Jim said, "We'll talk tomorrow?"
Pam felt the tears rushing, but said, "Yup, I'll talk to you tomorrow, bye".
She hung up the phone and put her head in her hands, she didn't know what to do. She looked up to see Brian standing in his usual spot in front of her. She felt a tear running down her chick and put her hands to the sides in frustration.
Brian said, "Hey, are you OK?"
She shook her head no.
"What am I doing wrong Brian?"
"Nothing, you're doing nothing wrong, it's just a tough situation," he answered.
He came close to hug her, and she was grateful for that. The distance from Jim was hard not only because of their lack of intimacy (which was very tough for pam) but because of the lack of tender touches, comforting hugs and gentle neck rubs. She missed the feeling of having someone she felt she could rely on, a partner. And in the past weeks Brian was her anchor -- he was so sweet and understanding, and simply there when she needed. But now Pam felt like she needed an anchor more than ever. She needed to feel loved and wanted. More specifically not to feel like a burden or like the kids babysitter. Brian smelled so good, and he had the kindest look in his face. Pam couldn't ignore how nice and thick his arm felt around her.
Not thinking to much she ran out of the office while tears are streaming down her cheeks, while holding Brian's hand in hers. She had to escape the camera crew so they won't see what she was about to do. She led Brian down the stairs when he asked, "Pam? Where are we going?"
She replied "Just away from here, I have to get away from everything just for a little while."
"Yeah, no problem," he said. She felt such warmth to hear this. She missed the feeling of someone seeing her needs and actually caring about them.
She went into the car and Brian went in the passenger seat. She turned the switch and drove away to a nearby parking lot she knew too well.
It was the place she and Jim used to go back when they just started dating and they didn't want the camera crew to follow. She spent hours in this place with Jim, creating some very memorable and hot memories. She parked the car. Opened her seatbelt and looked at Brian. While her tears mostly dried by now her eyes were still slightly red and swollen. It might not be the most PC thing to think but Brian thought she looked beautiful like that.
Brian started saying, "Pam, I know this is a really difficult time for you b..."
"No. Just...", then she proceeded unbuckle his seatbelt and pulling him by the neck to a wet, slightly salty kiss on the lips.
Brian recoiled back, "Pam, what are you doing??"
"I'm sorry I surprised you, don't you want to kiss me?" she sniffled, her voice slightly trembling. She didn't think she could handle a rejection right now. She was sure this is what Brian wanted.
Brian's had a shocked expression. "It's not that I don't want to kiss you Pam, I wanted to do that for years. But what about Jim?"
Pam half smiled, one of those smiles that is more sad than happy.
"Don't worry about Jim, leave that to me. And don't feel guilty or anything, this is on me not you. And actually somewhat on Jim. It's his fault I feel so alone and like a burden. Do you know how long it's been since I felt like I have a partner?" she finished with an angry tone.
Combined with her loneliness and Brian's presence she felt a fire in her urging her to touch him. She wanted those muscular hands to wrap around her.
"I know Pam, I know he's not okay but don't you think it's crossing a line?" Brian said.
"So there's actually something you don't know. The camera crew didn't catch it, but I did. Jim had a fling with Cathy. It didn't last long, he confessed and we managed to go through it. But ever since I've known that there might come a time I'll need something like this and I feel like I'm entitled to it. Plus, I have my red lines, don't worry about it," she replied.
She put up a smile, a more excited one this time, and pulled him back for another kiss. This time he kissed her back, with those thick lips of his. Guess that convinced him, she thought. She felt his arms, so thick and muscular, ran her hand through his luscious hair, while he kept his hands on her waist and neck. The kissing got more intense with tongues crossing from side to side. She felt still some hesitation so she broke the kiss for a second and whispered, "touch me".
Brian didn't need any more pushing as he started exploring her thighs, the top of her ass and slowly but surely climbed up to her chest. Pam's heart was beating quickly. She loved having her tits fondled and after so long having strong hands like Brian touching her made her wet. he touched them gently, only squeezing lightly at first.
Pam was very proud of her D cup chest. They served her proudly over the years in her endeavors with boys, and also due to being quite sensitive they brought her a lot of pleasure. Brian started getting more aggressive with them squeezing harder and pressing them to each other.
"you have no idea how long I've wanted to do this," he said.
"I think I have a good idea, do you think I haven't noticed you checking them out?" she said coyly.
"You did?" he said with a blush.
"I did. And I liked it. Well today Brian they are all for you," she said.
This got him excited and he dove to kiss her neck in earnest. Pam felt so good and her loins were burning with lust.
"What do you say we move this to the back?" she said. He didn't even answer just nodded in slight disbelief. Brian was struggling to accept that this was happening. After so long.
They moved to the back and Pam moved to take Brian's shirt off. Underneath he was muscular and toned. She rubbed his chest and his abbs, wanting to take a bite. She saw he didn't move to take her clothes off so she chose the direct approach.
"Take off my shirt Brian," she said.
He couldn't be happier to oblige. Under the shirt Pam wore a simple beige bra, no lace or anything fancy, but her breasts filled it so nicely it made Brian drool. Pam basked in his stare, missing this feeling of admiration men had for her bust.
"How about the bra now?" she said.
This time Brian was slower to react probably due to his disbelief.
"They are all yours today", she encouraged.
With that Brian returned to kissing her while taking the bra off. But she wanted him to get the full experience so as the bra went off she cut the kiss to give him a little show.
"So? What do you think of these boobs you've been staring at for so long?" she said as she grabbed them from below and moved them up and down to enhance the experience.
Brian was completely in awe, they were even bigger braless and upclose, there was just so much titflesh.
"Amazing," was all he could say.
