Sabrina made her way through her living room, turning out the lights. She was on her way to bed, yawning all the while and looking forward to a good rest. When she was about to switch off the kitchen light, she saw her stuff on the table. She always tossed the day's things- keys, purse, papers - on the kitchen table when she came home. Next to her purse was a little gray envelope.
Kris had given that to her after work earlier that day. She hadn't said what was in it, except that she wanted Sabrina to read it. It had completely slipped her mind until right now. She shuffled over, picked it up, and shuffled back out, turning off the light behind her.
The mattress squeaked when she plopped down. It felt good to be off her feet. She curled up under the sheets, getting comfortable, and then took a look at the envelope. It was unsealed, but the top was folded into the bottom to keep its contents from falling out. Sabrina stuck a thumb inside and opened it up.
Inside were several small pieces of paper, with Kris's writing on them. There was a date and writing, a date and writing. One edge of each piece of paper was rough. They must have been torn right out of her diary, Sabrina deduced. She skipped to the end, looking at the last date included in the pages. It was today's date.
She began to read from the beginning.
"March 29
Today Sabrina bet me that she can go longer without having an orgasm than I can. It'll be hard but I have to beat her- whoever breaks first has to buy drinks for a month. So, no orgasms for me starting tonight. I bet she won't last a week."
Sabrina snorted. "Not a week, huh? It's been more than a month. Shows what you know," she thought. The bet was still on, and she was proud not to have cheated. She read on:
"April 2
Kelly isn't involved in our bet and now she is having a ball teasing us. I think I should stay out of her house for a while because I really want to win.
April 4
Right in the middle of talking to Charlie today, Kelly started making out with me. I knew she was just trying to get me horny, but it still kind of worked. I'll get her back when this is over!
Sabrina was teasing me too, but not too much because she's being careful not to get worked up. I think she realized that teasing me will just backfire on her so she stopped. Ha!
April 5
I'm not sleeping very well. I never really realized how much I need my bedtime release, even just fingering myself a little. Now I just lay there awake. This is hard!
April 10
Still not sleeping right. I've been pretty high strung this week and I think Sabrina is too. I've been snapping at Kelly and Bosley for no reason. At least they know what's going on, but I still feel bad. An extra drink now and then helps a little."
Sabrina identified with these entries. She, too, had been on a short fuse and drinking more than usual. Sometimes there was little else to do.
"April 14
I had the craziest dream last night. I was in my room, trying to fall asleep. I was having a hard time because I was really horny, so I was just trying not to think about anything, especially sex. So I fell asleep for a minute, and then I heard Jill whispering my name. I was kind of angry because I just finally got to sleep, and now she was waking me up. There was a full moon shining really brightly through my bedroom window, so I could see her face clearly and she looked a little upset.
"What's wrong?" I asked her.
"I don't know," she said. Her voice sounded kind of distressed and she had both of her hands covering her chest, right over her boobs. She saw me looking and explained, "They hurt."
"Maybe it's almost that time," I said. "Sometimes they get really tender."
"They are, but it can't just be that," she said.
"Why not?"
"They're bigger," she whispered.
"Well, they always get a little bigger right before. That's normal." I thought it was kind of weird that she was worried about it, especially since she'd been through this more times than I had. In fact, she was probably the one that told me that in the first place.
"No, you don't understand. They're a lot bigger," she said. "Look." She opened up her nightshirt carefully and I saw what she meant. They really were a LOT bigger. They hung down low and heavy like I'd never seen them do before.
"Wow," I said. "I see what you mean."
"Yeah. I can't sleep, I can't do anything. They feel like they're full of lead. What am I going to do?" she looked like she was about to cry.
I felt sorry for her, but I was still kind of captivated. They were just huge. I reached out to feel them, and she shrank back a little.
"They're really sensitive," she warned me, like I was going to hurt her.
"I'll be gentle," I reassured her. She seemed satisfied. I reached out again, very gingerly running my fingers over her breasts. The skin felt extra smooth, like it was stretched really tightly. It must have been, because they were so much bigger. I cupped one in my hand, surprised by how heavy it felt.