I had no trouble pushing myself deep inside her. I pushed extra far so it would hurt her - so it wouldn't be pleasant for her. I French kissed her mouth for a long, long, time. She wrapped her legs around me and tried to pull me deeper inside her. I slapped her face as hard as I ever had. She gave me a quizzical look.
I said, "I don't need or want your co-operation to fuck you. I'll fuck you when and however I want to. I don't give a shit what you want. Are we clear?"