Blake Lively -- Part 2: Education / Exploration / Insufficiency
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Blake tossed and turned restlessly in her bed, eventually getting up and heading downstairs so as not to disturb her husband, Ryan. Her mind had been on what had happened, and what she'd agreed to, all afternoon since leaving Dan.
She'd never stepped out on her husband before, or any previous man in her life come to that. She'd always been a good girl, a faithful and somewhat obedient partner and now all of a sudden it had all changed and she'd become the opposite in an instant. A little boredom around her sex life, the feeling it had got a little stale and predictable, failing to excite her as it used to and suddenly she'd jumped into this.
And she knew she had; Blake knew she had simply been captured by Dan when she met him, attracted by the danger and illicit excitement his world offered her, something completely new and different to tempt her from her boring marriage. And she was ashamed at herself at how easily she'd let herself fall into it; it wasn't Dan's fault, he was doing his thing and she was hardly surprised but still quite flattered that he'd actively wanted to pursue and introduce her to things. But the choice had been entirely hers and laid out in excruciating detail before her, in that contract she'd signed after hours reading and fingering herself over it. She knew exactly the gravity of what it bound her into, and she'd signed it anyway.
The decision was hers and she had to live with that. Which she did, she was looking forward so much to Dan introducing her to the deeper world of BDSM that may offer her such sexual satisfaction and enjoyment, as well as peace and calm like she'd not experienced before if she found herself, as he assured her was possible. But it didn't stop her feeling immensely guilty about what she'd done and now she was yet another cheating Hollywood wife, yet another slutty actress that had her head turned by a guy on set. And it was always that way, rarely another actor or the director, it was always some cameraman or stunt co-ordinator, or in this case a subject matter expert.
Blake let all these conflicting thoughts tumble through her mind as she paced around her kitchen at four in the morning, bare feet quietly padding across the tiles as she tried to put everything together. She thought relentlessly but somehow could never quite find a way to reconcile it all in her head; she certainly couldn't justify her actions and kept reminding herself of how she'd feel if her husband did the same thing to her. Those thoughts were pushed to the back of her mind constantly though by how much fun she'd had and how thrilled she was for what would come next. Her probably, as she thought of everything he'd promised to explore with her, how he would test her limits and introduce her to new things.
It only made her hand stray over the front of the stripy panties she had on, below the thin white T-shirt that covered the rest of her body. It was warm in their house and she didn't need much more, her big size nines bare on the cool floor as her mind started to run with the idea of what he might do to her. It wasn't with her, it was to her, using and training her as his sexual plaything, Blake submitting perfectly the way he wanted her, the way he'd assured her she couldn't, being his perfect submissive and fulfilling his every need.
She rubbed roughly up the front of her underwear, over her engorged lips, pressing between them to let the cotton grind over her clit and make her gasp. Her fingers pressed firmer, wanting to really feel it now, a hard, intense sensation to match the stark wants and desires in her mind. She wanted to really get the stimulation, no play or teasing, no light touches, just hard, sharp, eye-opening sensations. Blake leaned against the counter and let herself relax, pushing her hips towards her fingers to drive her touch and maximise the feelings. She wanted pleasure but she also wanted pain now, she wanted to know what it felt like, what it was like to drive herself with more than the obvious.
Blake rubbed herself harder, faster, being more rough with herself as she pressed her fingertips into her most sensitive point. Through the panties all she did was drive more pleasure, more intense than normal, more rapid and uncomfortable yet alluring as she curled her fingers hard against her body with short, strained motions. She gave an exasperated sigh, standing up straight in frustration a little fast so she almost had to steady herself a moment before she pulled both hands to her hips and shoved her colourful panties down her thighs, leaving the elastic to strain above her knees as she exposed herself.