Note: This is a slow-burn, slice-of-life romance story first and foremost. There will be erotica, but not for a long, long time.
Note 2: I intended for certain parts of the story to be read along with music. I strongly recommend listening along to get the best experience. Every song will be clearly stated. Small tease: The first is in the next chapter,
Santa Monica Dream
by Angus & Julia Stone.
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All human wisdom is contained within these two words -- "Wait and Hope"
-- Alexandre Dumas,
the Count of Monte Cristo
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Arc 1:
"A Place to Stay"
Wait and hope
"Ch. 1- The Call"
A sudden vibration in my pocket jolts me, almost waking me up from Ms Lang's boring class. I'd zoned out listening to the rain tapping on the glass.
Thomas leans in, whispering, "Dude, I think your phone's going off."
"Yeah, I guess," I mutter back. I can't do much about it right now, and it's probably just another scammer -- I've been getting many of those lately for some reason. At least, it stopped me from falling asleep in the middle of class.
When the vibrations in my pocket die down, I attempt to focus back on the math lesson happening in front of me. While I'm no math expert, it's not rocket science either, so I should be able to understand whatever it is we are doing today, but it seems this call wrecked what little focus I could achieve usually.
As I'm still trying to figure that out, I'm again stopped by the same buzzing against my leg, this time somehow even more insistent. My friend nudges me again, this time in a more serious tone. "Back-to-back calls? Maybe you should check?"
He has a point. Getting two calls in a row isn't normal. Whoever it is, they probably have a good reason for calling me. While nodding to acknowledge my friend's advice, I quickly scan the classroom for Ms. Lang. She's helping a student on the other side of the room -- perfect. Now's my chance to check my phone.
While we aren't supposed to use our phones in class, no one has ever gotten in trouble for just checking theirs, so it shouldn't be an issue. I pull out my phone, doing my best not to draw attention. My eyes almost immediately lock on the name flashing on the screen. That name is enough to make my throat tighten.
"Chloe"
"So? Who is it?" Thomas asks, peering at me, his curiosity obvious.
I answer in a low voice. "It's... Chloe? Why would she call me now? Actually, why would she call me at all?" I say, thinking out loud, my throat getting tighter by the second as my mind fills with questions.
Chloe's been a good friend of mine for years, but we never call; we just text each other every so often. Seeing a text from her wouldn't be surprising, even right now in class. A call, on the other hand, would be surprising. And two calls? Something's not right.
Without needing to look, I can feel Thomas' confused gaze. A moment later, he speaks up. "Is that your friend from middle school? Do you two still talk? You hardly ever bring her up."
Thomas is right, I don't mention her often, if at all. Soon after, my phone stops buzzing in my hand. Almost instantly, my throat relaxes. Maybe it was an accident. Can you accidentally call someone twice?
"Yeah, we're still in touch," I start to explain, "but it's not nearly as often as before. We texted each other pretty much every day before... It's not nearly as frequent now... The last time we spoke was a few months ago. We did send a text or two for each other's birthday last month, but that's it."
Thomas looks at me, quietly listening as I speak.
"I guess not seeing each other every day does that. At least, we still speak. I lost contact with pretty much everyone else from back there..." I say, my voice growing quiet near the end as I recall the good friends I lost when I had to leave.
Right before I started high school, I had to move for my father's work.. I wasn't very happy about it then, but we had to. I don't resent my parents about it at all. Looking back, they didn't want to leave much more than I did. Didn't someone say, "When life gives you lemons, make lemonade?"
Suddenly, something yanks me back to reality once again: "Jesse! Can you go to the board to show us what you did?" It was my teacher's voice.
Right. We are supposed to work in class, not listen to the sound of rain and think about old friends. I can always send a text to Chloe to check everything's fine.
As I'm about to stand up and improvise something on the board, my phone buzzes again. That's it. 3 times in a row cannot be an accident. I need to answer as soon as possible, and that means getting out of here sooner rather than later. This class isn't even close to being over. Without thinking too much about it, I turn to Ms Lang and mutter, "I don't... feel so good. Is it okay if I go to the bathroom?" I rub my forehead like I have a headache, hoping she'll buy it.
My heart pounds in my chest, and a knot forms in my stomach as my teacher's eyes meet mine. What I'm doing is obvious: Getting out of something I didn't do. And yet, Ms.Lang seems to agree with me. "Yeah, maybe you should go splash some water on your face," she says, more casual than I expected, and maybe even a bit worried. Not gonna complain about it, that's for sure.
Both of my friend stay quiet as I exit the room, keeping their obvious worries to themselves for now.
Once out in the hallway, I pull out my phone. Chloe's name is still flashing on the screen. Without thinking about it, my finger presses the green button below my friend's name.
Almost instantly, a relieved sigh comes through on the other end. "Hello? Chloe? Are you here?" I ask, not sure I'll even get an answer.
Through the speaker, I hear her voice--exhausted and tinted with sadness. "Hey... Jesse... Glad to hear you..." Hearing her after all these years is nice, but it doesn't sound like she's calling just to catch up.
Walking down the hallway toward the main hall, I can feel the cold air rushing against me. We're still in February, and the air hasn't warmed up at all yet. And today's downpour isn't helping in the slightest. Maybe I should have grabbed my coat before I left...
"Are you okay?" I softly ask her.
"Yeah..." Well, she doesn't sound like someone who's okay to me...
She keeps going, her voice cracking slightly as if she's about to cry: "Sorry to bother you... But--but I didn't know who else to call." She takes a pause, letting silence settle between us. Even though she's not speaking, her breathing still comes through the speaker--Shaky, uneven. Her voice had always been light and cheerful, but now it carries a weight I'd never heard before.
After a few moments, she finally breaks the silence. "My parents..... they--"
As she struggles to say that, I hear her sobbing on the other end. What the hell is happening?
"Are--Are they okay?" I ask, my voice trembling, as I brace myself for her answer. At the same time, images of some terrible accident flash through my mind, the knot in my stomach growing ever bigger.
She takes a deep breath, but it doesn't seem to help. "That's--That's not the issue. No one's hurt..."
A wave of relief washes over me as she says that. Soon after, I realise that while she's not hurt, it doesn't mean she's fine.
"My parents...They..." she says, clearly battling with her emotions to speak. Not wanting to interrupt her, I stay quiet, give her space to speak.
"They kicked me out," she blurts out, finaÂlly breaking down into tears as the painful words tumble out.
I freeze, speechless, unable to process what she just said. Kicked out? By her parents?
I barely met Chloe's parents, and she very rarely talked about them... But from what I remember, her parents weren't the best, but nothing close to the "Kicking our child out" level. Should I--Should I have known that something was up? Was there anything I could have done? My mouth opens as I try to say something, but the words stay stuck in my throat.