Billie the Porn Addict

Billie Eilish sank back into her couch. 2024 had been a wild year. She had released an album, was in the middle of a tour and had featured on a song from another huge album. She had a few days off as her birthday was coming up. She was looking forward to a well deserved break.

Billie sprawled out on her luxurious couch. She had been doing a lot of partying recently, specifically with her friend Charli. The British singer was definitely a bad influence on her. Charli smoked, did coke and got into all sorts of hijinks when they went clubbing. Billie didn't mind though. It was fun to cut loose with her, and while she didn't smoke she was partial to a bump off Charli's upturned fist in the middle of the dancefloor.

When they collabed in the studio for "Guess", Charli had been the biggest tease to Billie. She flirted, flashed her and made lewd remarks, but it was all in good fun. That was until Charli found out about Billie's porn addiction. That's when the teasing had ramped up. Charli would moan or even play porn while Billie was trying to record her part of the song. Billie had been so frustrated and horny by the end of their time together.

She lay on the couch and thought about how tempting that time had been. Billie had been very open about her porn addiction in the media. But what she hadn't been open about was the recovery process. There were so many triggers everywhere. Anything remotely sexual could turn her on. Just as long as she didn't relapse and get sucked into watching porn again. That would be okay if she stayed away from Twitter or Reddit.

Even now as she was scrolling through TikTok there were temptations. One particular trend that had become popular was the "Black Top Big T Shirt Billie Eilish". Billie was tickled when the song named after her came out but was floored by the videos people made using it. The trend revolved around people somersaulting while taking off a baggy t-shirt and then cut to them striking a sexy pose. The one Tiktok she was currently replaying was by the influencer Brooke Monk, who ended up in a tight Spiderman costume.

Billie felt a warmth go through her as she watched this video. She was feeling particularly comfy right now, wearing only a tank top and loose shorts. She had taken to going braless when she was home alone. The pop star wore a F cup bra and it just felt so much more comfortable to let them loose.

She quickly closed Tiktok. She had to stay strong. Her schedule had been busy with so much work for a reason. The less time she had to herself, the easier it was to avoid sexual triggers that would slip her back into her addiction. She still had time to masturbate of course, but it wasn't a case of spending days glued to a computer screen and her hand rubbing herself constantly.

Billie decided to take her mind off it, so she would put on some Netflix. Just as she was reaching for the remote, her phone lit up. A text from Charli. Fuck, she thought to herself, I don't want to go partying again. But it was no invitation to go out. Just one line. SAW THIS ON TWITTER AND THOUGHT OF YOU.

Billie opened the message to find a video. It was a picture of her on an iPad. She recognised it as something she had posted to Instagram that summer, her wearing a bikini on a hot summer day. The bikini barely held her tits in place and her pale chest was glistening with sweat. That wasn't the focus of the video however.

Hovering over the iPad was a large cock, belonging to whoever was making the video. Billie felt her mouth go dry. The guy was stroking his penis over her pic. It was fairly large and was covered with a lot of lube, making it shiny. Billie couldn't help but feel her pussy throb as the guy jerked off.

"Look what your big tits do to me, Billie," the guy was moaning. His husky voice hit Billie's ears and something switched in her brain. There was a warm comfortable feeling that spread throughout her whole body. It was something she hadn't felt in ages. The guy in the video suddenly stopped stroking his cock and aimed it at the iPad. A big rope of cum hit the screen right where her tits were. Another glob fully covered her face. It was a big load.

Billie weakly put the phone down next to her. Like most female celebrities in the internet era she was familiar with the "cum tribute". In her porn addiction days, she'd seen her fair share of them. But unlike most of her famous friends, she wasn't disgusted by them. They fascinated her. Seeing those thick globby loads spray across her was close enough to her favourite type of clips, facial compilations.

Her phone buzzed next to her. Another text from Charli, HAVE FUN TONIGHT. Fuck that bitch. She would probably be cackling her little British tits off if she knew how weak she had just made Billie.

The floodgate had been opened now and Billie's brain was starting to get fuzzy. Seeing that disembodied cock cum on her unlocked something she hadn't felt in years. When she was in the full throes of her addiction, her brain would switch off and she would rub her clit for hours on end. She knew that feeling and could tell it was coming on. Right now her pussy was throbbing. All the blood had run to her vulva and she melted into the couch at the familiar sensation. It was warm and comforting. She missed it.

The thing she missed the most was the porn. Picking back up her phone, she downloaded X from the App Store. She had a sneaky account on there that she didn't delete. Kind of a break glass in case of emergency type thing. Tonight called for it.

When she opened it up, Billie was flooded with all sorts of tantalising images. There were topless pics, gifs of girls getting fucked, even full length porn clips. She had curated this account to perfection. All the accounts she followed were nothing but unadulterated porn bliss.

Billie decided to start slow. If she was going to relapse, she may as well make the most of it. She found an account that had a good feed of girls touching themselves. Watching them lay there with their fingers rubbing circles around their clits was so erotic. Holding her phone in one hand, Billie slid the other hand into her shorts. It was already so wet down there. She loved the feeling of her throbbing pussy. There was something comforting about it. As soon as she was watching these girls rub themselves, Billie knew the familiar feeling all too well.

When her fingers made contact with her pussy, electricity ran through her body. It was a nice warm throb that spread slowly into every part of her body. She found one clip that went for a few minutes. It was a girl laying on her back slowly rubbing her clit. Billie found this particular girl incredibly sexy. Short brown hair with small tits and a flat tummy. Something about her just lit up the bisexual part of Billie's brain. As she watched, she decided to match the girl's movements. It made her so hot. It was almost as if she was feeling the same pleasure as this other girl. She clicked away because the girl in the video looked like she was going to cum and Billie wasn't there at all. She wanted to prolong her pleasure.

She could feel her tank top chafing against her nipples. It felt so good. They were stiffening and she bit her lip as she looked for what to look at next. She settled on an oily porn scene between a girl and guy. Billie loved oil and the way it looked in porn. All shiny with lights reflecting on it. She even loved the way it felt on her own body. It made her feel like she was the porn.

The guy in the clip was squirting baby oil all over a pornstar's giant ass. The way she was positioned toward the camera meant that there was nothing but her big white globes in the frame. You could see her asshole and pussy lips. Oil dripped everywhere. The booty was so shiny as the big hands rubbed it in. By the end it just looked so mouthwatering.

Billie gasped as a big oiled porn cock came into view. It was glistening as it rubbed itself between the two giant ass cheeks. She liked close ups like this. The disembodied nature of the cock and ass made her brain pop. It was a visual overload that was just too much.

Billie pulled up her tank top, taking time to make sure it grazed against her stiff pebbled nipples. She let out a squeaky moan. Her pale tits popped out of the top. She circled a nipple with her free hand. It felt so electric. Her nipples were extra sensitive and she wasn't even at the peak of her arousal.

It was starting to get frustrating holding her phone and rubbing herself at the same time through her shorts. She wanted to lay back and be able to use both hands. Her phone screen also just wasn't big enough. She got up from the couch and moved to her studio. In here she had a huge screen set up in fact it was two screens. To any casual observer it would just look like regular recording studio equipment, which is something she used it for. But the real reason she had gotten it was to watch porn on the multiple screens.

Just like in the living room, Billie had a super lush couch set up in the studio. Except this was a leather one. Easier for cleaning up. She found the clip she was watching on the computer as well as another random hardcore scene of a girl getting dicked down. She turned up the volume on both clips so that room was filled with the sounds of sex. Moans, skin slapping against skin.

Billie stood there mesmerised by the images. The sounds of sex felt like they were beaming directly into her brain. Without taking her eyes off the screens, she dropped her shorts and lifted her tank top over her head. One thing she loved doing was rubbing her clit in a standing position. Unencumbered by her clothes, she was free to use both hands. One fondled her milky white breast with that pink nipple that couldn't be more hard. The other worked its way between her folds. From all the teasing she had been doing before, her pussy was a slick mess. Way wetter than she'd been in a while. She had the porn to thank for that.

She stood there and furiously rubbed herself. It felt so good, especially the closer to the edge she got. Edging was so satisfying. Riding wave after wave of pleasure without cumming while watching porn melted her brain. In a good way. She stood there watching the videos for fifteen minutes, feeling the ebb and flow of pleasure. She felt her legs getting weak so she retired to the couch and lay back.

Billie loved the way her big tits spilled to the side when she laid down. She knew how erotic it looked when other busy girls did it and she loved it on herself. When she got deep watching porn she couldn't help but fetishise her own body. In fact that was something she wanted to do now.

Scrolling through X, she found the thing she wanted; goon captions. These images were usually a sexy girl in various states of undress or in the middle of sexual acts with big block letters surrounding them. GO DEEP FOR PORN or LOSE YOURSELF TO PORN BLISS. The main goal of these was to heighten porn addiction. Billie loved them, even though they were mainly aimed at guys. WORK THAT GOONSTICK, one of them read. She liked the gender neutral ones better but felt even better when she found them aimed at women.

These were generally things like BE A GOOD GIRL FOR PORN but still just as explicit as the ones for guys. Billie loved looking at these women and started thinking about their bodies as porn. It made her so hot. Then she came across a caption with her face. It was photoshopped onto the body of a pornstar with big tits. The words next to it read KEEP GETTING WORSE. Despite the fact that her tits were so much bigger in real life, this picture made her pussy throb. Deep down she liked being sexualised like this but she had to keep that a secret.

Her pussy got even wetter when she progressed to watching porn music videos. These were clips that had porn edited in time with music. Sometimes they used her friend's songs. There was a perverse thrill she got out of fingering herself to porn with songs by Dua, Tate or Sabrina. She touched herself to the beat of Espresso, tugged her nipples at each percussive point in Houdini, watching girls getting facials at the end of every song. There was something so hot about seeing cum splash across eager faces. She melted thinking about the handful of times she'd stuck out her tongue waiting for a hot load to splash across her face. It was a lot hotter to watch them though.

Her fingers moved up and down her slit. The throbbing in her cunt felt so good. Once again she pushed herself so close to the edge. Billie squirmed and let out a little whimper. She knew how good it would be to cum and it felt like she was right there. She snatched her hand away. The removal of the stimulation was invigorating.

Billie's thighs were covered in her wetness. Laying there she knew she wanted more. The most sensual thing she loved to do was masturbate while looking at herself in the mirror. She'd revealed that she liked doing it in a Rolling Stone interview but had only been partially truthful in the reason. She'd said it was to form a better connection with her body. But really she was just turned on by her own body.

Getting up once again, she drifted naked to her bedroom, holding her phone in front of her to be able to see the porn as she went. Her big milky tits were swinging as she walked. When she got to her bedroom she went about setting herself up. Billie propped up her phone so she could watch as she did it.

First things first, she pulled a big soft towel and lay it on her bed. Her bed faced a large in built closet with sliding doors that had floor to ceiling mirrors. Most people would find this tacky but she thought it would be better than one on the ceiling over her bed. That was something she really wanted though. She made sure the towel covered the end of her bed completely. What she was about to do was bound to get messy.

Then she got her pillows in a mound so that she could sit up and watch herself in the mirror. She got herself comfy with the pillows behind her and got in her favourite position. Her feet planted by her ass cheeks, knees bent and spread wide. The way her ass and pussy looked made her so wet. She just wished her ass was fatter.

The last thing she needed was some baby oil. Taking it out of the night stand, she started to pour it all over her naked body making sure that she rubbed it in. By the end she looked exactly like the porn star from the video that she had watched earlier that night. She wiped up her hands so she could pick up her phone and find one last video.

This one was called "sink deep and know your place". Billie put in her headphones and started the video. This was no ordinary video. It was just an audio clip that reaffirmed Billie's love of porn. "You'll never escape," the soft voice began. Every phrase that came along made her rub her cunt with renewed vigour. "Porn is your life," the words tickled her brain. She watched herself in the mirror the way her fingers caressed her folds. She couldn't hear her own squeaking moans but knew she wasn't being quiet.

It was a pleasure overload. The perverse whispers in her ear. The obscenity of watching herself in the mirror. Her body was so shiny. Her tits, her thighs, fuck she loved her body so much. The whispers in her ears got so much more intense and she could feel her breath catching. "Ride the edge," the voice teased her. But it was no use. Billie had been at it for hours now.

With a deep moan, she let loose the pleasure that had been building inside. It was beyond ecstasy. If she had kept her eyes open as she came, she would no doubt have been embarrassed at the face she made. Tongue out, drooling onto her tits, just like countless videos she had seen before. Billie felt a gushing wetness between her legs. Her orgasm was heavier than she could have expected. It had been a while since she had played with herself and even longer since she had edged for a few hours.

The scent of her juices wafted through the room and mixed with the smell of the baby oil. Her breathing was deep and ragged as she recovered. That relapse was hard but she knew the next one could hit even harder. Despite this knowledge she had a great time. She just needed to avoid temptation.... and Charli. From now on all communication would have to go through her management. Charli was just too evil and eager to take advantage.