It was a Friday Morning about 8am, I woke up with a strange feeling, a feeling of longing, a feeling of want, a feeling of desire. I wanted what I feared the most, I wanted my online lover. The woman I had been chatting with for 2 years now, but I was still making excuses not to meet, but not coz I didn't want to, just because I was scared, scared of what might not be, scared of making the fantasy a reality. But today I was ready, ready to take that next step.
Without a word of warning, without even giving it a second thought. I packed a weekend bag and got in my car. I drove, I drove for 9 hours, 9 hours of different feelings thoughts and sexual fantasies running through my head. Still with a feeling of fear. As I neared her house; my hands started to shake, my legs got weak, my heart was thumping so hard I was sure I could see it beating through my T shirt. I was shit scared of what was about to happen, and who I was going to finally meet. I had come this far I wasn't going to turn back now. No way, I'd have to be mad!
As I pulled up the street, the rain started to pour down. I pulled up to her house, by now I was sweating, I was looking forward to getting out of the car into the rain, so I could hide the 'Fear Sweat'. I got out of the car to feel the cold rain pour down on me, entirely saturating me right through to my underwear, I liked the way it felt. The cold rain relieved the feeling of arousal I was getting from the situation, it soothed the throbbing that my penis was beginning to feel. I got to the front door, knocked a couple of times, I remember thinking, I just wanna run away, get back into the car and drive home, but as I said, I had come this far.
"Oh shit someone's coming" I whispered to myself.
I watched with anticipation as the door handle turned, I was shaking so bad by now, I was glad It was raining, I could just say I was cold. The door opened, it was her, I recognized her from all the pictures we had exchanged over the years, wow, she was waaaaaay hotter in the flesh, I kinda took a step back. I was in shock; shock of seeing her for the first time, and in shock of how beautiful she was, she certainly exceeded my expectations of what I made her out to be in all my fantasies. She opened the door looking down at my drenched shoes. Her eyes started to lead up to my face, it was a strange feeling that went through my me at that time, it was like I could feel her eyes travel up my body, as if they were stroking my skin. It made me tremble.
She knew who I was right away, I was so relieved, woulda been a bit embarrassing explaining who I was. She had the biggest smile on her face. I was trying to think of something to say. We were both just standing there staring at each other. I decide to break the Ice.
"Damn it's raining" Oh my fucken god, could I say anything more stupid? She just laughed and said "Maybe you should come inside then" I agreed with a cheekish smile on my face.
She led me to the bedroom, coz I obviously needed to change my clothes, which by now were stuck to my body. I could tell she was focusing her eyes on the bulge in my pants, every time I looked at her she would quickly turn her head and stare at the wall, man she's cute. She's wearing a little skirt and a tight top, not a good mix, when I have all this sexual frustration. So many times I've been talking to her I've just wanted to burst. All that I could think of was how I wanted her to fuck me right then and there. A man is free to dream.
As I started to remove my shirt, I noticed that she was still standing there, she hadn't left the room yet. I was a bit embarrassed.
"Are you just gonna stand there looking pretty, or ya gonna come over here and help me?" My clothes were really wet I was having a hard time getting them off, so I thought that maybe she could help!
"I guess I could, don't expect anything special though, I'm just coming to help you, nothing else, I'm not that easy"
Oh my god I couldn't believe she just said that. At this point I turned bright red, I felt so sleazy, but I had a feeling she liked it, I think my wet body was turning her on. She walked over to me and grabbed on to the bottom of my top and was about to help pull it off. When she stopped suddenly and said, "I've been talking to you for 2 years, and in love with you for about a year, and you've been here 10 minutes and I still haven't gotten a hug or a kiss, what's up with that?"
"Ya wanna hug huh?" I grabbed her and gave her the tightest squeeze, a full on bear hug, I could feel her breasts pushing up against my wet chest, the coldness was making her nipples harden, I could feel them pressing against me. I was getting turned on. I let her go, then kissed her lightly on her cheek. She turned and looked into my eyes.
"Do you know how long I've been waiting for you?" she whispered to me.
"Long enough, for me to have to make it up to you?"
I moved in and pressed my lips up against hers, at first I just gently kissed her top lip, then her bottom lip. Her lips are so soft, just feeling them against mine gave me butterflies in my stomach and a tingling sensation in my penis. I wanted to feel her tongue in my mouth. I pressed my tongue against her lips, opening her mouth, I forced my tongue into her mouth, and she gave into it. She accepted my long sleek tongue into her warm mouth. This passionate kiss we were engaging in was making my cock harden, I could feel it pressing against the inside of my jeans.
Her hand was stroking the side of my cheek as we kissed, I placed my hand against hers and grabbed it, directing it down my chest and stomach, leading her hand towards my throbbing hard cock. I placed her hand on my crotch, and pressed down hard so her hand would be putting pressure on my hardened member. I felt her hand clench as she gripped my hardness through my pants, my body tensed up, I let out a breathe, I was starting to shiver, as I was still in my wet clothes and the situation was making me nervous. I pulled back to take my top off and she stopped me. Replaced my hands with hers on the bottom of my T-shirt and started to lift it up. Every part of skin that became bare she kissed and licked following the movement of my T-shirt close by as not to miss a spot.
